*sits and holds Oliver's hand for as long as needed, even if its all night*
It's good you're emailing your tutor. *huggles*

thanks crimson
sorry everyone I feel so pathetic in asking for help

*cuddles Oliver* - Asking for help is never pathetic. If you don't feel safe, or able to keep yourself safe, then it is far better to ask for help than to sit alone in the dark (so to speak). How did you go with emailing your tutor? *sits down beside Oliver and settles in for as long as needed*

Hey Crimson, how are you doing? Recovering a bit from your day dealing with people? *huggles you*

thank you for sitting with me guys.
i've sent the email to my tutor, see what she says in morning
*walks around ward to try help distract himself*

*hugs Oliver* It's okay. We're here for you for as long as you need us. I'm glad you managed to get the email written and sent. Big tick for you. Sorry it took me so long to respond though ...

*unsure how to help*

*hugs everyone*

Spent $320 today I don't have to replace a monitor that my friends child destroyed. Seriously stressing now.

anyone about?

Hi julie, I'm sort of here, for about 10mins anyway. you ok?

*gives oli little pocket size boxes filled with hugs to take with him*

thank you, leaving for rehearsal in a few mins, dont want to, too damn anxious and depressed.

deep breaths hun it may help it may not work but oxegen is good for u apparently

i need to go shower *sniffs self* yip i need to shower

baaaaccck

*grumbles* stupid wrong side of the world noone awake wen i am lol

It's nice to talk to yourself sometimes though!

some times
how r u

*yawns and fiddgets and wriggls around*

*Hugs ward mates*

British telecom who my Dad (So pathetic I can't do this on my own!) wrote a message to last night about the putting up my bill by almost £20 a month rang before 9am this morning , woke me up , and told me that a basically have to pay the extra money as I have an outstanding balance , I was all groggy from sleep and haveing taken a non-suicidal OD the night before just because I wanted to block out all the stress and Cutting urges . all I said on the phone was yeah *gap* Yeah *Gap* Yeah....

I am pretty triggered . Tired too ,overslept after the phone call :S I really don't know what to do:(

*offers hugs to doikers*