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Laura2.0 12-07-2011 03:18 PM

*hugs journeyofdiscovery*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* I hope they fix your internet soon. It's boring without internet
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Pan*
*hugs Heather*

flutterby butterfly 12-07-2011 04:05 PM

*hugs everyone* Hope you're all ok today?

Doikers 12-07-2011 04:38 PM

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

Laura2.0 12-07-2011 05:56 PM

*hugs Mara*
*hugs Mark*

how are you?

one_step_closer 12-07-2011 06:04 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm still feeling a deep desire to kill myself but it doesn't seem so urgent now. I can at least wait until I see my psychologist on Thursday. He seems to care although there is nothing that he can do to help me.

Doikers 12-07-2011 10:16 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Night hugs my wardies*

Laura2.0 12-07-2011 10:21 PM

night Mark

one_step_closer 12-07-2011 10:34 PM

Goodnight Mark.

How are you, Laura?

Laura2.0 12-07-2011 10:48 PM

feels like I'm in hell.
I injured, purged and now I'm crying.

how are you?

Cazki 13-07-2011 12:10 AM

*Hides* feel unwanted

*Hugs Laura* I'm so sorry that your struggling so much. *Sits with you*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Laura*

broken_butterfly_wings 13-07-2011 12:11 AM

Hi.I'm Anna. I just want to pull up a duvet a lay under it. Hospital is a place where I don't have to b scared to admit that I'm hurting,it's expected I don't have to pretend I can fall apart. (I haven't self harmed in two years and I'm not going to i have much at stake)

broken_butterfly_wings 13-07-2011 12:13 AM

Hi.I'm Anna. I just want to pull up a duvet a lay under it. Hospital is a place where I don't have to b scared to admit that I'm hurting,it's expected I don't have to pretend I can fall apart. (I haven't self harmed in two years and I'm not going to i have much at stake) I just want to sleep untill this all goes away.

Doikers 13-07-2011 10:04 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Anna*

I woke up today to no message from Felicia , I know contact will be sporadic and she is in all likelyhood in the UK now. I Just miss her so much.. I could cry...

Doikers 13-07-2011 10:07 AM

OH Felicia Messaged me ! She is in London! :)

one_step_closer 13-07-2011 12:20 PM

*hugs Anna*

Yay, Mark!

I want to die so much. I'm starting my voluntary work on Monday and it's going to be so hard to put on a face.

Doikers 13-07-2011 01:44 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* What are you volunteering as? I know how hard it is to put that face on *Extra Squish*

flutterby butterfly 13-07-2011 02:04 PM

Hey fellow patients, how we doing today? I walked some dogs for the Bristol dogs home today & I'm shattered & in pain. Feel better for it though. *yawn* Hope everyone is ok *leaves cookies*

Doikers 13-07-2011 03:24 PM

*Hugs Mara* Ooooooooooooh! Cookies :) Thankee

one_step_closer 13-07-2011 04:14 PM

I'm volunteering in a women's library, not sure what i'm going to be doing. The people seem really nice but it is so exhausting to act like i'm ok.

How are you, Mark?

Good for you, Mara!

Doikers 13-07-2011 05:20 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 05:29 PM

*curls up*

one_step_closer 13-07-2011 05:43 PM

What's wrong, Oliver?

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 05:55 PM

want to OD really badly, but planned it for tomorrow, but cant wait.
read a friends blog and got really jealous cos he is already on testosterone even though he came out after me and he has his second appt at the gender clinic before me, even though i had my first appt first and he is being referred for chest surgery. sorry

PoisonedApple 13-07-2011 06:46 PM

*Huggles All*
*cuddles Oliver*

Doikers 13-07-2011 06:51 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 07:38 PM

*hugs Mark and Crimson*

one_step_closer 13-07-2011 07:43 PM

Oliver, I know that feeling really well but overdosing isn't worth it in the end. What do you want from overdosing?

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 07:46 PM

I want to feel some physical illness instead of this mental pain, because physical illness I can deal with and I can get help for it, but feeling mental pain is too hard and I can't cope with it, I need a break.

Doikers 13-07-2011 07:57 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

one_step_closer 13-07-2011 08:06 PM

I could have written that myself, Oliver. How else might you be able to find some relief?

Doikers 13-07-2011 08:33 PM

Oliver ,I too could have written that :/

one_step_closer 13-07-2011 08:45 PM

I'm going to cut. I'm just worried that i'll go too deep because I won't be able to get medical attention at this time of night.

Doikers 13-07-2011 08:52 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Please take care hun

Emo 13-07-2011 09:08 PM

Voices are really loud , but i only took my meds a minute ago.
Going to listen to music with my headphones loud try and drown them out
there being graphic makes me want to cut :(

Doikers 13-07-2011 09:17 PM

*waves to angel*

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 10:10 PM

*hugs Lindsay* please be careful.

*hugs Mark* how are you doing?

*waves to Angel* I hope the voices go soon, I know its horrible when they are loud.

Doikers 13-07-2011 10:11 PM

*night time hugs my wardies*

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 10:17 PM

night Mark *hugs*

Laura2.0 13-07-2011 10:24 PM

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Anna*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mara*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Angel21*

how are you all?

I'm much better today, probably because I just won a knights tournament :D

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 10:42 PM

*hugs Laura* I'm glad your doing better today. whats a knight tournament?

Laura2.0 13-07-2011 11:00 PM

it's with horses and you ride with a sword and with a lance and stuff.
like in the movies.
I might find a pic of me from 3 weeks ago.

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 11:05 PM

ooooo that sounds very cool, I like a lot cos they used to do that in the Tudor times and I love the Tudor period of history and a pic would be very cool.

Laura2.0 13-07-2011 11:14 PM

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that is a pic from 3 years ago. cant find any more recent pics.
And I love medieval times fairs and to wear clothes like they did and sleep in a tent and cook on fire and all that stuff. It's fun and I met a lot of fun people.

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 11:22 PM

cool picture Laura. I'm jealous of you getting to do that, I want to do it.

Cazki 13-07-2011 11:23 PM

I'm really happy i have been talking to someone for quite a while and we are getting on really well. I'v just not said about it on here before. We are planning to meet up soon.

*hugs Anna*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mara*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Angel21*

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 11:25 PM

*hugs Ian* that sounds good :)

Laura2.0 13-07-2011 11:26 PM

*hugs Oliver* I wish I could get you here to try it.
*hugs Ian* sounds good.

Cazki 13-07-2011 11:45 PM

I'v been to scared to say anything until now. It is a guy to.

frenchhorn 13-07-2011 11:53 PM


Cazki 13-07-2011 11:57 PM

I feel unwanted

*Sits with Oliver* *Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your struggling, im here if you want to talk.

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