*Hugs everyone*

Hi Jem. Glad to hear you're well enough for leave, keep fighting!

Sorry, I don't have time to reply to anyone else.
Just thought I'd make any Skunk Anansie fans jealous by telling you that I went to see their first gig in ten years last night. And I hugged Skin!
Yessssssssssss!

*gives hugs to everyone if they can have them* :)

I think my hangover is gone, am stuck doing housework :/

Ok I didn't know you don't like computer games but you didn't need to be so obvious.

I'm just...meh the usual. I'm supposed to be studying but my concentration sucks and They are shouting. Ok I'll go and work now *tears herself off RYL*.

*Leaves HUGS and nothing else*

*walks arround worried*

Can i stay here tonight gonna be sick with worrie about my other half!!!!!!

*hides face in corner and cries*

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell...

This is sooo stupid... every other day is like hell, and the days in between are just... blank...

So I am still alive, don't know whether that's a "thankfully" or not...
but despite being ready to do myself in on Wednesday... I'm still here...
I don't know why...
I'm so tired of fighting......

feelin like I'm headed for a breakdown...

I feel so dead inside.
I only feel alive when I'm singing or when I'm with Brittany,
and I can't always sing, and I certainly can't be with Brittany all the time...

*sigh*
I just want to give up.

*looks after Gil*

Some people just aren't happy unless they have something to whine about :3nod:

Goddamn, I'm so tired today. I actually got some sleep last night (three hours, but that's better than nothing), and then went back to bed later, once my housemate had come back, and it hasn't made the slightest bit of difference :/

Triggered to cut and OD again. And I'm alone, I hasten to add. Ugh. I don't know why I bother saying all this; I never have the balls to actually kill myself

Lol Sorry. I get a lot of people say to me "oh you are interested in IT that means you play a lot of computer games". It's become a bit of a ... whatever the right word is ... annoyance because there is a lot more to IT than just gaming. Oh and half the people at my old university were really only into gaming. Sorry for running screaming. *hangs head in shame*

Thanks Hells He's ok - he tried phoning me at half 2 this morning but i was sleeping!!


*hugs to Everyone*

Aw I'm glad he's okay sweetie :)

I... just... feel... so... empty.

*hides in the corner shaking and starts to cry*

It hurts.

*cuddles those in the psych ward*

Hope u guys feel better soon xx

*cuddles Jem*

*leaves hugs for anyone who wants and or needs them*

*cuddles Jem & Kahlia*

How are you both?

I'm surviving thanks Helen. Coming back up a little from the "hole". That's why my GP refers to my depressed state as. Also not as tired as I was yesterday yet which is good - and I spent most of today awake. I'm up a little bit but definitely not manic and not rapid-cycling both of which is good news. Sorry, shouldn't talk about myself so much. How are you?

*offers hugs to everyone*
*walks to all the hidden corners of the ward and the "hidden" places like the denial tent to check on everyone and offer them hugs*
*leaves behind a pile of cushions and some treats for Puppy SinClair*

*Sets up camp in the denial tent*