*hugs kahlia, emma and hells*

Sorry, no words.

kahlia..that meal sounds really nice!! and I'm sure everything with the move and such will be fine! youre so lucky...i wish I could move out now...

Hana...please stay strong sweetheart. Im not sure what to say that will help you but you are in my thoughts and prayers hun.

Yay for Hells. glad youre feeling better sweets.

Emma...stay strong babydoll. Who did you try get help off? it was unfair of them to turn you away but dont give up. Its a great step accepting help, dont let this put you off!

uh.
Bad day.
One of my best mates just text me. Someone tried to shoot someone else on her road....except they missed...and the bullet went through my mates door....
My mum and dad just argued. again. and talked about divorce. again.
My heart keeps skipping all over the place....between three people.
Im horrible and fickle.
This is why I dont get INVOLVED with people.
>.<

*cuddles Kahlia, Hana & Alex lots and lots*

Kahlia, I hope the move goes well sweetie. Well done on the 3 months!!! You should cleberate, you deserve to. Keep strong babe.

Hana, you know where I am if you need me babe *hugs tight*

Alex, I hope it wasn't Jess who was nearly shot? Hope you're both ok *squishes*

I am pretending I'm not about to burst into tears. I am still happy. Still in pain. But still happy yeah? :D

no no.
I dont even know where jess gets to these days ><
It was my mate Jade....
Shed been at my house on Saturday night and she means **** loads to me and she told me and i was like "****...dontyoudaredieonme :|"
it just brings the stuff you see on the news closer to home and it scared me

*cuddles every1*

*leaves some minty chocolates on the table*

xx

Grrrrrr I hate gun crimes Alex grrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Well I'm glad Jade is ok and wasn't hurt *big hugs for you both*

Jemmmmmmmmmmmmm *cuddles*

*cuddles*

Going back to hospital today. Might be discharged tomorrow, but I don't think I'm ready. But it's soooo god damn boring in there, and I want to go to the Brighton meet on Sat xxx

*cuddles everyone*

Loves to you all.

Loves to you too Hana <3

aagghh, had a bad 24 hours
last night was terrible, cut a lot and took some pills (not enough to do any harm, just made myself feel rather ill)
got up and went on with life today - no choice really, job pays the bills, feel like I am invisible.

anyways, still trundling on

*massive hugs to everyone*

*hugs to all*

Am feeling so fat and ugly and stupid. Meh.

*curls up in the corner and cries*

Hello all! Sorry not being around but have been pretty **** reacently and not been able to face coming on here to bring everyone down.
Just dropping off my love to you all.

*leaves love and hugs for everyone who wants and/or needs them and hides herself away in a corner with a text book in preparation for next year*

Missed you Marc...
glad you are back - sorry to hear things have been hard.
My PM box is always open if you need someone to talk to.

*runs in, leaves hugs for all and marshmellows*

:P

:crying: :crying: :crying: Oh ****! Damn....cut, not good, very bad. BOLLOCKS!!! Shitting hell, a+e are not going to be pleased. Damnit! I should be content with this, not even wasted, but I can see how it needs to be. Damn. I need to get a grip! I'm sorry for being such a whiny bitch guys. ****shitwankgoddamnit!!!!! aaaaaaarrrggghhh!!!! :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

*squishes all who need it, especially Hells, Amanda, Mary Anne, Ku, etc*

*special hugs to Kahalia* You are doing really well hun xxx

I wish that I could feel like I'm doing well. I feel awful. All the freaking time I'm fighting. But I guess we all are. I do have some good news though .... I've cooked for my flatmate both of the last two nights and he has a) really appreciated not having to cook and b) been really appreciative of my cooking efforts. I think I'm in love (LOL).

*cuddles everyone n hides under sleeping bag* xxxx