Mark, you have a really busy day. I hope you can find some time to relax too.

Needhelp, why do you think you are losing the will to fight? We are all here for you.

they always end up winning... i feel like im completely losing all control of my life... just wanna sit in the corner n hide n do bad things to myself

Got up early Voices are so loud drowning then out with music dont seem to be working The devil is in control right now i have to cut

everything i love i lose... everyone i trust hurts me.. everyone i need doesnt give a damn... my head is a mess... been fighting so long im tired and dont have the strength anymore...

Needhelp, I know that feeling well but if you look deep inside i'm sure that you can find the strength to get through this.

RYUU, you don't HAVE to cut. No one can physically make you. You have gotten through this before and you can do it again.

i shouldnt be speaking in here... i should shut up... hides in the corner and tells everyone to pretend im not here

Hugs everbody.
Needhelp: please stay safe keep talking it's all good.
*curls up in corner*

shadowedsoul: i kno u dnt kno me and i dnt kno u but can i curl up in the corner with u i dnt think im safe on my own? u can say no..

anyone wanna come be with me in the corner? curls up on my own knowing im not safe by myself

curls up in corner and supports people.
I'm pretty ok today offers needhelp a teddy.

stands up and changes her mind n has to be on her own

Of course u can needhelp.*open arms so u can snuggle with me* if u still want to.

Erm nevrmind no point running from this,it's only delying what going to happen anyway.=(

Am home alone wanting to cut so bad the devil telling me to do it

*Hugs Ryuu* Try to be safe don't listen to the devil

*Hugs Needhelp*

*Hugs Jill*

Crap I'm crying so much right now, got really suiped thoughts running through my head. Thought speaking to my bro would help, but I really don't want to worry him.Sorry I know I'm a pain in the ass.

*Hugs Jill* you're not a pain in the ass , really you're not . Why don't you type out what you wanted to say to your brother here? I will listen/read :)

Erm I think I messed up at work and I'm about 5sec from the high jump, and that probley not a big deal but I got a shed load of stuff to pay for,and don't want to put this on my dads shoulders,as he has enough to dealwith right now. Right now I want to dissapear of the face of the earth, and go somewhere and just hang myself. Can't deal with this. Bro I love you and I hate to do this to you, but this is to hard, and yes I know this is pathetic.

*Super Hugs Jill* you're not pathetic Jill . I'm sorry you are so low :( PLEASE Don't go and hang yourself , You would be terribly missed by everyone here in the ward as well as by your family. Whatever happened at your work isn't worth it , You can be strong Jill *Extra Hug*

Jill, I can hear how much you are struggling but keep thinking about your brother. That's what gets me through.

Mark, how are you?