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flutterby butterfly 08-07-2011 08:14 PM

horrible anniversary coming up & i got memories coming at me left right & centre. Too scared to leave my room, too scared to be alone in my room. I'm even too weak & scared to find any implements ro SH (which is obvs good) just wish i didn't feel so ****.

Doikers 08-07-2011 08:31 PM

*HugsLaura* Thank you :)

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Doikers 08-07-2011 09:29 PM

*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*

Louise 08-07-2011 09:31 PM

hugs mark - night

misskitty112 09-07-2011 08:03 AM

*hugs ward*

it's 3am... I should be sleeping.
I suppose I'll go try to turn my brain off.
Love y'all <3

Doikers 09-07-2011 10:10 AM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 11:21 AM

Morning. How are you all today?

Doikers 09-07-2011 12:13 PM

Not sure Lindsay , How are you feeling?

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 01:47 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm a bit annoyed. I've just had a visit from the crisis team who said that my psychiatrist says that I 'just' have a personality disorder and that I can control my thoughts, that I don't have men in my head. He thinks that i'm lying but I would never lie about something like that. I'm also fed up with people telling me to think positively and just get on with things. I want to die so much, I can't even cope with the simple things in life.

Doikers 09-07-2011 02:15 PM

*Hugs Lindsay and Holds Your Hand*

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 02:34 PM

Thank you, Mark. I really appreciate your support.

aklx 09-07-2011 06:01 PM

Lindsay...*hugs*
That is awful. You should file a complaint against your psychiatrist so nobody else has to be treated like that.

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 06:07 PM

He hasn't said anything like that to my face, he generally seems like a really nice man but that might only be because my last psychiatrist was hellish.

Doikers 09-07-2011 07:21 PM

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Glomps Lindsay*

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 07:30 PM

How are you, Mark?

Cazki 09-07-2011 07:34 PM

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 07:40 PM

How are you doing, Ian?

risenfromperdition 09-07-2011 09:30 PM

*snuggles with felicia*

Doikers 09-07-2011 10:12 PM

*Glomps Lindsay*

Hugs Ian*


*Squishes Heather*

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 10:13 PM

*throws glitter*

risenfromperdition 09-07-2011 10:34 PM

markkkkk i is jealoussssssssssssssss of you :P
you better be on skype 24/7 ;]

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 10:49 PM

How is everyone tonight?

flutterby butterfly 09-07-2011 10:54 PM

i think maybe im paranoid? but i feel like because i don't always answer posts (im terrified of giving bad advice) that means im not important on here. it makes me sad. im just having a crappy time.

hugs to you all. hope your're all ok tonight?

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 10:57 PM

You're very important on here, we care. If you want to talk about how you're feeling then please do. You can PM me any time if you don't want to post on the forums.

flutterby butterfly 09-07-2011 11:03 PM

Thank you OSC. As I said, I think i'm just overly sensitive at the moment.

one_step_closer 09-07-2011 11:08 PM

*gentle hugs if ok*

frenchhorn 10-07-2011 12:22 AM

*hugs Lindsay* Thats awful what your psych said to the crisis team, I hope your doing ok, I'm just a PM away if you need me.

*hugs everyone*

I went to my sisters ballet show tonight and they did Coppelia and my sister was Coppelia, I was really really proud of her, definitely a big pleased older brother.

Cazki 10-07-2011 12:25 AM

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm ok thanks apart from being a little annoyed. How are you?

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

Laura2.0 10-07-2011 12:41 AM

*hugs all*

not doing individuals (again) cause I just got home from my sisters graduation dance and am very tired.

misskitty112 10-07-2011 04:13 AM

*hugs ward*

I am overwhelmed.
And hate traveling.

risenfromperdition 10-07-2011 04:17 AM

yeah yeah at sig :P
but *hugs lots and lots and lots*
<3

risenfromperdition 10-07-2011 04:17 AM

soulmate is in nj >.> :P

Doikers 10-07-2011 10:18 AM

*Hugs Lindsay* OOOOHHHHH Glitter!

*Hugs Heather* I'll try :P

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Oliver* Oh how cool !

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia*<3

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 11:21 AM

How is everyone today?

Doikers 10-07-2011 01:08 PM

I'm feeling Low Lindsay :/ *Hugs* How are you hun?

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 01:12 PM

I'm sorry to hear that, Mark. What's getting you down?

I'm feeling a little desperate. Don't want to play the game of life any more.

Cazki 10-07-2011 01:14 PM

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your feeling low

*Hugs Lindsay* *Sits with you*

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 01:19 PM

How are you, Ian?

Cazki 10-07-2011 01:26 PM

I'm ok thanks Lindsay :)

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 01:33 PM

That's great :) What are you up to today?

Doikers 10-07-2011 03:32 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I just am depressed , I am getting horrible thoughts and am fed up.

*Hugs Ian*

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 05:02 PM

If there is anything I can do Mark please let me know.

Doikers 10-07-2011 05:31 PM

Nice to have you around Lindsay :) That helps . I really can convince me of the worst.

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 05:33 PM

Are you able to try and challenge the thoughts you are having and change them into something positive or even something neutral?

Doikers 10-07-2011 06:20 PM

Neautral would be the best I can manage Lindsay *Hugs* How are you doing now?

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 06:30 PM

Neutral is better than negative though, yeah? I hope you feel better soon.

I'm confused. Confused about why I am confused. I don't want to do the things that the crisis team suggests to get me through this 'bad patch.' I'd rather let my misery grow and grow to the point where I would have the strength to kill myself. Death is more a part of life for me than life is and I don't want it to be that way.

Doikers 10-07-2011 06:33 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I know that feeling hun , just to crave depression because it's all you've known for such a long time

*Spots and Hugs Laura*

*Spots and squishes Felicia* <3

Laura2.0 10-07-2011 06:42 PM

*hugs miskitty*
*hugs heather*
*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs ian*

one_step_closer 10-07-2011 06:49 PM

*hugs Laura* How are you?

SoMuchMore 10-07-2011 08:09 PM

*hugs mark, lindsay, ian, laura, felicia, heather, oliver, and mara*

Hope everyone is staying safe, or as safe as they can be.


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