*cuddles Hels and Julie*

thanks... just updated r/v............

feel so damn pathetic. i may not be to a lot of people but to me i am. :'(

*kicks wall* ****, **** I cant deal with this, make my head stop, please someone make it stop.

You can complain too *hugs back*

Not good. You?

I know you really feel this way but you're not. I promise you that *cuddles tight*

I wish I could :'( *offers cuddles tight*

no, anything in particular wrong?

I'll be fine, just need to make myself go to sleep instead of staying up and letting my head take over.

Offers tea and homemade ginger cake to everyone, sorry not been around for a while

*hugs oliver*

Hope you sleep well Hannah.

*hugs everyone who wants/needs/can accept hugs*
*waves at everyone else*

Want to disappear from the world for awhile. So tired of everything. *sigh*
Sorry will stop my winging.

*offers hugs to all, then digs and crawls into incredibly deep hole in the garden before trying to pull all the dirt back in over herself*

*curls up in a corner rubbing my back*

*cuddles Kahlia & Julie*

I feel pretty much the same as you Kahlia..

*feels so ****ing alone*

:crying:

So do I April, but we're not alone in here at least *snuggles*

*emerges from hole*
*hugs Julie and offers anti-inflammatory pain-killers*
*offers April hugs and a teddy bear so she doesn't feel alone* - Sorry that you feel like that April. I wish I could help.
*hugs Helen* - I'm so sorry you feel that way Hels. :(
*disappears back down into the hole and buries herself with the dirt*

*cuddles Kahlia lots* Sorry it's not more.

thanks kahlia but i dont wanna take pain meds i wanna work threw it after all we coursed it by sleeping on our tummy

updated r/v yet again........... feel so alone. *clings to hels & kahlia*

:crying:

Julie, you still deserve them darling.

*holds April tight*

*wants to cry* :'(

tonight is so tough. i want to cut so badly. :'(

Why sweetheart?

****ing failure.......... i am such a ****ING FAILURE!!!!!

:crying:

because jarrod is having his own problems so i can't lean on him.
because i don't know if i can start my internship this monday as planned because i am unprepared, officially speaking.
because i am AN EPIC FAIL.

:crying: