*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs your mind* whats song is your sig from?

*Waves to Angel*

*hugs Mark*
Falling Stars by Butterfly Messiah

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks :)

*Night time Hugs and waves all my wardies*

*hugs Mark good night*
Your welcome! :)
I have no podcasts yet but I am getting set up if anyone's interested :) * http://crimsonscorner.podbean.com/ * I am still trying to figure out copyrighting laws and usage :S but I am working on my little project :)

That's really cool PoisonedApple :)
I hope you are feeling less muddled.

Poor Oliver :(
I hope he hasn't caused permanent damage.

Nom treats. Hope you're okay YodaBear

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mark*

*Waves to angel*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Matt*

Hey everyone :)

Just an update since I kind of disappeared from this site, not sure how many will remember me. I haven't SI'ed since the last weekend of September. I'm taking my medications daily and seeing my psychiatrist once every 3 months and things are going great. I'm into the 5th month of a fantastic relationship with my incredible girlfriend, and life has just gotten so much better!

I'm not trying to knock anyone down or sound like I'm bragging - I just want to let you all know there IS a better side. I never would have thought I would feel this good, or actually look forward to waking up each day... but I do. Thanks for all your support through the time I was on here, and as always... if you ever need somebody to talk to or to listen to you... feel free to pm me!

Hugs for everyone who needs them, and lots of special care packages!

Just checking in letting you all know i still around...goes back to curling up in her corner. Waves hi to everyone. Don't know Oliver, but he will be in my thoughts. I hope others are doing okay.

TAZ!!! *tackle hugs* I remember you lol. I hope you remember me otherwise my excitement of seeing another old wardie may seem innapropriate lol. Congrats on not harming since September.. that is so so amazing! I'm glad things have gotten better for you.

*hugs shattered* I'm glad you are still around. around if you need to talk

*hugs oliver* sorry to hear you are struggling so much. always here if you want to talk when you get back.

*hugs ian* how are you?

*hugs crimson* oo i'll check out your podcast once you get it all set up. Its good to have a project sometimes :) sorry your thoughts were muddled earlier, i can relate all to well. Hope things became more clear.

*hugs mark* hope you slept well hun and are staying safe.

*hugs mrs pan* how r u doing?

*hugs matt* sorry to hear you aren't doing well. Feel free to pm me if you want to talk.

*waves to angel* i hope you managed to say safe, or at least distracted.

*hugs life-hurts* sorry I didnt introduce myself last night, i was not in the best place. I'm Laura. and of course its okay if you hang here for as long as you need. I hope your day got better. And yes choosing to live is a great thing. I know you can do it!

Sorry if I missed anyone. Didn't intentionally. *extra hugs and treats*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Taz*Of Course I remember you :) Thats Fantastic news Hun !!!!!!! SO happy for you :D

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Laura*

*Curls up*

*Squishes Charlie* Whats up Hun?

*glomps Taz* I'm glad you are doing so good. You really do have to say hi more often though!

*cuddles Oliver* Please be careful, hun. We would miss you if something dreadful happened.

*hugs Laura* I'll let ya know when I make more progress :)

*hugs Ian and Mark and Mrs. Pan and Shattered and everyone else*

*cuddles Charlie* What's up?

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

*hugs all* how are you?

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

*hugs mark* went to my T today and told her about the dizziness from the meds. She switched me to Risperidone. Had to let her check the cuts from last night and as a result she wanted me to go inpatient again. I still didn't want to, so now she referred me to a specialist who I'll get to talk to ever 4 weeks and her in between.
how are you?

I'l in a bit of pain , BUT Trying to be bright :)

*cuddles mark* it's dinnertime for me now.