Didn't mean to scare you away, sorry

*hugs everyone some more*
*tucks handmade magic blankets around anyone who wants one*

Misplaced my first aid book, drat it all. Need to look up shock.

Susan, why do you have to look up shock?

*snuggles up to Jeff* I feel awful :-(

*sits in her corner, knees pulled to cheat, hands on head, rocking ever so slightly*
IsuckIsuckIsuckIsuckIsuckIsuck

And I am SO stupid

you are not stupid, please come over to shoulder

*scoots on over and settles on Jeffs shoulder* well it feels that way... Melodramatic, unreasonable, add them up and they equal stupid

Nope, I think they equal "us"

*snuggles closer to her wonderful Uncle*
But I don't WANT to be that way, I'm sick and tired of it :crying:

*grabs her blanket and stuffed lamb and settles on to Jeffs shoulder for the night*
Thanks Jeff...

*sits in a corner, knees to chest, arms around knees, and rocks... staring off into oblivion... holding a blade to wrist*

Mania sucks... must stop the voices and visions... mania sucks... make the voices and visions go away!!!!

Sleep well,

Amanda, take the other shoulder and hold on tight dear

*curls up against brother's back at same time making sure everyone is tucked in and comfortable*

must... make... it... stop...
*grips blade tighter*

The current status of your Application is:
Congratulations! Your place at Newman University College, Birmingham (was Newman College of Higher Education) (N36) to study IT with Social & Applied Psychology (G5C8) has been confirmed.

Incase anyone actually cares anymore >.<

Know I've already text you but Very proud of you darling!!! New start, new opportunities and your going to be AMAZING! You deserve this xxxx

Thanks Emma.

Trying not to care about my **** grades (Y) Because I got I wanted. It's finally happening ahaha

Still holding, Helen :-D only this time tighter cause I am SO proud of you!! Way to go sweetie!

*curls up in as tight a ball as she can manage and looks miserably ahead*:crying:

YAY for Hells

*dances a very small, quiet happy dance for Helen* manic phases are getting shorter and more sporadic

Well done Helen!
I have to do a third year of college since I spent most of this year in hospital :(

I took an OD this morning, ended up at A&E but left before they could do anything, bought more pills and am now working up the courage to take them.

*hugs everyone*

Helen, congratulations!

Zowie, please don't take the pills. Please?

Bro, hold on to me and I will do my best to help keep you safe.