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SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 08:39 PM

Oh but you're not Felicia, you're wonderful *cuddles*

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 08:54 PM

-hugs everyone then curls up with lots of blankets-

Doikers 16-01-2011 08:55 PM

*Hugs Kitty* You okay?

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:00 PM

-hugs mark- Not really. And I'm cold. Like freezing. Don't know why. How are you?

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:01 PM

Can you put the heating up? Kitty

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:05 PM

Nah, that raises the electric bill and electricity is pretty expensive here. Plus my husband isn't that cold. So he would just get up and turn it back down right away. -shrugs- You didn't answer me, though..

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:13 PM

Hmmmm...

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:15 PM

I'm ..........not exactly sober but not yet drunk , .Stupid suggestion put on another top?

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:16 PM

-hugs mark- You can have some of my soberness? I'm 100% sober.

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:22 PM

Heh thanks Kitty :P

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:23 PM

-curls up and hides-

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 09:24 PM

*cuddles Kitty to give warmth* sorry you're so cold

*cuddles Mark* stay safe please x

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:27 PM

I'm being safe Sarah , Not doing the whole Bottle of vodka thing , just quite a few beers........ I'm not drinking all of next week , I really mean that , although I mean it every single time.........

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:28 PM

-hugs sarah-

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 09:31 PM

*snuggles Mark* good. Hope you're alright. I'm here for you if you need me

*cuddles Kitty*

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 09:31 PM

How bout some hot chocolate kitty? I'll have some with ya.

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:33 PM

Ooooo ok -scoots closer to solo-

I feel like I have so much to say to the ward, but don't really know how to and think I should wait until the day gets closer..

MammaMia 16-01-2011 09:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ribenalion (Post 2659964)
Yeah I always get hungry after a stir fry *cuddles Helen*

*cuddles* It sucks :(

Quote:

Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2659966)
*Cuddles Helen*
Thanks, I think it's just gonna be part time jobs doing whatever I can get at the moment though....
And yeah, stirfrys aren't really that filling, but then my mum did like pile my plate up, so i'm pretty full (although still want chocolate lol

Good luck :) I can only do part time too because of college & placement.Glad it made you pretty full. My dinner tonight did too :D

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2659984)
Helen , What are Nando's?

Nandos is a restaurant that specialises in chicken dishes from portgual http://www.nandos.co.uk/index.cfm

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:37 PM

plaese tell us Kitty hun :S

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 09:39 PM

hugs everbody. erm here i go again. im drinking once again. i know bad idea. just dont want to deal with this crap anymore.

SoMuchMore 16-01-2011 09:44 PM

*hugs helen, jill, mark, kitty, sarah, solo, lia, felicia, and everyone else*

Work work work. I'll be happy when these first few days are over. Anxiety all the time and blah. Anyway, sorry, i'm always complaining about anxiety.

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 09:45 PM

Please be safe Jill!

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 09:46 PM

*Hugs Laura*

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:47 PM

*Hugs Laura* Anxiety is a valid reason to be stressed hun

Doikers 16-01-2011 09:56 PM

Does anyone know what a Nandos is , like Helen mentions , It sounds mexican???

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 09:56 PM

Mark's right Laura! I struggle with anxiety all the time!

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 10:04 PM

Helen says Nando's is a resaurant that specialises in chicken dishes from Portugual.

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 10:07 PM

*cuddles all* I'm scared of getting a diagnosis. I know I need one so my meds don't damage me or anything, but I'm scared of what they'll say to me :(

Doikers 16-01-2011 10:08 PM

Man ,I'm missing posts , so apologies in advance

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 10:14 PM

hmm not sure i want to tonight, sorry guys. feeling low again. damn im pathetic

Ileana 16-01-2011 10:15 PM

Hi there *waves*

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:16 PM

Sorry had to eat -hugs everyone-

I will tell the ward what I have to say, I just think I should wait until the day gets closer..

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 10:19 PM

*cuddles Jill* you are NOT pathetic darling, you're wonderful

Edit:

*cuddles Kitty* what day dear?

Hey Ilena *waves*

Doikers 16-01-2011 10:23 PM

Jill you're not pathetic *Hugs*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Ileana if okay* Hey I'm Mark, welcome to the ward :)

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 10:23 PM

*Waves Ileana*

Kitty, we would love to hear what you have to say, but just cause you want us to know how you feel, not as a goodbye, if that's what you're tryin to say.

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:29 PM

-hugs sarah and mark-

I'm not sure what day, Sarah. Whenever I run out of non-soberness I'm thinking..

You guys are awesome. It's not your fault. Just know that..

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 10:30 PM

Kitty please stay safe :(

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:36 PM

-snuggles sarah- It won't be for at least a week, possibly a little longer.

I *have* to carry out this plan. It will benefit everyone in the end. Not doing it is hurting everyone around me. I wish I could explain it in such a way that all of you could understand it. But I don't know how. It makes complete sense in my mind..

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 10:40 PM

What plan, explain, please. I'm worried

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:43 PM

I can't explain hun. I don't think I'm allowed... I'm not entirely sure on the rules here but I don't really want to chance it..

MammaMia 16-01-2011 10:47 PM

Guys, just to let you know I'm moving on from RYL. Just don't need it anymore. If anyone wants to stay in contact via FB/MSN, then drop me a PM :) xx

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 10:50 PM

*cuddles Helen* We'll always be here if you need us hun :) xx

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:50 PM

-hugs helen- Stay safe hun.

MammaMia 16-01-2011 10:54 PM

*cuddles you both* Be happy guys =) You'll beat all this **** one day.

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 10:57 PM

Thanks hun :) x

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 11:16 PM

*Hugs Helen* I'll miss you! You've been great here on the ward and I hope you will come back and visit! The ward's going to be weird without you, but I'm happy for you that you feel able to move on :)

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 11:16 PM

I don't want to do it. -sits in her corner and rocks- Someone please tell me why I shouldn't?

The following content has been hidden - Reason : possibly triggering
Here is the list of reasons I have decided I should:

1. I am a failure. I will never amount to anything in life.
2. My husband wouldn't have to worry about providing for me anymore. And there would be enough food stamps for him to eat for an entire month. With 2 of us, $200 in food stamps just isn't enough. That's living on $100 of food for an entire month for each of us. If I weren't here, he would have the full $200 to use for food for himself.
3. I know I was never meant to be here. I am Wiccan and believe in reincarnation. However, I believe I was a soul awaiting a body, and my biological mom accidentally got pregnant, and the baby needed a soul, so I got sucked in. That is why all of this horrible stuff has happened to me I just know it. It won't end until I do.

Everyone would benefit if I were no longer here...


I think that about sums it all up nicely. Well, not nicely, but it pretty much sums up all of the reasons I have come up with in a shorter list. I have no reasons as to why I shouldn't.

Edit: I find it selfish of me to not go through with the plans just because I don't want to..

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 11:26 PM

For one, because you're a wonderful caring person and we would miss you terribly!

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 11:32 PM

I'm not wonderful, though. I'm utterly useless and will never amount to anything..

-rocks back and forth faster-

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 11:36 PM

You can't judge that for yourself. That's up to other people and we say you are wonderful! You're not useless sweetie! You're a good friend to anyone on here who needs one, including me! Trust me, you already are something!


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