*hugs Damnation* what sweetie whats Up?

Just...I feel like I was another ****ing notch on the bastard's belt. The reason he was able to drop me so fast is because he didn't give a ****. It's hard to forget about him, when my favourite songs carry some sort of reminder, or when he's in my dreams.

I dreamt about him last night, that he messaged me out of the blue, saying that he missed me. Ugh

Aww sweetie, when you are trying to cut someone out they always find ways of getting back into your mind!!! and its always when you least expect it

stay strong and it will happen

Still sick.

Tristan thinks its from pent up emotion.

I think he's probably right.

x_x *Hugs Sorcha*

Rainbow: Yeah, I'm discovering that right now D: I'm trying. It's just doing my damned head in

I. Hate. THE ITCHING. I prefer not being able to move without pain to the itching

I'm falling apart well and truely.

*hugs everyone* spent the weekend in cornwall, no internet, I'd forgotten how much I loved that place, it's so beautiful, keep up the good fight guys, "there is no failure except in no longer trying" *hugs again*

One of my best friends ~ Nicole ~ is moving to WA which is halfway around the country and my other best friend is intending to move to Brisbane ... which leaves me here by myself trying to get help where no-one wants to help me. Sorry for talking about myself so much.

*hugs all*

*hugs Kahlia* - Im sure they dont intend to leave you all by yourself you shall still have contact with them!!! I know how you feel I live 725 milies away from my friends Hells, Kate, John, Diz and Peck but I still keep in contact with all of them!!! Is there anybody else that you can talk to in the town/village/city or surrounding area where you live? If not you are more then welcome to PM me and talk to me!! my ears are always open and i try to help as much as i can!!!

and your not talking about your self to much!! its good to talk

Damnation *hugs* well done for stayting strong - sorry to hear about the pain and the itching itss not a nice feeling - but if you can get hold of some E45 cream of some sudocream that will releave the itching if it is external itctching

Hells *Hugs* Whats up sweetheart why do you feel like you are falling apart?? Do i need to bring down my Fix Hells Glue when i come down??? Im sure Mr Moneky Will Give you Hugs!!!!

*hugs Widly* im glad you had a good weekend away!!! im loooking forward to my weekend away at the end of may!!!!!

qucik update on my - Shoulder still sore gonna take forever to heal!!! My other half is being a bit funny just now like he was when all the ***** kicked off with my so called freinds - today is my first day being Cigorette free - doing okay i think!!!! Just taking each step at a time!!!!

*hugs to all that want and need them*

*leaves some chocolate and hugs for ppl in the ward*

tc of urself xx

Rainbow: Thanks for the tip, I'll bear that in mind *hugs back*

*Hugs everyone else in the ward*

:D Thank you for the well dones everyone. Feeling very proud of myself, and I hope that one day we'll all be free of this horrible addiction! x

Kahlia, I'm sorry to hear that, but hope you can keeep in contact with them :) *major snuggles*

Gil, I shall explain some more later, we need a catch up me thinks, Mr Monkey is giving me snuggles and yes bring the glue ;)

Jem, cuddles.

Hannah, wow, I want to go back to Cormwall sometime, might be going this September. We shall see *nods*

Arwen, you're very welcome my love

A really hard day. Argh. I fail.

Your welcome Damnation - oh by the way just call me Gils!!! :)

Hannah not happy, Hannah stupid, Hannah deserves to hurt, why am I still fighting?

*hugs Gil* good luck being cigarette free and hope your partner stops being funny

Jem how are you? *hugs*

*Hugs Helen* hope monkey helps, yeah cornwall is special

*hugs Arwen* hope you're still going strong

*hugs Dayna* hope you're doing a biit better now, I know what you mean about the itching.

*hugs Ashley* are you feeling any better?

*hugs Kahlia* I know it's hard but at least you have them, my friends that I am closest to are so far away but I know they're there and I know that I love them and they care about me and that helps, when you are down don't hesitate to phone, take care of yourself and don't give up on the situation just yet, people do care about you and that's what matters.

Hannah's not stupid, Hannah's lovely, so there *hugs back*

Gils: Alrighty then ^__^. My real name's Däyna, although due to the way I've been lately, I've not been too keen on it lately. Prefer to be called Tödlich

Getting spaaaaaaaaaaaaacey. Is tempting to give into it x_x

Noooooooooooo.

Thanks Dayna, don't give in, why Todlich? (I don't have an Umlaut on my computer) *cuddles*

but I am stupid, I told a friend I really liked him, but of course he doesn't really like me back and it may have affected our friendship, and I really need his friendship, because he gives the best hugs in the world and I am really struggling with friends at the moment, I feel like I'm messing things up left, right and centre at the moment :(

*hugs Helen* what's up hun?