I'm ok thanks Nicole. How are you? How are you Kelly and Kitty? Ten mins to go!

that's scary... i'm glad i'm not the only one who's been in that boat, but I hate that others have had to go through it at the same time... if that makes sense.

ok... if i'm up at midnight... i've decided to ring in the new year right here in the ward... lol (still 6 hrs to go here).

*puts on party hat and b/c she has nothing to drink in real life other than soda... pops the cork on a bottle of sweet red wine (don't like champeign)*

anyone else wanna glass? I'll share ;)

i'm good ian... thanks for asking :)

Thats ok your welcome Kelly :) iv been drinking lol.

*Hugs Ian* I'm good thanks, my lovley wardies have cheered me up as always :)
*Hugs kelly* 5 mins to go here :) And YUCK, red wine :/ lol, *cracks open the cider* Thats better. Any one else *offers bottles and glasses*

well we can cellebrate now and in 5 hrs... lol ;) though i'm sure you'll have crashed by then... :)

*chugs some red wine... ;)* good thing this isn't real ... cuz I'd have been buzzed after two sips :/ lol

lol. 10 seconds!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Yay lol! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

happy new year guys!!!!!! all the best for 2011. lol would love some cider nicole if there any left. =p

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Happy New year EVERYONE! WE MADE IT! WE MADE IT!

-hugs ian- I'm ok other than the fact that I am depressed about not being able to do anything tonight. I don't even have a bowl to smoke. No alcohol to drink. Nowhere to go. Nothing to do. I'm up and down a lot today. I have a lot of pent up energy which is not good, but there's nothing to do to get rid of that energy. I would go for a walk but we have a cold front and it's way too cold to be walking outside it hurts the lungs to even breathe the cold air. Meh I don't know. I'm in one of my dangerously fragile states today. And I keep dissociating.

And Kelly and Nicole -hugs you both- I'm sorry that you have also experienced the dissociation and SI'ing and not remembering it. It happens to me quite a bit. I have been dissociating so much throughout the days I couldn't even tell you how much but it's definitely a scary thing. It means no control. Just a good thing I don't go out hurting anybody else while I am dissociated I guess.

Since the ward is magical and has everything we can ever dream of...

-loads her pipe with some stank smoke and takes a hit- Anyone want any? I'm willing to share. -smiles-

One more year i've survived this I suppose!
Dude, I would love to be in london right now! (Although fireworks scare the crap outta me!) lol

welll ya'll made it technically speaking it's only 6:10pm here... lol

:D ... *chugalugs more wine... hiccup* wishin it was real o.O

::sniffles:::

*hands tisha a tissue* sorry, hun... I know the issue and it's not you... I could say a few choice words about the person who's fault it is though...

*growls*

kel, makes me feel like its me...

*Hugs all my wardies*
Thankyou guys so much for being here for me, I know I would never have survived last year without you all. <3

erm are you okay tisha? big bear hugs

Happy Birthday me lol!