:sad: I'm worried about him, he is incredibly ill. I know im not allowed to put numbers but the time frame that he hasnt had anything to eat or drink is very worrying :sad: oh god no please no no. If that isnt enough i feel fed up.

*hugs Atlantica* you can call me Kelly, hun. I hope things get better for u... wish i could be more help, but i'm not really in a good lace right now to be honest... feel like my marriage is crumbling 'round me :(

*Curls up in corner with a blanket and a teddy*
hey guys.......

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Megz*

Here if any of you need to talk..........

I'm sorry that so many of us are struggling. I'm here for you all.

*Hugs Lindsay* We're here for you too hun :)

*leaves hugs on the table*





*hides in the denial tent*

*Squishes Crimson*

I can't cope with my life being like this. Depression, BPD, anxiety, no one in real life there for me. Yeah I have professionals and my brother at a distance but I want something closer than that. I'm trying to think of ways to be admitted to hospital to at least be cared for at a distance. I could overdose again but it will take a while to save up my medication. I need some relief now. I should just cut myself but my blades are packed ready for moving house. I could always go and buy some more.

Please stay safe Lindays hun PM me if you need *Hugs*

hugs everyone - so tired

Lindsay - I am worried about you, please stay safe and I am only a PM away.

Mark - How are you?

I'm...........Thirsty , Increaed in meds has made my mouth feel constantly like sand , and a bit low but had a nice 2.5 hours with my best friend tonight :)

*huggles Mark*
*hugs Louise and Lindsay*

Well after just sitting here for an extended chunk of time I still have no idea how to get any words out so I'll just go back to my corner...

sorry for bothering anyone... my bad thoughts have been unbearable lately.... i just cant fight this anymore....

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Megz*

*hugs all*

I couldn't get online hte last 2-3 days, cause my internet isn't working right.
I'm already getting messages like 'why are you avoiding me?' and 'are you mad at me?'. WTF! it's the internet not a phone. I don't HAVE to reply to any messages. People should be grateful that I even read them and sometimes bother to reply when they unload their **** on me.
/rant

*hugs everyone*

I'm kinda dropping in to say bye. You've all been fantastic and helped me loads this last week but I'm feeling a lot better so I think I need to 'check out' of the ward now.
Love you lots and see you around the forums.
S
xx

*Hugs Laura*I'm sorry hun:(

*Hugs Sefka* Thats great that you are feeling better , Take care :)

*cuddles all*