Some people make me laugh tehehe.

OMG how can I still be hungry? :( I've had rice & toast since I came home!!!

Awe :( -hugs helen and gives her all sorts of calorie free snacks that fill the tummy-

Aw thank you Kitty *hugs and then noms on food*

No problem. I have days like that as well where I just can't stop eating. They suck. I hate it when the hunger hits really late at night. -smiles-

*snaffles a nom*

Poor kitty, thats really sucky. After being with my counsellor today my fiance understands more about what I'm going through. I sat and thought about it today, it costs £3 per day to see her, as I only go once every 10 days and 1 hour is £30. Shocking really, glad my fiance pays, I can't afford £3 a month :/

*noms on snaffled nom*

I'm having a hungry day today... >:(

-snuggles sarah and helen-

I would never allow my husband to go to a counseling appointment with me. Mainly because that's like one of the only time I can get free from him. So ya. I'm just glad the college offers counseling otherwise I would be screwed. But one thing I worry about is whether or not I will be able to finish school. Cuz if I can't handle school I can't have counseling. Then I would have to go to some other counselor and I don't have insurance or anything. My grandma still thinks I should apply for disability she tells me almost every time I talk to her. I just don't know. -shrugs-

Oi...I'm bored. O.o

If it would help you medically then please do so Kitty.

My fiance took me initially because he knew I had something underlying he wanted to help with and it all came out over the past 6 months. Gives us a chance to bring up any issues we've had with each other with a trained professional so I don't mind. Plus he's comforting when I have to speak about something thats really hard to talk about.

Thats good, Sarah. glad your fiance can comfort you like that.

Cuteness wrapped in 10 minutes.

I'm worried about my parcels that I sent to my bestie, as they understandably couldn't guarantee it'll arrive tomorrow (well today), however I just checked it up online, seems it's being processed through the system. So fingers crossed that they can attempt delivery tomorrow. I want to know how Royal Mail works, god I'm sad =/

-hugs and cuddles helen- hopefully she will get the package tomorrow hun.

Hi everyone :-)

Hey :)

So sleepy :( can't go to bed yet though :(

Fingers crossed Kitty. She's sending mine tomorrow (well it's today now lol).

Hi Ian, how you doing?

Sarah, why can't you go to sleep yet?

-crosses fingers-

Hi ian how you be?

Why can't you sleep, Sarah?

Great. Just great. My sister is going to ruin the holidays this year. Totally ruin them. Specially since xmas is being held at her house this year.

-sighs and curls up in the corner-

Hows she going to ruin them Kitty?

Not tired anymore, had to wait for the bathroom to be free, I got distracted by tv and now I'm not all that sleepy

Shes drinking again. Shes going to be drunk for xmas and shes hosting it..

Oh dear :( I hope you'll be okay hun

I cant handle her when she's drunk. So many bad scary memories. She has been drinking heavily for 15 years. She just got out of rehab at the beginning of this month (she's been in rehab like 5+ times).

I don't even remember her being sober ever... -rocks back and forth-

Oh no, that must be horrible darling, and I hate to leave you alone but I have to be up early my lovely. You stay safe darling, please. You're amazing *snuggles* x