*hugs all*

sorry i've been gone for a while, was admitted to hospital last onday after my crisis team appt and only got discharged last night.
at least i at last got an actual diagnosis out of it, emotionally unstable borderline personality disorder and depressive disorder NOS.
which is a relief to know especially the personality disorder, but i'm bloody scared.
sorry for no individual replies there are what seems like a million pages since i was last here

You've been through so much, Oliver. *hugs*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry you had to go throuh that :( Sometimes it can help having a Name to go with all your feelings though *Hugs*

*hugs mark and lindsey* how are you both?

I am feeling okay although stull urgy :( and getting too stressed about Christmas , wrapping , buying , generally begining to panic slightley, " who have I forgotten? what if they get me a HUGE presant and mine is only small etc... The usual.

10 Days Self Injury free though . .... Can it last? Who knows.....

You're doing really well, Mark. I have faith in you.

I'm ok so far, just waiting to run out of things to do and then i'll be back down again. *sighs*

Lindsay, could you not see someone else about your rashes? :( *cuddles*

Mark, I'm sorry you're still urgy. Keep hanging in there & try not to stress too much *hugs* .

Oliver, sorry to hear you've been in hospital but glad it's got you a diagnosis, hopefully they can help much better now *hugs*

*Squishes Helen :D* How are you today Helen?

*squishes Mark* My nose will not stop running :( But I got my assignment mark back, got a C BUT have hopefully upgraded it to a B :D Also met my tutor for first time this term (she's been off with a broken collarbone)

I'm low but feeling a little better...

Oh I'm sorry your nose is runny :( I hate that ! Whats this silly situation? maybe us wardies can help?

*Makes Turkish Apple Tea for my wardmates*

I hate it too, damm cold. You can't help :(

*curls up*

*Hugs Helen Tons and makes her a Lemsip*

I just had some hot chocolate with cream on the top. But it didn't cheer me up. :-(

*Hugs Lindsay*

I just picked up my monthly Meds and I think *THINK* that they got them right this time !!! That makes it the 3rd time in 14 months they got it right :S but hopefully it will stay right now .

How do they manage to get them wrong?

heyyyy mark =]
*offers hugs to lindsey*

I honestly don't know Lindsay , they give me the wrong dose too little then too much and they have missed out whole meds before , It's a releif to have them okay for the Holidays :)

Hi Heather *hugs back*

As soon as this weather clears up i'm going to the train station, just to see if I feel like lying on the track.