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*offers jess a hug*
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MY HEART HURTS AND THE STUPID THING IS I DON'T KNOW WHY... THERE ARE NO REAL BAD STUFF GOING ON IN MY LIFE TO MAKE IT HURT... IN FACT... MY LIFE IS ACTUALLY DOING PRETTY OK FOR ONCE...
*sits in corner...confused and frustrated... and cuddles her doggie* |
dun deserve it. give it to someone who desevrs it. not me. *cries*
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*offers Jess a tissue and and a "I'm here" smile*
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manda, thanks but u shud lok after u.
i'll jsut stya in my cupboard and rot. |
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I understand this....my heart always aches :( *cuddles* |
*opens Jess' cupboard*
Hey chick :] I dont want you to sit in here and rot... Please come out and talk to us? You are sooooooo worth the effort!!! You're a wonderful girl! You made our amazing lame jokes thread...and you know...it cheers me up soo much... Please hun? |
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*huggles Manda lots*
*crawls into Jess' cupboard and huggles her lots* |
i dun deserve to be here. dun deserve support. dun deseve hugs. just.. push me off the clif and it wil be bete.r *sihgs*
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Could it maybe be cause because you feel something is missing? |
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Whats made you feel so bad hun?:( |
Jessi you DO deserve it! just because you dont think you do it doesnt mean that its true. and whether you deserve it or not you're still goign to get all my love, support, strength an huggles
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See....you've got two people behind you....more infact....so many people want to see you happy
*hugs jess* |
life. life is crap. man. i'm haingto concentrate so hard on my typgn. it's ridiculours. i don't fel well. i'm freezing and i'm tired. tired of eveyrthign.
*locks cupboard and gasses self to deah* |
nope. no gassing yourself to death. no dying at all. you ARE going to get through this! you know that i'll drag you through kicking and screamng if i have to.
i love you Jessi, i'm not goign to let you go through this alone *huggles lots* |
you need to looka fter u before me. i'm nto important. i'm useles. cant even give decent suport. just. crap.
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You ARE ARE ARE important.
You ARENT useless. You DO give good support...you're just struggling yourself tonight and thats understandable...we all have rough days...weeks...months...and we feel useless and unhelpful...but it doesnt mean we are any less deserving of support and love! Really hun....we care...we arent going to abandon you and give up just because you think you dont deserve it |
*joins Jess in her cubord*
Mmm, nice small space with my lovely friend. Sweetie you DO give good advice, you DO deserve support and hugs and encouragement and love... And everything else we can give you *snuggles*. You're having a rough time hunni and it happens and when it does you lean on us... We'll all lump through this together hun. |
*lays in floor holding head*
Owww I HATE ****in' migraines!!!!!!!!! |
*gives Amanda some Migraleave*
These are good...I use them..and so does my mum... they help lots *cuddles* |
*uses Excedrin Migraine*
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*shoots self* i'm currently drinking a hot chocolate. i'm freezing. my heat pump is on 30. I"M FREEZING! 8cries*
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you sure you arent coming down with a tummy bug or something hun?:(
*wraps you up warm* |
no it's actually freezing here... it's about 4 degrees... but yeah... i think iv'e got a cold. i'm shaky anc old and my hands hurt cause they're so cold... >.< i want to go home now!
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awww :(
Where are you my love? It doesnt sound very nice if its so cold!! |
Tasmania! Australia. It's winter here!
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*wraps a snuggly shawl around jess*
*hugs sophie* *offers diet pepsi or coke classic to Amanda to wash down the headache pills. I.Want.To.Shred. Elbow to watch band. But I don't want to debut a new sun shirt tomorrow and not be able to take it off. I don't want to have to see the look in the eyes of my honorary bestest uncle if he sees it. Of all people, I don't want to disappoint him. *gloms on to jeff* |
thank you guys.
*retuns to cupboard and selfpity* susan... it's nto worth it. it really isn't. you can get trhorguh this. |
Oh I see!!!
Gawdddd!!! :O haha dont come to England in the winter then!! It gets below 0 degrees!! You might freezeeee!!! |
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Whats making you want to do it?do you know? *huggs* |
*cuddles Susan*
They're right mum, it's not worth it. Not now and not in the future when you have to deal with the scars. *studies her arms and hopes whoever decides to employ her next is ok with her wearing long sleeves* How do I even being that up? And if they say no..? *is worrying about this because she just got a call about an interview in a few weeks time* |
oh it gets that cold here too. i'm just sooking becase my heat pump keeps blowing out blasts of cold air! I swear it's doing it on purpose!
*locks cupboard and makes it repel any niceness* dun deserve it. |
you DO deserve the niceness *breaks down door and huggles lots*
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The cinderella stuff is bringing this up.
I know it isn't worth it. I can't tip share. But what I'd like to do, the scars just look like sun damage. On a blonde with pink skin who's lived in southern california all her life. Shrug. I'm gonna go do a mess of button holes. The last step of machine work on my new shirt. |
*huggles and cuddles you*
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my negativeness repels niceness >.<
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Nope Jeff, you're not nice. You're good. And that is far more important.
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Jess my sisterly love for you repells any negativity *huggles you*
*huggles anyone else who would like hugs* |
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try not to worry...as hard as it sounds and concentrate on aceing this interview ok?:]*cudddlesss* |
i'll jsut hrut u. it's what i do. it's what i'm fgod at.
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Jess you're not going to hurt anyone. and if you do then its my own fault because w know what i'm getting in to and i'm prepared for it. please let me be here for you *huggles lots*
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you shoud be ther fr u. not for me. i'm bad.
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i can be there for me and you and a few other people all at once.
you're not bad. you're a great person Jess, you really are *hgugles and cuddles and squishes until you believe me* |
i'm tno. i'm always hruiting people. huting myself. makign opeople fel bad when i sady somethign blunt and to the pint. useles.
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the only person you're going to convince of that is yourself Jess, no one else believes it now and no one else is goign to believe it. there are a LOT of people who love and care about you. let them be here for you *hugs*
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*pokes head out*
u guys ned to help u. i'll survive... |
Jess i'm doing ok, besides being tired i'm ok, so i AM goign to help you! for godsake let me!
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*crawls out of cupboard and sits looksign scared*
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*sits next to you and opens arms in case you'd like a cuddle*
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