what for exactly hun

i want to try and fly i need somehwere high to jump from

just play in here hun so i can keep an eye on you

i need to do it i need to prove to people i can

noone believes me but noone will let me try and show them

:crying:

well come one i know of a place that is safe and you can do it *strats walking to the matress room* *walks back and hugs corole*

i need somewhere high im sorry im sorry im sorry


need locking away im sorry

*hugs tortured beauty then starts to make more tea for everyone* im cold

*hugs Steve and Shadowedseraph back* Thanks.

How are we all today?

hugs everyone...

can i go to the soft cushioned room please - i'm so triggered and being watched like a hawk... it was easier when no one knew... argh... ra

*checks in again*

Hey guys, things were going great now there not!
I aint heard from my rock in like a week now and im really worried!
I need to speak to him!!! HELP IM GOING CRAZY

Hi all...
*walks to corner, sits down, grabs knees and rocks a little*
Feel awful...wish my meds would kick in...
*sobs quietly*

Never done this before....

Need to be somewhere safe where someone can keep an eye on me:-(

*wanders in* hey anyone need some one to talk to or just a cup of tea

Ill Take a cup of Coffee!! not tea!!

Anyone Need Hugs??? Im Good at Giving hugs Just now

Strong tea please...just woke up anxious...SO not fair...all I want to do is cry but I can't...oh well...
Hey Steve, you ok?

*brings out tea tray* i put labels on the cups so everyonme knows which one is which

your coffee is there to nikki

*takes a fortifying swallow of tea and gives a big sigh*
Bless you steve :) what is it about tea? It's good for almost anything

tea is great for anything i love it too enjoy do you want to talk about anything ally

Naw, trying not to think too much...I'd like to get through the weekend without having more than transient suicidal thoughts...if I have to fess up to serious thoughts at my counseling session next week...nothing good can come from that...
Huh, guess I did need to talk about something...:)
You? How are you doing?