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Can somone please stop the world, I want to get off.
If anyone has a spare cuddle I really need one. *curls up in a ball on the floor* sorry, hope everyone is safe *hugs* |
*Hugs Mary Anne muchly*
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HI guys.. I'm ok. Thought I'd just go to bed, was pretty tired.
*cuddles everyone* Feeling ok. Might have a break from here for a few days. Just am getting too triggered by ED stuff... am scared I'm going to relapse.. though I think I'm slowly on the way there >_< Take care everyone ok. I'm really sorry *cuddles* Hope I can be around more soon =) |
Thanks for the cuddles, having the worst time just now, just can't see myself ever feeling better.
I second Katrica's comment - get injuries checked, most of us have probably not got one seen at some point and suffered the consequences (it is funny now but wasn't at the time, not si related at all - i broke my leg aged 12 and didn't get it seen to, I have an extremely high pain threshold, now I have a messed up leg. It doesn't bother me but I wonder how on earth I never got medical care for it! - sorry, random and off the point, typing to keep myself busy) Snuffles - take care and look after yourself, there is nothing to be sorry for, take some time to yourself *hugs* |
Hi. Thanks for the hugs all *gives hugs back* Sorry I can't reply to all right now.
*Leaves hugs for everyone* |
I'm back already... I've kinda left another forum coz Helen said it wasn't helping me. Which is true. So I kinda need RYL if I don't have that other forum. Will just have to learn not to get too triggered... *huggles*
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*Hugs* Ravyn and Katie
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Sorry I totally disappeared for several hours. Started back at uni on Monday which was really good to be fair. Um on Sunday night I fortnately fell asleep at 12.30am and woke at 8.30am and was on time etc for uni :D Didn't have a ****ing clue what she was on about mind you? So I need to approach her for help but she came across to me quite rude in an email I sent to her about missing lectures && trying to catch up. Plus I know she's just gonna think I'm stuipd & what not =\ Plus I didnt hand her last report in >.< Then last night I went to bed at 9pm and slept until 5.45am but nodded off and woke up around 8am considering it's my day off- it's well fab that I woke then. Did have a two hour nap this afternoon mind you :S So bit worried about going to bed tonight..... Also not doing too great with my thoughts right now :sad: :blush: :blink: :pinch: A guy who was in my year at school died on Sunday morning following a car crash (the driver & other passenger got off lightly) and it's just knocked me for six. I was already feeling bit low & trying to bring myself back up. But this just made my thoughts all scrambled and think about various ways to harm & shizz. I don't think I will...and haven't so far. But it's ****ing with me. Least my thoughts are good&bad atm rather than just bad. But I quite agree with what Emma said to me on msn...I just need a bit of 'down' time and not to make it my personal crisis....But not sure how to do that either =\ Okay I'll shut up now ;) |
*Hugs everyone*
Helen - I think Emma has wise advice... *cuddles* Nicole *hugs back* how are things going? Katie - Hoping we can help you and keep you from being to triggered. Katrica - how are you now? Dayna - Congrats on yesterday! And that you've been feeling in a good mood today... hope things are still good. Mary Anne - *cuddles and offers teddy bear* Emma - how are you now? Did you end up going to A&E? Lucy - Hope you're staying safe wherever you are *leaves hugs for everyone else who hasn't checked in recently.. hope all is well* |
Helen: Uh...I must admit, I don't quite have the attention span to read that atm x_o. I'll read it when I remember how to think, though
*Hugs Ravyn back* Thanks. Still sort of doing well, but Christ, I'm triggered. Yet again, it came outta ****in' nowhere, so I'm trying to distract myself, but without the ability to turn my thoughts off...lolit'snotworking. More importantly, how're you doing? |
Dayna - i hate not being able to turn thoughts off... does music help... i try to listen to music while i'm doing something else so I'm doing more than one thing -- less brain available for the thoughts... it sometimes works *hugs* hope the triggeredness leaves soon.
I'm doing okish.. gave in and SI'd tonite it kinda came out of nowhere but not.. i don't know.. don't want to add to your triggeredness.. but i'm feeling stable at the moment.. quite tired though.. probably head to bed soon |
I shouldn't ****ing be here. I DONT want this. I want someone to find me the courage to die.I cant even harm right. Now I need to hurt more. No longer have the energy to get wounds sorted. Not necessary anyway. Only need to see CPN 4/5 times a year and psych 3 times per annum. I DESERVE PAIN AND DAMAGE. I was born for this.
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*hugs Emma* No you don't Emma! You don't deserve Pain and Damage; you weren't born for this.. you deserve better! *cuddles*
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Emma: Ravyn's right, you're a wonderful person and you don't need to hurt yourself even more than you already have! *Hugs tightly* I know what it's like to feel that you can't even SI correctly, but you're worth so more much more than you give yourself credit for!
Ravyn: Music doesn't really make much difference. I'm listening to something nearly 24/7 so yeah, I'm used to having a tune in the background xD;. And don't worry about triggering me. I get triggered more by myself than the things said bu other people |
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Ravyn: Yeah, I know what you mean. I'm careful around an ex-SIer friend of mine, as well. Erm. I'm okay, I think. Still triggered, but am trying to ignore it (can't give in to it anyway, even if I intended to).
One little random question...is my mood showing for anyone else? 'Cause, um, RYL seems to have done away with it O_o;. Ain't changed it, 'tis still set as 'triggered' (or at least, is meant to be), and has...gone? |
Dayna: Yup, it says triggered... weirdness with it disappearing on you..
Edit: if it was me; I'd be freaking out at my computer and wanting to throw it down the stairs... that reminds me, has the technaholics anonymous [sorry for the spelling] or whatever it's called been formed yet? :) |
*leaves hugs for all*
Hope everyone stay safe... take care.. I'm off to bed... nightynight all |
Ravyn: O.o Odd. If it dun come back soon, I might take a screenie and/or make a thread in forum and community questions. And LOL not yet, 'cause that would mean admitting that we're all too dependant on computers and the like XDD.
And nighty night you, see you tomorrow if you're on |
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