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*Hugs Everyone who wants them*
*Gives Pineapple to April* Don't be so hard on yourself , UNI is almost over and you are working so hard , be proud of that ok? *Hugs Helen* YESSSS I would love to read your party song list :) *Waves at Owen* Sorry for lack of replies:S. |
*feels lonely* :(
*sits in the corner and tries to think about her soc paper and how happy she will be when she's done with it* :'( |
Mark!! *curls up next to* Lack of replies is okay, and thanks for the pineapple, just what I needed. Hehe. I love fresh or canned pineapple, my favorite fruit I think... peaches come close too though.
How are you doing?? |
Try to keep safe sweet. Sorry you're feeling so low *snuggles* I will no doubt crash again, so enjoying it for now...
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Pokιmons are animals but not really. They're being kept in balls as pets and when you want them to fight you throw your balls on the ground and they come out. Sounds childish and maybe retarded, but Tom and I have lots of fun playing with that kind of toys :-D
I didn't do anything I had planned, I haven't even eaten. I'm going to bed again in a bit I guess. Tom is having a crap day too. I guess it's just something we need to sit out... |
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*hugs all who can accept hugs*
Sorry I haven't been around much. I really hope my new monitor arrives tomorrow! Well today really, it's 1:55 am already. For those who have asked, I'm not doing brilliantly. I'm definitely depressed. The good news however is that I'm not as depressed as I was. However, I regularly (at least 20 times a day) have moments where I have to leave a room or find someone to talk to about random stuff to stop myself from doing something su related. We did have a godsend today however. Our electricity bill arrived and it was less than $135.00. We are 50% below the average usage which suits us fine. It does mean I'm going to have to put off ordering my MedicAlert bracelet for yet another fortnight, but the electricity bill I guess has to come first. I'm really sorry for the lack of individual replies, I just haven't been able to keep up. *finds everyone and has a little one-on-one chat with them, hugs those who want and can accept hugs, pats, cuddles and plays with Puppy SinClair and leaves some special no-cal ice-cream in the secret freezer in the kitchen* |
Pokemon is actually awesome! ... I'm nearly done with HeartGold! :D
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It doesn't sound retarded at all, Tineke. Anything that you can do with your significant other or even friends and enjoy that time, well, it's worth it. :) I mean, my bestie and I still play with mud!! lol... seriously though, we do, and have since we were about 12. (I'm nearly 22, she's nearly 21 now.) *cuddles* I'm sorry that you haven't gotten much done today, but maybe you just need a break from, well, life for awhile. I dunno. *more cuddles*
Mark, being lonely together sounds like a plan... but if we're keeping each other company being lonely, then we're not really lonely at all, are we? *stays curled up next to, if he doesn't mind?* How are you doing?? Awh Kahlia, I'm sorry that you aren't asleep yet... not because I don't want you in the ward, but because no sleeping = icky. :( I hope your monitor arrives soon too... :) I'm also glad that you're not as depressed as you were... but still, you are definitely depressed... wish I could help in some more concrete way but sadly you are too far away!! Hels, I love(d) S Club 7. :P I listened to them all the time in high school (that was a looong time ago, it feels like anyway). Makes me want to listen to them again and see if I still like their stuff. :) Nice selection although I have to admit I don't know a lot of the groups/singers. :-/ How are you doing now? still hyper? :) My soc paper is... well, not coming along well at all. I'm thinking about working on health psych for awhile and just seeing how I'll do on that one, as it's a TOTALLY different topic and I think that it would do my brain good to have a change. I don't know though. :-/ I'm really worried about getting everything done on time... :( I'm so sick of life... :'( My NP still hasn't texted me back from my earlier text, about an hour ago, about the Klonopin and how I am passively suicidal and also really want to cut and am home alone. Guess she is either busy or is sick of me, doesn't want to be bothered by my petty problems. Hell, what a bitch I am!!!! :'( |
April: Yeah, the not sleeping isn't good. I'm actually going to disappear and try and get a few hours shortly. It's important for me to keep trying.
I guess I'm just tired, and all my tanks are running on empty. *sigh* |
Here's hoping that you sleep well, love. *cuddles and tucks you up* Yeh, keeping on trying is very important... not sleeping just makes moods go all over the place, as I'm sure you've noticed.
I'm so angryyy.... :'( |
*Hunkers down with April* Curl up with me all you want . You a not a bitch at all ! your NP could just be super busy . It's not anything personal I'm sure.
*Hugs Kahlia* I really hope you get some good sleep , * makes Camomille tea and warm milk for you* Choices choices :) Sleep tight. |
*snuggles up next to Mark and thanks him for being so sweet* I am a bitch, I really am... but my NP did text back about the Klonopin, but didn't mention anything else. Ughhh... really want to go cut!!!! :'( So so triggered... and I want to go to that website I mentioned before, the SI one that is graphic, and trigger myself on purpose so I have an excuse for being triggered, instead of this random angry triggeryness... does that even make any sense??
I'm sorry for being so weak... :'( |
*Huge Hugs April* I know the feeling of wanting to trigger yourself for an excuse . *Holds April's hands ( both of them )* you are NOT a bitch , I don't beleive it for a second , please try not to S.I. , you are worth so much more than that .
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I eat too much ,I feel FAT again .
Need to lose weight , Sorry I know that this isn't the place for that. Triggered and I don't know why, just been building for a few hours :( |
*hugs everyone* wow
9 pages to read through... sorry it's too many atm... *puts head down and thinks about the epic fail of my day so far* |
*Hugs Crimson*
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*hugs Mark back*
How are so far today? |
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