Thanks Sasuke...it seems my stay was only short I just can't deal with it anylonger

I do wanna say & I don't?:blink:

>.<

Back off people....I don't want to talk about it and thanks for every offer thanks (yes I'm talking about my family....my mum...dad & one of my sisters)

I'm checking in for a while. Just while the... urges... pass.

Yes I am feeling bit smothered....but like past few days everytime anyone has asked me if I'm ok...I'll be like nope and 95% of the time people will either ignore it or be like now's not the time or leave it at home.....most of the time I can't leave the stuff at home...or whatever...ffs. And everyone's like be happy (um hellllllo? how can I be?)

Gah indeed.

>.<

Somehow haven't cut yet today, not sure if I can make another hour & 20 mins...

I didn't.

Made a thread though, read?

Thanks hunnie

Im back, the 1000 was good, stupid health meant I didnt see the race end but still awesome, hope everyone is ok *hugs*

**hugs all**

How is everybody tonite?

I could be better...:( not looking fwd to wat's called "life" hmmm

:( Life is hard.

Wat am I going to say to her now I have the chance?

**** **** ****, don't do it xon't do it don't do it.

Scuse my ramblings just really trying to beat the urges.

My retainers are driving me B-O-N-K-E-R-S!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLLLLLLP!

@Im sorry dancedance, btw, how many feet can you do ;)

I don't understand?

no point any more
 

there simply is no point in life.
i dnt even know why i am sihgning myself in.
just wishes i was dead

sorry, feeling a bit random, not talking sense. I'm guessing you're sign in refers to dance dance revolution, and I was wondering what level of difficulty you were up to.

and *big hugs* to charcoal. Hang in there hun. *offers blanket and soft toy*

I agree Charcoal..i wish i was dead too :-( but nope...i'm still alive which sucks

*dives into the corner and cries*

crawls in and sits in corner crying, i´m so scared, i´ve had enough, i don´t feel safe. please save me from myself

I haven't been in here in months! I miss it.

**hugs midnite** Hang in there mate....things will improve, just give it time i guess

Welcome back Ileana :-)

battlecat, I don't dance haha. Well I dont take any dance classes or anything...

Things just keep etting worse....

*hugs Helen*

...Is it weird that I miss my psych ward?

Thankies or the hug.

God I need a break from **** :\

I feel like crap

*curls up in the corner alone*

I'm missing college today :(

I am really f*cked

wat's up charcoal? y r u really ****ed?

**hugs**

I've missed college for the past few weeks dancedance..i'm soooo going to fail my exams :-(

Awww.

Well the rate I'm going, I'll end up failing my whole year :( But hopefully not?

Let's hope not dancedance!

LOL...ileana...can u make up for it?

Creeps in, hides under my blankie in the corner, please don't notice or speak to me

*leaves a cup of milk and cookies for lost41 to eat/drink on the table*

There'll be an extra test on monday for those who did badly on this one...but it's gonna be different than this one.

Peeks out from under blankie, needed a drink and something to eat. Greatly appreciated.
Gonna try a sleep now.

hey all
realised the last time i posted i said i wanted to die and havent been here a while tho im sure noone has worried

ried to jump out of a window saturday but hey ho alcohol does that

hope you all good

xxx

Jetforce, let's hope not too.

I'm so emotional atm :(

i want to tell people here at uni about my self harm and i cant as they'll judge me and i hae to keep i secret but i want to talk about it so i can stop myself when i feel the need to is that such a bad thing?

im sorry im so useless

*hides in corner crying*

its silly, I felt like **** I didn't sleep, I was up sick all night and yet I feel emotionally and mentally great, it is so nice to wake up to really sweet sms's, so I'm here for anyone and yeah

I am SO tired. Not allowing myself to go to sleep, silly I know.

My chest well hurts mannnnn :(

*yawns*