thanks everyone

I'm adding hot chocolate to the pile.

Butterfly - hope you are ok.

I'm off to bed shortly. Just taken all my many meds and feel a bit spaced out so i think it's best. Stay safe for the night, and thank you for letting a lurker join in for the evening.

things are not going very great :(

*Runs around in a hurry hugging everyone*

Why the hurry, Mark?

I was running late , then went to a Coffee morning to sign up for a course that may help me but they're were too many people so I got very anxious and it's still lingering :(

Try and do something calming for yourself? Read a book etc? Well done for going, what's the course?xxx

It's a sort of learning to cope without using substances thing, I did it before about a year and a half ago.

Sounds positive to me. Hope you feel calmer soon =]

seeing my pysciatric dr didnt go well :(

I'm sorry Saphire , What went wrong?

hugs everyone

Aww what happened Saphire?

my mental health worker came with me and she was doing all of the talking and not letting me speak and there were things that i wanted to say and couldnt

im sorry :(
<3

Sapphire - could you call your psych and tell him what you couldn't/book to see him without your mental health worker there?

*Hugs Dylan*

*Hugs Saphire*

*Hugs Colour*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Mark*

*Glomps Colour*

Feel soooo off this morning. :/

I'm sorry to hear that. Poke me if you want to talk/need hugs.

Hope everyone else is doing ok xxx

*sits in ward staring at wall*
Blah head is annoyin

Whats Up Heather Hun ? *Huggles*

Heads are awful. *group hugs*

Sorry I kind of vanished, everyone. So much to do, and only barely managing it. Which is worrying. Apparently I'm overloading myself with work and putting myself in a position where I can't do it.

Hi Banner! *Hugs*

Mornin' Wardies *Hugs*

hugs everyone

*Huggles Louise* How are you hun?

*Morning Hugs My Wardies*

Hugs everyone how are you all?

I'm not entirely sure I want to be alive any more ... grr stupid flashbacks ...

*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs Dylan*

*hugs all*

I hate being under emotional duress... I cant hold on with so much emotional pain

*Hugs Matt*

Good afternoon wardies how are you all *hugs everyone*

Bit low Dylan How are you? *Hugs*

*hugs all* sorry I haven't been on in the last 3 weeks but I was camping at circus and didn't have access to le internet. I'm back now though.
Not feeling well at all. Don't know what to do. Went for a walk, because that has helped in the past but I got really scared of an ambulance and then one minute later I got triggered by a baby wearing a shirt with a pirate on it.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark*

*hugs all*

I can't handle all the emotional distress and pain I am going through... but its becoming increasingly difficult not to do bad things... oh how I would really like to, but I am barely hanging on

:( not feeling very safe right now

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Gemma*

*wanders in..*
I miss you guys :(
Ohai Gemalem.

*Glomps Billy * ;)

:O
*Is glomped*
How are all my wardies, old and new? :D

*hugs Matt*
*hugs Gemma*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Billy*

*hugs everyone* how are you all my wardies?

Oh I really don't know Dylan , How are you?

I'm exhausted thanks and nervous about whether counsellor's going to tell the doctor anything I told him considering what I said ...

*hugs dylan*

I'm alone at home and not feeling well at all.