Thank you Lia! You rock huney!

I have a Golden Retriever!

*Hugs Solo and Loiuse*


Thanks Solo :) I have a drama performance tomorrow...but I'm in the state of 'strangely calm' at least about that. I'm feeling a lot of stuff right now which is summed up in my ranting thread (I just updated), but you won't want to read that, it's a long post.

I have a dog who I often want to kick but at the same time love more than anyone else in the family.

Leave that up to me Lia darlin. What kind is your dog?

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Solo*

He's a...I can't even spell it Bichon Frise? But he doesn't look like one. I'll find a picture of him, he's very sweet.

He's adorable Lia!

~Hugs Mark~

And here's one of him watching pandas having sex.

Thanks Solo, I think so too :)

*Hugs Mark* Hey. How are you?

hugs everyone, curls up

Lia, that made me literally laugh out loud! Thank you!

~Hugs Jill~ what's up Hun?

What, the dog? He actually was. It was a documentry on TV and he was sleeping, disturbingly though, he looked up at that part...
I'm glad I made you laugh :)

*Hugs Jill* You alright?

hmm feeling low and suicidal. just want all this crap too end please.
how are you

*Tight squishy hugs* Please hold on Jill, there's a reason you've hung on this long and things will someday be better. Is there anything that triggered this mood?

I'm alright, not even nervous now. I'm in the pre-performance calm stage.

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Jill*

Just worn out , getting bad thoughts , Have taken my meds and am heading to bed *Night time Hugs my Wardies*

just had a really ***** day, feels like im sinking, i cant be assed picking myself up.good luck with your drama perfomace lia. huggles

Then we'll have to do it for you Jill. Stay here, talking to us. If this was Glee, I'd sing to you right now. But I can't sing to save my life. Have this song instead, it really helped me a few years back when I felt as if I had no one, even though I was only hearing it from my i-pod.

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Gcrx2Ab0FM"]YouTube - Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne (lyrics)[/ame]

Night night Mark, sweet dreams. *Hugs*

thanks lia, i needed that. hugs

It's alright Jill :) I hope it helped.

*Hugs all* Hi everyone! I guess since everyone is up I should formally introduce myself! My name is Meganna (may-gan-uh) I have a cat...... (out of the loop)..... oh well! Since I'm new, can I learn your names? and Icequeenhasaheart, are you in theatre? and sorry your down solo and shadowedsoul. if you need to vent or just chat I will be here! or pm me! :) I love you allllllllllllllll!!!! i will be back later I just wanted to say hi really quick before I can realy sit and chat. be back later!

Hey everyone, iv been absent from here for a while. How is everyone?

Hey Maganna! Thanks! It's been a tough day! How ya doin hun? I have three cats! There's a thread in Vets General for crazy cat ladies. You should check it out. I just go by Solo on here for now. Only a couple people who have pmed me know my real name n I ask them not to use it on here. Thanks so much for the offer. You never know when I may take ya up on it. We love you too hun!

Hey Atlantica! Sorry! Your post came in while I was typin to Maganna. How you doin? It's great to hear from you! I think you give more hugs than anybody on this whole site!

Heya solo, thanks, im not doing good, struggling :( How are you?

Whatcha strugglin with sweetheart?

Just had enough, dont want to be here anymore, feel deppressed and just want to give up. Still its only me isnt it pathetic old me! Just a waste of time. Sorry :(

No way sweetheart! You are not pathetic or a waste of time! That's the depression talkin hun. You're an amazing caring person. Way too good to give up on! I'll make a deal! I won't give up on you if you don't. I actually won't give up on ya either way, but it sure helps if you work with me!

Listening to keep holding on, having a mini emotional break down in my head. Don't wanna sleep, don't want the darkness to return. but i dont want this blissful but lonely nothingness to continue. :crying:

:sad: im sorry just struggling. I wish i was dead, i really do. I cant fight this anymore.

*hugs ward*

I'm just gonna crawl in here and be useless for a while *curls up in the corner*

Shad, that reminded me of post my little sister made on facebook today. It says, with the silence comes the dark, with the dark comes the fear. I can be alone. I can be fearless. I think it may be lyrics to a song. You ok hun?

no, not really but being able to talk to you guys until exhaustion finally settles in is all i need. :')

Atlantica, I understand how ya feel hun. I really do! Don't give up though. Just take a break from fighting n rest for while.

~Hugs Felicia huney~ you ok? Here's a soft fluffy blanket to snuggle up in.

*curls up in the corner of of ward on a black blanket and gazes blankly out the window* I really should go to sleep, I have school... :s

Go to sleep Shad. You need the rest!

*hugs Solo* I'm not so okay. Thanks for the blanket.
*curls up*

Anything ya wanna talk about Felicia, either here or in pm?

I'll PM you, Solo.

*Hugs atlantica* it will be ok sweety! remember this too will pass! keep holding on!

*snuggles felicia* you ok my friend? need to talk or pm?

*hugs* I'll be okay. watching the first season of House on DVD with my roomie as a distraction.

Good job Felicia! You're in control huney!

ah! love that show! I'm glad you'll be ok! *huggles back* I'll be here for a little while so just holler if you need a good glomp :)

BWchick, how are you hun?

good! a little upset with my parents though. I've always told them my issues and I told them that I found a site that is helping me, but they think that this isn't safe.... phooey!

That's fantastic that you're able to talk to them openly about things! What are their concerns about the site?

they are worried that there will be creepers or stalkers who will try and get me to do bad things like kill or something. I mean I'm glad they are worried because that means that they care, but I trust you guys.

I'm so glad you trust us! My parents are concerned too, but I've been around for quite a while now n I can honestly say, that I have never seen anything like that on here. No matter where anybody is in their journey, they always encourage others to heal n recover. Maybe you could show your parents some posts that would comfort them.

my dad will probably look at it. whenever I am on something new he usualy checks on it. I told him the site name and knows that I am a young adult and can look ouut for myself. I just love this place because I can tell people my problems and listen to theirs. all while snuggling in a corner with a fluffy blanket and my stuffed teddy!

You're really blessed! This place n the wonderful people here really are awesome! No matter what your issues. You will find someone who can relate and understand. You will never be judged and will always be encouraged. It's a safe place in an unsafe world!

thank you soooo much! I didn't know how long I would stay in the ward, but I like you guys :) I think i'll stick around for a while :)

You're welcome hun! We're all glad you're comfortable! Stay as long as you like!