Don't you hate it when someone who's been pushing you to keep going then turns around and tells you that you're never going to make it anyways so you may as well not try???

My head's a mess.

*hugs farawayfairy*

Thanks *hugs back*

I feel like I'm not here.

*hugs hana*
*hugs faraway fairy*

I still don't have many replies to my thread. Sigh. (hint)
*goes and showers*

*hugs blondiebear* I just read your thread but don't feel up to replying at the moment. Sending you lots of hugs though.

*hugs farawayfairy and susan*

*wanders off to look at susan's thread*

Thank you Hana.

I have a friend who has been beaten and the brain scans do not look good.

Now I see why I don't have work this week. Tears on place mats are not good quality workmanship.

I have a turtle charm that represents her. It is fun because it has head and arms on the top, feet and tail on the bottom, and the middle is filled in with a bead. I found a bead in her favorite color to do it up. In the shower this morning, I had a vision of incorporating the charm into a mourning bracelet.

*crawls into corner with teddy bear and prayer shawls*

well its time for milk and biscuits to wash down my meds, thanks for the welcome guys, its nice to see how everyone supports and hugs people. I used to love hugs, and I guess I still do, I just get apprehensive cos If I hug someone it means I care and then that leaves me open to get hurt, so bear with me whilst I get used to this and hopefully I'll be able to hug people better too. I may not be online for a few days as have to have a biopsy at hospital and recover at my parents for a few days, but i'll keep my spirit safely in this psych ward if you don't mind. night night everyone, I hope we all find some peace in our dreams. xx

*huge snuggles Susan*

Oh, sweetie, I wish I had the words for you. All I can do is send hugs right now... I'm so sorry...

*more huge hugs*

Sorry, Hayley, seems I missed your introduction post earlier. Welcome :) Hope you're not doing too bad and that the biopsy and recovery goes well. Good luck with it all. Take care of yourself :)

*hugs*

Hana
xxx

I feel like I can't do this anymore.
:(

*huge hugs*

what happened sweetie?

It's just...people letting me down or their actions....which makes me jealous of them. I guess.

So nothing's really happened as such. I just spinning out of control still....yet I haven't done anything to die yet.....

*huge huggles*

Thank you sweetie xx

I'm sorry not replying. All i can think of right now is that packet of blades i have and using them and never waking up again. never never never. *crwals ito the corner*

Please don't do it Jess

I'm in tears about my friend. I'll call my brother-friend in an hour or so when he wakes up. The "teddy bear" was a gift from him. It is actually a pink pig so I tied a rose colored ribbon+bow around his neck and named it Fredfred.

That is okay that I am crying. Whatever happens, it is for the best. Not my plan, God's.

*puts out a plate of chocolate with peanut butter chips cookies and welcome everyone to help themselves*

*watches everyone, wondering how they are doing*

why not? :'( why. i'm so tired of hurting *whimpers*