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horrible anniversary coming up & i got memories coming at me left right & centre. Too scared to leave my room, too scared to be alone in my room. I'm even too weak & scared to find any implements ro SH (which is obvs good) just wish i didn't feel so ****.
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*HugsLaura* Thank you :)
*Hugs Mara* *Hugs Lindsay* |
*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*
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hugs mark - night
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*hugs ward*
it's 3am... I should be sleeping. I suppose I'll go try to turn my brain off. Love y'all <3 |
*Hugs Louise*
*Hugs Felicia* <3 |
Morning. How are you all today?
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Not sure Lindsay , How are you feeling?
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*hugs Mark* I'm a bit annoyed. I've just had a visit from the crisis team who said that my psychiatrist says that I 'just' have a personality disorder and that I can control my thoughts, that I don't have men in my head. He thinks that i'm lying but I would never lie about something like that. I'm also fed up with people telling me to think positively and just get on with things. I want to die so much, I can't even cope with the simple things in life.
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*Hugs Lindsay and Holds Your Hand*
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Thank you, Mark. I really appreciate your support.
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Lindsay...*hugs*
That is awful. You should file a complaint against your psychiatrist so nobody else has to be treated like that. |
He hasn't said anything like that to my face, he generally seems like a really nice man but that might only be because my last psychiatrist was hellish.
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*Hugs Mrs Pan*
*Glomps Lindsay* |
How are you, Mark?
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*Hugs Felicia*
*Hugs Mark* *Hugs Lindsay* *Hugs Mrs Pan* |
How are you doing, Ian?
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*snuggles with felicia*
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*Glomps Lindsay*
Hugs Ian* *Squishes Heather* |
*throws glitter*
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markkkkk i is jealoussssssssssssssss of you :P
you better be on skype 24/7 ;] |
How is everyone tonight?
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i think maybe im paranoid? but i feel like because i don't always answer posts (im terrified of giving bad advice) that means im not important on here. it makes me sad. im just having a crappy time.
hugs to you all. hope your're all ok tonight? |
You're very important on here, we care. If you want to talk about how you're feeling then please do. You can PM me any time if you don't want to post on the forums.
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Thank you OSC. As I said, I think i'm just overly sensitive at the moment.
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*gentle hugs if ok*
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*hugs Lindsay* Thats awful what your psych said to the crisis team, I hope your doing ok, I'm just a PM away if you need me.
*hugs everyone* I went to my sisters ballet show tonight and they did Coppelia and my sister was Coppelia, I was really really proud of her, definitely a big pleased older brother. |
*Hugs Mara*
*Hugs Lindsay* I'm ok thanks apart from being a little annoyed. How are you? *Hugs Mark* *Hugs Oliver* |
*hugs all*
not doing individuals (again) cause I just got home from my sisters graduation dance and am very tired. |
*hugs ward*
I am overwhelmed. And hate traveling. |
yeah yeah at sig :P
but *hugs lots and lots and lots* <3 |
soulmate is in nj >.> :P
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*Hugs Lindsay* OOOOHHHHH Glitter!
*Hugs Heather* I'll try :P *Hugs Mara* *Hugs Oliver* Oh how cool ! *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Felicia*<3 |
How is everyone today?
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I'm feeling Low Lindsay :/ *Hugs* How are you hun?
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I'm sorry to hear that, Mark. What's getting you down?
I'm feeling a little desperate. Don't want to play the game of life any more. |
*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your feeling low
*Hugs Lindsay* *Sits with you* |
How are you, Ian?
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I'm ok thanks Lindsay :)
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That's great :) What are you up to today?
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*Hugs Lindsay* I just am depressed , I am getting horrible thoughts and am fed up.
*Hugs Ian* |
If there is anything I can do Mark please let me know.
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Nice to have you around Lindsay :) That helps . I really can convince me of the worst.
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Are you able to try and challenge the thoughts you are having and change them into something positive or even something neutral?
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Neautral would be the best I can manage Lindsay *Hugs* How are you doing now?
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Neutral is better than negative though, yeah? I hope you feel better soon.
I'm confused. Confused about why I am confused. I don't want to do the things that the crisis team suggests to get me through this 'bad patch.' I'd rather let my misery grow and grow to the point where I would have the strength to kill myself. Death is more a part of life for me than life is and I don't want it to be that way. |
*Hugs Lindsay* I know that feeling hun , just to crave depression because it's all you've known for such a long time
*Spots and Hugs Laura* *Spots and squishes Felicia* <3 |
*hugs miskitty*
*hugs heather* *hugs mark* *hugs lindsay* *hugs ian* |
*hugs Laura* How are you?
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*hugs mark, lindsay, ian, laura, felicia, heather, oliver, and mara*
Hope everyone is staying safe, or as safe as they can be. |
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