Just dropping in to give everyone cuddles and bunches of flowers and teddy bears

*leaves cuddles for everyone*

Gah..
Feel very awful. Awful. Awful. Awful.

I dunno *shrugs*

Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat FAT

*cuddles for all*

Helen I went through something very similair with a former friend of mine (even the pregnancy bit), I decided she could never change and decided not to go back there but it is up to you, just be careful you don't get hurt.

Had another crap day in my crap life.

x

*hugs Helen, Katie and Zowie*

On the count down until moving back into town. Maybe it's the move that's stressing me - I had to take 2 tablets of my PRN medication yesterday and I haven't even needed 1 of them for 2 or 3 days. Meh. Feeling fat and ugly. Getting my lithium levels tested today. What fun.

*leaves cuddles for everyone*

*cuddles everyone*

Zowie, you're not fat babe.

Mary Anne, thank you sweetheart.

Kahlia, hope it doesn't stress you out too much :(

I, for one, is in a VERRRRRRRRRRRRRY good mood :D

Hey all.

Sorry to hear of all the stress people are dealing with and wish i had an answer :(
I can understand the friend troubles all to well...i screwed one up today and feel horrible now even though i am 83% sure it was his fault.

Things are getting worse and deeper i hate myself but have to stick around untill saturday at least.

I know that feeling of having to stay around to fulfill things I know need done but I wish I could just disappear right now.

I am a big fat waste of space.

I am sure your are not a waste of space. I also think its paradoxical...the feeling of being unwanted but having to hang around to get something done.

For me it is my insane need to have everything finished and organised.

suppose I should go to bed (it is 11:35pm here) and work requires me to be up at 5:45am.

Night

*big hugs*

*hugs everyone*

Our next door neighbours dog has jumped the fence into our yard. We think she may have done so because she is scared of thunder .... and there has been quite a lot of loud thunder this morning. This is the dog who was the ringleader in attacking and eventually killing another dog .... so we don't particularly want her near our dog.

*leaves stuffed animals and giant bear hugs for everyone*

OMG.
One of my online firends is dead.
*shakes*

*encloses Helen in a warm hug*

No words for you Helen because there are none that I can think of that would help. Just letting you know I'm here for you no matter what.

Oh hunni, I'm so sorry. Please take care of yourself. Always here for you
*huge cuddles*

Thanks you two.
It's not real.
I cant believe this.

No, it never is real when someone dies.. I still have days where I doubt mum is gone.. heck it's been nearly a year (and gawd that kills me saying that). Just hang in there ok.. Remember that post.. just take it slowly..
Love you sweety x

I have to agree with Katie. It never does seem real. The human brain just isn't quite equipped to deal with things like that. Just hang in there darl, take it one day at a time, and if you need to, one minute at a time.

Love and hugs to you Helen.

Thanks you two.

I'm glad you understand.

I think I may go bed in a bit. I just dont know how i'll be when I wake up and remeber shes gone

Not a problem Helen. I hope you manage a good nights (however much is left of it) sleep. Don't worry about tomorrow until it comes. After all we can only live one day at a time.

*hugs Helen*