*Hugs Ileana* Best of luck With your presentation !

Thanx! *hugs back*

Good luck Ileana.

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you today?

*hugs mark* sorry i had no time to get back on yesterday. Nothing is up really.. i just am too busy and exhausted and a little burnt out with my current schedule.. i dunno.. i'm off to class now... probably won't be back on again until late

*hugs everyone else* thinking of all of you

*Hugs Laura* Take care hun :)

I'm ok. I know i'm going to overdose soon so i'm looking forward to a bit of relief. How is everyone else?

Please PLEASE be careful Lindsay hun :S

(Night time Hugs my wardies)

Morning, how is everyone today?

Hi Lindsey *hugs* how are you?

I'm alright Oliver, thanks for asking. How are you?

I'm pretty anxious, I'm flying tomorrow to Frankfurt and I hate any form of travelling, as I get travel sickness and there is no escape from al the people, can't get out if I panic

*hugs*

*hugs back* That sounds scary. Can you take something to try to distract yourself, like a book or some music?

can't read cos it makes the sickness worse, I'm going to take my ipod if I remember.

Thanx :) it went quite well actually, I still haven't slept though...I be high on coffee :p

*Hugs Lindsay* I just can't get up on time , stupid depression :S How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* How are you doing?

*Hugs Ileana*ooohhh Coffee Just now am I caffeinating :P

I ended up overdosing at 2.30 this morning. I have just been dischared even though I still feel really unwell. I can hardly see and I keep staggering and falling. I think that the staff are annoyed with me because I am in hospital so often so they don't give me the best care.

I don't know what to do about my overdosing. I can't find another way to stop the pain of life.

I'm sorry you overdosed Lindsay Hun :S . Please try and take good care of yourself :)

Sorry But I just needed to post this is more than one place:S

Oh god and now my Mum is trying to emotionally blackmail me in to going to my parents for "A couple of Days" After her op , I just want to be in my space , It was so good to meet up with Hannah L today , but I already can't cope with the injury and me Dad just barging in and sitting there and "He likes to visit" Mum says , FFS I'm really frustrated ,angry,triggered , I hate this I ****ing Hate It , I'm an adult ! God I could ****ing do somthing so stupid . I'm going to have to drink or cut and well I simply can't face that .


There I am done...........Ack!!