Enjoy if you do & suncreaaam :)

A friend of mine went round yesterday in a low cut top, got burnt boobies & arms hahaha.

lol YAY i feel included! a group of my friends just asked me to go up the abbey with them, so im off out now, see yous all later
*hugs*

*hides in a dark, lonely hole of her own* :(

*Joins April in her hole* You ok? *Hugs*

*hugs everyone*

*cuddles everyone*

I'm really glad I went. Was really good. Think I've finally come up with a cracking plan to get a few issues that have been bugging me (and I've been trying to ignore.) this week. Fingers crossed, I hope I can get it all done this week YAY!!!

*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Helen* That sounds really positive ! :)

No, am not okay.

:'(

*hugs everyone*
april sweetie, whats up?
i had a great time! we got ice cream and sunbathed, then we went to the lake thingy, and it has like a beach bit with sand and stuff, and we went paddling, and there are trees over it, and we were walking across them so we could sit and dangle our feet in the water, and i fell in :/ lol

*cuddles helen, lindsay, april, mark, nicole, JK, kahlia, oliver, and anyone else i'm missing*

Failure.

*cuddles laura* who's a failure hun?

Whats the matter April?

Laura , why a failure?

Nicole it sounds like you had a lot of fun :)

i did :D not having fun now i'm home though :(

aww, why not?

everyones arguing, i want to go to a meet in manchester, but my mum wont let me, she treats me like a child! urgh. it bugs me so much!

I am. A pathetic failure.

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Laura* You are not a failure mate , whats made you think that?

you're not a failure sweetie *hugs*

But i am... b/c I cant seem to figure anything out and i'm not getting anything done that i am supposed to do. And all i can think about is SI and suicide but I don't want to SI anymore, its not like its actually going to help, but if i dont SI the suicide thoughts will get worse... and i need to talk to someone, but my friend is avoiding my message about needing to talk and i hardly talk to anyone else... and its pathetic b/c the only other person i can think to call is my ex and half of all this is his fault anyway...

you're not, really hun.....x