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PoisonedApple 17-05-2011 09:01 PM

*hugs Laura* What happened?

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 09:03 PM

*hugs Crimson*
nothing much happened. I'm just generally feeling unwell.
And I decided that I'm not going to take the meds that my T prescribed me yesterday.

Doikers 17-05-2011 09:05 PM

*Hugs Laura* Condier taking the meds hu ,I was worried that it would change me but they really don't.

*Hugs Crimson*

PoisonedApple 17-05-2011 09:26 PM

*hugs Mark and Laura*
Sorry I didn't reply for so long... I kept refreshing the page and for whatever reason didn't realize till just now that the next page had started. :/
Could you maybe try them for a month or so and if you don't like them be weaned back off of them?

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 09:35 PM

*hugs mark and crimson*
the same thing happened to me crimson.. lol
I had my first appointment with a psychotherapist ever yesterday. six weeks ago I couldn't even imagine doing that and now I am supposed to take meds. I can't do it. It's all too fast.

SoMuchMore 18-05-2011 05:40 AM

*cuddles everyone, leaves teddy bears and non-calorie treats*

I <3 you all. Sorry I'm not around.

dontwantyoutoknow 18-05-2011 09:22 AM

Just wanted to check in and say hi. x

Doikers 18-05-2011 10:48 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs MJ*

one_step_closer 18-05-2011 12:22 PM

*hugs everyone*

I should be moving house next week so I won't be online as much. I'll go to the library to check in from time to time but i'll be so busy with the move.

Doikers 18-05-2011 01:09 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Good luck with the move :)

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 01:33 PM

*hugs other Laura*
*hugs Lindsay* good luck with the move. I moved 6 times in the last 2 years, so I know all about the stress of moving. meh
*hugs MJ*
*hugs Mark*

Doikers 18-05-2011 03:42 PM

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 06:38 PM

*hugs mark*

one_step_closer 18-05-2011 07:13 PM

How are you all doing?

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 07:23 PM

*hugs Lindsay*

I'm generally confused.
how are you?

Doikers 18-05-2011 08:06 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sober and sykping Felicia :)

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 08:16 PM

*hugs mark*

flutterby butterfly 18-05-2011 08:24 PM

hey my lovelies, hope you're all well xxx

*pulls up duvet & snuggles into dark corner*

PoisonedApple 18-05-2011 08:50 PM

*hugs everyone*
*crawls in and goes back to sleep*
Can I just sleep until we're done moving? So far I am doing about 95% of the work... I can't just not do it though because when I try to say "I already packed xyz just pick that up and if you have room things in ~location 123~ are ready to go too" I get none of what I asked for... :(
On the semi bright side, I thought I'd be waiting a while for stuff from my gram's estate and my old h.s. stuff to be shipped to me but my dad has got 10 boxes packed and ready from her stuff and he'll start mailing tomorrow and all my old stuff is already packed up but he wants to clear out gram's place before mailing stuff from storage...good thing i have some extra space for stuff to go till i can unpack it all and sort it all.

Glad to hear you're sober and talking to Felicia, Mark. :) How are you aside from that?

Why confused Laura?

one_step_closer 18-05-2011 08:50 PM

I'm really, really stressed. I don't know if i'll be able to move by the date that the council wants me to but I have already requested an extra week to move because they wanted me moved by Monday. I still have to get a decorator in, get carpets put down, and sort out a removal company. BT and Orange are also causing me stress because they're competing against each other to try and get me to take their calls and broadband package. I want to go with Orange, I think, because their broadband is unlimited usage but BT say that I will need a line put in my house and that they will do it for free but Orange will charge 60. BT are also offering the first 4 months of broadband free but Orange are offering me a cheaper package. I keep trying to tell BT that I want to cancel my order but they find another question for me to ask Orange.

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 08:54 PM

*hugs Mara*
*hugs Crimson* sorry they are all so uncooperative
*hugs Lindsay* you can make a game about it. Just ask BT really weird questions till they give up?

Doikers 18-05-2011 09:10 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson* Triggered , so f'ing triggered , alcohol usually numbs me but it was getting out of hand and I need to save up for Meeting Felicia this summer.

*Hugs Mara*

I wish I was a better wardie*

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 09:19 PM

*hugs mark* you are a good wardie.

you are all good wardies.

Doikers 18-05-2011 09:42 PM

*Hugs Laura* Thanks :)

*Bedtime Hugs my Wardies*

Laura2.0 18-05-2011 09:59 PM

*hugs mark* good night

flutterby butterfly 18-05-2011 11:53 PM

Mark you are a good wardie. good night hun x

So thought I'd bring you all hot water bottles, duvets, cookies, fruit & cake :-)

I am so tired, but I'm scared of sleeping - I have nightmares & I'm terrified - I can't do another night, plus I have a funeral tomorrow. *shrugs* show me the padded room please?

SkinEssays 19-05-2011 12:07 AM

hugs to all!

Life = pointless!

misskitty112 19-05-2011 04:54 AM

Oh, my gosh, so many new people since the last time I posted, it seems. :)
So, to anyone who doesn't know me already, I'm Felicia :) *runs around hugging and greeting everyone*
Anyway, I may be back for a little while, since I finally finished my 3rd year of uni, only to find I don't know how I'm gonna afford my 4th year since my financial aid isn't gonna come through, but that's a whole different story, and I don't want to be whiny on my first post back. hah.

*Hugs everyone*

*runs off to watch Romeo and Juliet* I've wanted to watch this film all day... and I just now got around to it :) haha. Spaztastic brain, I tell you.

Doikers 19-05-2011 10:14 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Michelle*

*Hugs Felicia*

dontwantyoutoknow 19-05-2011 11:11 AM

*hugs every one*

Hi Felicia, nice to meet you :-D

I need to check in here permanently. I need to be locked up in here. I drank too much last night and hurt myself worse than I have before. :cry:

Doikers 19-05-2011 11:49 AM

*Hugs MJ* TYake care of yyour wounds carefully please hun :S

Laura2.0 19-05-2011 01:39 PM

*hugs mara*
*hugs michelle*
*hugs felicia*
*hugs mark*
*hugs MJ*

I feel like my life is out of control since the psych appointment on Monday.
Is that normal?
I stopped eating, well.. I do eat... a little. I'm injuring a lot more than I used to before the appointment. I used to injure once a week or every other week now I'm injuring every day.
I'm really struggling right now. Hugs please?

Doikers 19-05-2011 01:47 PM

*Massive Hugs For Laura*

Laura2.0 19-05-2011 02:29 PM

*hugs mark* thanks. I really needed that. how are you?

Doikers 19-05-2011 03:31 PM

Bit anxious , Must try hard to not injure twice in one day or drink , I must...

Laura2.0 19-05-2011 03:54 PM

*hugs mark* can you distract yourself?

Doikers 19-05-2011 04:05 PM

Chatting to friends but my dad is coming to take me shopping for heavy stuff , I could easily buy drink , Crickets on , TRYing to distract myself , seriously

Laura2.0 19-05-2011 04:08 PM

Maybe you could take something small, like a bracelet or a picture of someone with you to remind you not to buy drink?

misskitty112 19-05-2011 05:28 PM

*hugs everyone*
I have to go buy flowers and balloons and stuff for dad's grave. It's his birthday.

I don't know how I'm not gonna SI today. I went 17 days without it, just for him... and now, I just wanna break.

I'm sorry.

*stops whining and runs out*

PoisonedApple 19-05-2011 06:01 PM

*cuddles Felicia*
*hugs Mark, Laura, MJ*

Doikers 19-05-2011 06:53 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Crimson*

Laura2.0 19-05-2011 07:49 PM

*hugs Felicia*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Mark*

Doikers 19-05-2011 09:44 PM

*Night time hugs my wardies*

Laura2.0 19-05-2011 09:45 PM

*hugs mark* good night

Cazki 19-05-2011 11:47 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Michelle*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mara*

My room is now sorted thank god. I had help to move all my things back in again. It finally feels like my room again.

PoisonedApple 20-05-2011 12:17 AM

*hugs Ian* I'm glad it's sorted!
*gently hugs Mark so not to wake him and whispers good night*
*hugs Laura*

This day has been a general disaster... Dealing with the federal court house and the federal archives is a ridiculous series of bullshit. Then the late court run and dealing with the in court clerks for the state court house... Then I'm trying to get a sister in law or two to go to the apartment to take stuff down to the truck and one says she doesn't want to because her knees hurt (i'm ok with this one because she and I did all the moving yesterday...), one is whining that she's still sick so she shouldn't do anything but sit on her ass, and the last just said no... she has not helped with anything but her own stuff the entire time we've been moving unless D made her which meant she's only been unloading and putting it just in the door (a 5 ft walk) while me and V have been going the 3 flights of stairs each direction and a good 30 or so ft walk from the car to the door to load it after i've packed it all... I'm disabled and my knees haven't stopped hurting since Sunday so I can't do all the up and down trips today and it seems if I don't do it all, all by myself, no one will do anything today. :(
/whinge

Doikers 20-05-2011 10:14 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry hun , at least they'll be gone soon right?

Doikers 20-05-2011 11:05 AM

I am stupid , I got Drunk and depressed last night and texted Becky my Befriender an open ended text , I can understand why she freaked out , she texted and called all morning and it was coming up to 11am before I turned my phone on , She got so worried that she called the CMHT! I have contacted them too to let them know I am okay, it wasn't a threat to hurt myself or anything but it could have been read in a number of ways . I feel like such an idiot and so guilty for worrieing her .What the hell was I thinking? Well I wasn't thinking but I should have been. IDIOT!

dontwantyoutoknow 20-05-2011 02:59 PM

Mark, you're not stupid; I promise.

Laura - have some more hugs. Tell me more about your horse (if it cheers you up to talk about him; but not if it makes you sad). I have a dog called Lucy *points to avatar* My last horse was also called Lucy. I want a horse again.

Crimson - that sucks - isn't there someone who can make them shift their weight?

*hugs everyone else*

Lindsay - not seen you about lately? Are you alright?

Doikers 20-05-2011 03:06 PM

*Hugs MJ*


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