*huggles everyone*

Sorry for the lack of individual replies - 5 pages of posts since last night my time ...

Katie - Technically I'm doing a bachelor of Technology majoring in Computing Studies but this study period I'm working for my Minor in Management. So glad to see you. *big hugs*

Mark - If you still are able, can you put my name on the card?

*hugs Lia* Thanks, I'm trying not to, but it's hard... It seems easier to beat myself up over it than to try and stay positive and refocus, if that makes sense.

*hugs Hels* That's great news :D How are you holding up?

*hugs Claire* I've noticed anytime I miss a day on here I'm catching up on 4+ pages of posts :P So no worries. How are you doing?

*hugs Kahlia* How are things?

*spots April and tackles her* How are you doing today?

Thanks guys *cuddles Lia & Taz* I'm hanging in there, but really pleased about my best friend.

*cuddles all*

Lots and lots of pages all busy bees in here, buzz buzz buzz...

There's a sheep on my bed!

And a killer on the roof!

Cuddles all, hmm feeling very low again. Just want to cut and it all to be over. Hmm that kind off messed up. It's how I'm feeling low and messed up. Sorry just wish I could curl up and shut the world out, even for a little while

I spy Taz, Reaper, April, Jill & Lia *cuddles you all tightly*

Oh it's gone midnight here, so means 5 weeks til I see my bestie in person. I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs Hels* Keep hanging in there :D How are things going with your other bestie? I think I remember you were angry for a while because she wasn't answering her phone? Sorry if I'm wrong =/

*hugs Lia* Has the killer already killed? If not... how can you deem them a killer? :P

*hugs Jills* I know the feeling hun. Why so low right now?

*tackles Reaper and April*

The killer is getting closer and the sheep just exploded! There's a christmas tree walking on the ceiling!

MOOOOOO!

Taz, I was a little annoyed. I was just being silly. She phoned me back, I missed her twice, phoned her back and she called me back. So we chatted for a while :) Seeing her in 5 weeks time as I mentioned in my last post ^_^ *hugs*

Lia, are you ok???

* hugs everyone *
Voices are back telling me i must die
maybe i should but i cant get to the meds my husband locks them away
i cant keep going like this days like this were all i seem to do is be in pain mentally

Hmm,...that is a good question Helen. A very good and intreging question. And I can't spell.

Cow go ba and pigs go mo. Did you know that? The Christmas tree is dancing. And so's the horse!

Lia... I'm getting a bit worried now. :-/ *hugs*

Hels, that's great news. :) *cuddles*

I'm feeling quite **** myself actually. Debating whether to call my parents or not and I really want to but... I feel raw and exposed in front of them, when I wasn't prepared to be. It hurts like all hell. :crying:

*hides in the warren and sobs*

I Can't Do This! I Can't Be The Only One!

Huggles everbody. Was trying to respond but can't think straight, just feel numb and hmm not even sure anymore.

*Hugs Jill*

Caw! Caw! Caw! Caw!

Puff the Magic Dragon.

I'm so sorry.

April- I know it's too late now, but maybe you should call your parents in the morning, get it over with? *Hands tissues if you're still crying.*

ooo i want my name signed on card ^.^

*yawn* im off... again >.>
love you guysssss.

I don't want to do this anymore.

do what hun? *offers hugs* ugh i proper hafta go now... laptops gonna be closed on me *rolls eyes* but message me and i'll try to reply if i can <3