COOKIES! Nom nom *Hugs Laura*

*hugs mark* how are you?

I'm fvcked. I have a plan and the means. I don't have a date (yet). I'm going to have to do it when my dad is moving with the horse. I just can't see myself living without that horse. He's not like any other horse. He's special, and I taught him almost everything.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Laura* please talk to someone about your plan, your dr/psych or a helpline *cuddles*

*hugs Mark*

I should not watch sad films/TV shows, that is the second time in a week I have cried in public :(

*Hugh Laura, Mark, Rhi, Oliver and everyone else*

No words right now but thinking of you all.
xx

*hugs sefka* did you find something long sleeved to wear?
*hugs mark*
*hugs oliver* it's not too bad to cry in public. I think it is a kind of strength to do that.

I don't have a psych (yet). My first appointment is in 8 days. I don't know how to talk with her. When I made the appointment I almost threw up in the bin... I better take a plastic bag with me... just in case.

*hugs Laura and Sarah*

Laura write things down if you think talking will be too hard, I've done that in the past.

*hugs oliver* good idea. I started a list once, but lost it. There were like 20 things on the list.. lol

*Hugs Laura.*
All the best for your appointment - I know it'll be difficult to talk, but try to tell him/her about your plan.
I didn't really find anything so spent the day sweating in a cardigan or hiding in my room.

*Hugs Oliver.* I think crying at films is a good way of letting out emotions.

*hugs sefka* = sarah?

is it weird if I throw up there? it would be really embarrassing for me.

No weirder than throwing up anywhere else. You could run to the bathroom, I guess. And tell them how nervous you are.

And yes, my real name is Sarah :)

*waves* hi Sarah.

hmm... makes sense. I'm not just nervous. It feels a lot worse than being nervous. It feels as if I'm going to be executed or something like that.
I'm busy during the week next week and I'm going to be busy on the weekend. Not much time to worry, the best thing about work.

*waves back*

Sorry, I didn't mean to trivialise what you're feeling. I can really sympathise - I remember my first session. I guess it's a good thing that you'll be busy in the days leading up to the appointment.
xx

I didn't take it that way.. as if you were trivializing anything.

<blush>
wrong is what I do best :)

Anyway... best of luck with it xxx

*Hugs Mark* You ok Mark?

*Hugs Oliver* how are you oliver?

*Hugs Sefka*

*Hugs Laura*

Hey guys,
I'm sorry I'm hardly ever around anymore. That'll change after finals week (hopefully)
I just wanted to drop in and let you all know, I'm thinking of you.
<3

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Sefka*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia*

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you Hun?