*sigh* Have spent WAY too much time online this summer.

Well Carole, I think you're lovely...
Yeaha,I've noticed that I tend to drink too much and then feel worse...doesn't keep me from drinking...*shrug* anyway, it was only two (very full) shots so while I'm pleasntly muzzy I think that's about it this time...good thing too cause I've come out with some nasty cuts after a bad night...
So how are you doing Carole?

Carole is such a pretty name. I think I'm going to go to sleep soonish. Or read....

:) You're lovely too Ally.

:) thanks...yea I'm off to bed too soon. Gotta be up washed and ready for breakfast in about 6 and a half hours - that includes time to sober up a bit!

Awwwwwwwww bless ye, I've got the hairdressers sometime in the morning I think, and my hair will need freaking washing before I go & then probs get washed there too, haha mega clean then ;)

Do either you two have msn and/or myspace? Add me if you want *hugs*

I'm off

Lol, yea. You'll hair will be squeaky clean by the end of tomorrow! lol.
I'm off to take a peek at my uni campus - we are under time pressure as dad wants to see at least one of the rugby mathces tomorrow as well!

Will add you in a sec! x

Will add DanceDance...though I'm not on much...

I gotta call it quits too, my eyes are heavy and I still need to get a drink to take to bed with me! lol. Hope you sleep well Ally. x

Carole, I hope you get enough sleep...
I'm sorry you're walking around in a haze these days...it's no way to live life and yet it makes it feel a wee bit more barable doesn't it..?
*sigh*
Sleep well hun

*hugs all in the room*

Hope ur looking after urself there ppl :)

I sorta of am...but still feel unsafe :(

Just checking myself into the ward. I need to find a place that I can be safe and actually sleep (unlike the past 7 days). I hate being manic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*curl up in darkest room

**hugs blujan2002**

Welcome in!! Hope u stay safe in the psych ward :)
Look after urself there

i'm a mess, i've got a question when is the right time to ring the emergency duty service?

*hugs*

Um...when ever u feel unsafe or u've done somethig stupid

Does that help a tad?

yes thanks :P im just scared of calling them

Why is it that the instant that you feel like you are ready to stop ED and Si. Stuff comes along and really pushes you back into it harder

I agree. You say "I going to stop now!" and then you panic and go of the edge. Like that I have to clean the house before mom comes and checks up on me. Or that I was so drunk last night I told a guy that was in love with him. Or that I had to be saved by the police when a strange guy tried to pick me up and did not understand the word no. Or that I'm to depressed to put on a t-shirt...
God, I need some cookies...