I wanted to be "here" but then Didn't I've no clue . *Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* are you more 'here' now than not here?

I'm about to go to bed.

I think this is a really good thread. I'm going to commit myself to posting here daily....at least until I'm 'safe.'

I'm not doing too well recently...had a suicide attempt on Friday, kind of have that feeling you get when you're about to trip over your own feet. That right before you fall feeling. I have a friend who's been making me go to her house nightly cause she doesn't trust me to be on my own anymore. I should consider myself lucky. I don't know just not feeling the whole...life thing lately. :(

Anyway thanks for listening.

*Hugs Laura* I hope you slept well.

Hi Abrokenone , I'm Mark , *Hugs if okay*

*hugs ABrokenOne if ok*
*Hugs Mark* I did get to sleep, but then I woke up and felt like ****. Still feel like ****. Why is life so shitty for me? I guess it's my fault isn't it? 3 hours until I get to see my therapist.

how are you?

*Hugs Y'all*

Thanks for all the hugs. I wish I had better news. Still feeling all the alone/sad/hopeless crap. The site is helping though....some people really just do want someone to listen to them. Just for a second even. *Hugs EVERYONE*

*Squishes Laura*

*Hugs ABrokenOne*

*squishes Mark*
*hugs ABrokenOne*

how are you both??

I had therapy yesterday and I really didn't like it.

=[ therapy isnt really a likable thing :-P
*but* here if wanna talk x

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

Hey everyone. *bakes special cookies*

*Hugs Lindsay* *Noms a cookie* , Ty , How are you hun?

*hugs Heather*
*hugs Lindsay* *takes a cookie*
*hugs Mark*

I felt better for the last 2 days, but now I'm getting this ungood feeling again.

*hugs Mark and Laura* I hope you feel better soon, Laura.

I felt kind of ok this morning but the badness has snuck in.

*hugs Lindsay* it was the same for me.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

I feel low , night time I think.

night night guys <3

*curls up with teddy in corner*

I hope you are sleeping well Heather Hun :)

Afternoon. How are we all? I was supposed to go to a focus group this morning but just couldn't get out of bed. Again. So annoyed with myself.