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Hey all. You should read painful lives books Mark. As odd as it sounds they are actually uplifting cos 9/10 they have a nice ending and although it takes years people come through they issues.
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*Huggles all her wardies.*
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*Hugs Lia* Do you have any favourites apart from "Scarred"? to recommend
*Hugs Solo* *Hugs Crimson* How is everyone? I am at my parents so apologise for delayed responces for a couple of days . *Hugs Charlie* |
*hugs mark, lia, solo, megz, crimson, charlie*
Lia and Mark - I am really struggling to balance work, uni, anxiety, and these thoughts.... that are getting worse all the time. Work last night was horrible, and i feel like I am getting worse at my job. I'm missing things when looking over people's pages, one of my employees was being horrible (and I am far too nice of a boss b/c I can't even get myself to yell at him b/c it would've probably caused me to have a panic attack). Nobody knows this though, its totally an inappropriate topic to bring up at work. In fact, most of the people IRL that know anything about my "issues," I don't talk to much/at all anymore. Ha, i wonder if people knew anything was up the other day when I was totally depersonalized at work and don't even remember half of it... Probably not, I know I am doing a fantastic job at faking it b/c people tell me that even when I say I am in a "bad mood" I always seem happy. This rant probably didn't make sense. I just wanted someone to know a little bit of what is going on in my head.... and I know you guys actually read, so I am not venting to a empty page. |
*Hugs Laura*
Sorry, I haven't got much to say right now, just wanted to say I read it and am thinking of you <3 |
*hugs charlie* thanks. How r u doing?
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*hugs Laura* i read but have nothing constructive to say at the moment... sorry.
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*Hugs Laura* I'm sorry you're struggling so hun *Extra Hug*
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Meh. I'm alright. Just a bit low. My friend asked if I wanna go to the park. I dunno wether to or not -.-
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go and enjoy the fresh air! ^-^ it will be good for you! *Huggles*
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I'm sick of feeling low.
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Hi.
*Hugs Laura* I get that. Totally. People IRL know so little I wonder what they'd all do if I ended it. Smiling is sometimes just so...hard. *Hugs Lindsey* I don't really know what to say. Is there something you could do like change your meds, see a counseller? I don't know what treatment you're already on. *Hugs Charlie* Go for it. It'll get you out the house and distract you for a bit. *HUgs Mark* Erm...there's 'Don't Tell Mummy'- Toni Maguire. And anything by Cathy Glass. All her books are about kids she fosters other than 'Girl in the Mirror' which is a novel only based on a true story. Off the top of my head I'm not sure about any others. *Hugs Morgana, Crimson and Solo* |
hugs everybody. curls up into a ball in the corner
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*Hugs Jill* What's up?
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hugs lia back, really want to hurt myself, cant get that thought out of my head.
how are you and mark today? |
There's a useful list of things to do instead of hurting yourself here Jill. http://www.selfinjury.org/docs/selfhelp.html
I'm alright. |
thanks lia, will go and have a look, hmm its not how i want to hurt myself tonight tho. sorry
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*Hugs Jill*
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Stay talking to us if it helps, Jill.
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*hugs everyone*
i can't wait till the end of work today... it's a 3 day weekend and i need the break. and even better the kids are going to a sleep over and won't be home till sunday morning. |
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