I've worked out the first, worst and most important personality conflict. The second is with the barbie-doll who sent me the article about stomach stapling. I've told her how I feel about that and I did my best to be polite, maybe not nice, but polite.

Third one, the only solution is to ignore it. My sponsor is handling it anyway. Believe it that my sponsor has talked to me about my behavior! But I asked her too.

We did make it to the fair! Funnel cake, yum. The only photos that I liked were the black and white ones. Some of the quilts were interesting. often times they are just the same pattern over and over in the same fabrics. These weren't that way, much more character.

Got the rest of the yarn for my rugs too. So now the one for the laundry room is only about 2/3 done since i'm making it larger.

I don't have any work coming in until Friday, I plan to use the time to rest and relax. Maybe start to catch up on my sleep. Maybe.

Thank you for all your advice and patience irkeninvader. Feel better Helen.

*hugs you and who ever else is around and wants a bear hug*

*Leaves behind some natural vanilla ice cream*

Thanks Susan, sounds like you're getting thing under control.

Ooooh ice cream *stores for later* :P

*hugs to all*
im such a reject-lost the fight!!
cant wait till the end of the week
xx

*slinks in*

*hides in corner*

can't do it anymore. *shuts out the world*

Lost what fight Newlife? You're not a reject *hugs*

Hey Jess *gives you a blanket and a teddy bear to make your corner a bit more comfortable* How are you hun?

not k. so not k. i cant anymore. I just cant. thining up ways to 'acdiently' hurt self so cant be balmd. just cnt.

Oh sweetheart I'm sorry. Is there anything you can do to try to take your mind off wanting to hurt? I see the date in your signature, have you had any distractions or coping mechanisms for the past two years that you could try? *hugs you lots*

*hugs Jo* hope ur okies there? hang in there...xxx

Wat's wrong jess? *cuddles u*

My exam went so so..probably failed it but oh well, i should of passed the course so yeah :-)

nothing. tv goin. trid muic. hurting. just. over ti. i gota go. sory.

Look after urself.

U know where to find me if u need me..ok?

*squishes u* stay safe there xxx

Take care hun, try to stay safe *hugs*

Jeremy, I bet you're glad your exam's over? I bet you did fine :P

Thx's jess..the other one :-)

i got another one on thursday and friday..ekkk, wish me luck lol...

but 1 down 2 to go lol...not looking fwd to the next 2 :-(

Eurgh lovely :S I'm glad I don't do exams anymore. Good luck for both of them!

thanks :-p

Yeh, i hate uni exams ugh

Hehe. Will you be finished for summer after these exams?

HI HI HI
Just popped in to say...well...hello really....
hoping my internet is back up soon.
Love you all.
Take care everyone!!!!
*leaves hugs and cookies and hot drinks and a magic hat.*
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

*snuggles everyone*

ALEX! *snuggles*

I don't want to get up today, rather stay in bed meself. I mean I didn't get to sleep until gone 5am and then not long woke up so 6 hours sleep? I need moooore =[

*Checks in* - I just wanna...sit in the corner & stare in to space.
I'm so very sorry.

I'm so glad I'm done with uni and exams too. The only way I want to go back into a classroom is as a teacher.

It is supposed to be cooler today. I can feel the warmth coming through the window but hopeuflly it won't be as bad.

I planned to write a small post in here, not sure if I can manage it.

I have a really bad headache, can't stop feeling sick, can hardly eat and I'm soooooooo tired. That's just te beginning of it. Cus I'm very upset & stuff at the momento.

Hope you're ok xxx