I'm glad to know it made sense and helped.

If I were a bird, i'd be named a gold-headed griper; my pinched ulnar nerve is acting up again. I have to quit carrying a heavy purse and a heavy tote on my shoulder all the time. At least at least the problem is limited to the outer two fingers. Sigh. Back to the wrist-hand brace.

gold-headed griper?
Hmm... never heard of that one...

It is a rare bird, only 5 in existance, 4 of them in Orange County California. Only one of the two in the second generation has offspring, and the other parent of that offspring is a shiny-head mellowguy. Fortunately, the species, while not yet extinct, is on its way to extinction.

didn't get to ride today, my horse was lame, poor thing. he was having so much trouble walking that he didn't even come up to me for a treat!

i'm tired of fighting. cna i give in now?

Went to A&E, was there for five hours and all the guy did was tell me to take my evening meds and go to bed.
Might go back today. Will call mental healthline and see what they think.

*cuddles* i'm glad you're still thinking of going back. it shows that you're still fighting. i'm proud of you honey.

Woke up from bad dreams that i wished were real...whats up with that? Weird i realised it was a dream but didnt wake myself up...

*pets*

Hmm, the first morning all week I woke up and didn't feel awful from the start. It won't last, if net money on it...

Have decided to use what little $ I have left to buy some gauze and tape instead of the alcohol I had planned to use it for... Would rather be able to cut now then drink after Mondays session... Hmmm, sick, I know.

*hugs everyone then wanders back to her corner for a rest* as ice only been awake for about a half hour and already I have no energy... Woo-hoo :pinch:

*huggles Sophie*

*jumps on ally and cuddles her*

Noooooo...safe safe plz :P

be safe ally... please be safe *cuddles you tighly*

I am.... not safe. :D

Jess luv, please, you be safe as well hun.

Jeremy, sorry sweetie, gonna do it... But no where important...

*retreats to her corner for a nap*
How pathetic is that?

*hugs for eveyone who needs/wants them*
xx *hides in corner with blanket*

Yo jess....try and keep urself distracted there somehow? like write poetry, draw, read or something..i dunno...something that will keep ur mind off things...hope that helps...

*cuddles u* stay safe there xx

i'm tired. i'm so ired. *cries* so damn tired. there is a blade upstairs... but it's too far. i'm so tired. i dont want to move form my bed. i'll justg stay here. going offline now. hopefully i'll falll asleep. maybe i'l get lucky, pass out ad die >.< *sighs* g'ngith

*hugs all around*
*uses magic wand and turns all blades that are near friends in the psych ward, turns the blades into brownies"
*sits in her usual place to wake up*

*hugs jess*

i hope u manage to crash to bed sometime soon

My body is absolutely taking sleep. I'm sleeping through Bozo cat coughing up hair balls. Through Bozo doing his morning feed me routine. Through two hours of oldies music.
I'm starting to feel better for it

no no, these are magic brownies, yummy. and not the kind of magic that comes from added "herbs"

Besides, chocolate is magic.

*passes around more brownies*