I'm sorry your struggling Louise, your welcome to pm me anytime. I'm ok thanks.

I'm sorry your having a hard time. Please feel free to pm me anytime.

I'm here if anyone needs me.

*Hugs Lindsay* Hi how are you?

*hugs everyone*

Sorry no individuals, 3 pages since I was on yesterday... but I'm sorry to hear so many are struggling right now. I'm always a PM away if anyone needs to talk.

I'm having one of those days were I just feel like it would be so easy, so much easier, to just go back and be more broken. *sigh* Does anyone else feel like that after awhile of being "better-ish"?

*Hugs Crimson* Thank you so much hun :)

*Hugs Ian* Thank you too :)

*Hugs Laura* I know that feeling yes :/

*hugs everyone*

Laura, i've never experienced that feeling but can empathise with it.

I'm feeling so emotionally drained. I can't wait to get my energy back so that I can kill myself. I don't want to keep living like this and I can't see a way to make it better while I am alive.

*Hugs Lindsay Hard*

*heads to dark corner with hello kitty blankey* :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

*hugs mark* its not a great feeling. anyway, I was gonna say before, there isn't any need to apologize if you are feeling off. we all understand completely and are here to support you :)

*hugs lindsay* it will get better hun. I'm sorry you are struggling so much. Please don't do anything though. Here if you need to talk.

*hugs mara* whats wrong hun?

*spies crimson and pounces* how r u?

horrible anniversary coming up & i got memories coming at me left right & centre. Too scared to leave my room, too scared to be alone in my room. I'm even too weak & scared to find any implements ro SH (which is obvs good) just wish i didn't feel so ****.

*HugsLaura* Thank you :)

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*

hugs mark - night

*hugs ward*

it's 3am... I should be sleeping.
I suppose I'll go try to turn my brain off.
Love y'all <3

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

Morning. How are you all today?

Not sure Lindsay , How are you feeling?

*hugs Mark* I'm a bit annoyed. I've just had a visit from the crisis team who said that my psychiatrist says that I 'just' have a personality disorder and that I can control my thoughts, that I don't have men in my head. He thinks that i'm lying but I would never lie about something like that. I'm also fed up with people telling me to think positively and just get on with things. I want to die so much, I can't even cope with the simple things in life.

*Hugs Lindsay and Holds Your Hand*

Thank you, Mark. I really appreciate your support.