*collapse*

Want to talk about it Helen?

You okay Alexx?

i have just spent the last hour trying to cut an embroidered logo off of a shirt for my boss because he doesnt want to wear it with the logo and is too cheap to buy a new shirt

why did i go to college for this? oh wait i didnt go to college for this.

what have i done to my life that THIS is my job now?

have sunken to new low. took blades from supply closet at work. am very pathetic. worst of all don't really care anymore.

*hugs everybody*
i have decided that life COULD be worse though
we could not have the Denial Tent and the psych ward and we could be all alone without anywhere to hide
that would be like even more unbearably awful

*hugs* Why do you have to take the logo off your boss' shirt? Please stay safe hun. You may not care but there are people that care about you a lot. I'm here if you need to talk

hugs to all
hi...helen? (soz dnt kno ne1!)
off 2 beddybyes now
nite nite all
xxxx
and all stay safe .x.x.x.x.x.

I just feel knackered

Sleep deprivation + lack of food + hangover + light headedness = *collapse*

*sits in her corner wide eyed and confused* uh, Helen, what?:confused:

*snuggles her RYL twin* oh Callie I'm sorry that bites luv. Totally not kosher, sounds like a royal prick. Please take care luv.

Alexx hun, what's up?

I LOVE YOU CALLIE!!!
Please stay strong hun :(
*hugs*

*hugs Onurbual* goodnight, sleep well

*hugs Alexx* try to eat some food and drink some water hun, it'll make you feel better :)

In the last two days...Ive had half an apple, 2 pieces of pale toast...then mum took me for lunch today....I had salad....but threw my tea away

I dont want to eat though :(
I need to get thinnnnerrrrr

Good lord it's busy:whistling:

*tucks a blanket around Alexx and a pillow under head. Leaves a pitcher of water and a glass* sorry you're feeling so lousy hun.

Thankyou Ally *snuggles*

Alexx, I'm sure you don't need to get thinner but I'm also sure you won't believe me :P But please look after yourself, even if it's just eating a little bit at a time. I'm sorry hun, I just don't want you to feel poorly

Alexx luv, you need to eat more than that sweetie. You don't need to get thinner you're lovely *snuggles*

I, on the other hand, have started purging again... That is when I eat (one advantage to Wellbutrin... Loss of appetite... I can go all day and not feel hungry). 'S all right as I gained a lot of weight recently and you can TOTALLY tell. *shrug* I don't do it all the time so that's one thing my therapist doesn't know about... Well that and I haven't taken my meds in two days.
*hugs everyone*

just a little bit thinner...
a little tiny bit...
i promise...

I'm...so...sleepy

i have to take the embroidered logo off the stupid shirt because he wants to keep it but he doesnt want the logo on it
my boss is totally Michael from The Office (tv show)

thank you for niceness :)

Alexx i can so relate but remember that even doing nothing burns calories so try and eat at least something, maybe an apple or banana or a snack at least, every 3 hours to keep your metabolism up

Any time dear *massive hugs* please take care of yourself

I don't even know what's wrong tonight. I really don't. Other than stuipd feelings. Oh well. :eyeroll:

I think im still hungover.... :/