cuddles all. curls up, feeling really low today. hardly got any sleep last night

yay! everones coming back :)
i got just shy of 8 hours of sleep and i'm exhausted. have a sinus headache too but i'm hoping caffeine and acupressure will help some since i have 7.5 more hours I have to be here at work.

my halloween costume came in yesterday's mail :D i love it :D

sorry... meant to send the above almost an hour ago... got distracted *blush*

*hugs everyone*

OOOhhhhhh that looks cool crimson :) spooky and vampish

*nods ecstatically*
Though there's a rave on the 30th with an Alice in wonderland theme... I was thinking that dress, my platform boots, my red velvet trench coat and doing my makeup so my lips have a red <3 on them and try to make that work for the Red Queen :) I really don't wanna get anything traditional 'Alice' nor do I wanna go in my sister in laws Alice costume... If I was going as Alice rather than the Red Queen I'd go as this Alice :)

Still gonna go as a vamp for Halloween though ;)

Oooohhhhhhh Crimson I Like the look of your Alice :) Do you know the Lenore Comics by Roman Dirge?
Americans , it seems , really DO halloween , much more than us Brits .

YES I DO!!!! My daughter even has a Lenore doll :D lol
I dunno about Americans as a whole... I blame my love of Halloween on my mother disapproving of anything not "innocent and godly" (she was very restrictive of Halloween when I was young) and even the years I don't do "Halloween" as a Pagan I celebrate Samhain :)

*cuddles ward* I SI'd again last night, so fed up of being like this. Seeing my doctor next week for a 2nd opinion on my illness and my meds. :(

*cuddles Sarah*

*Hugs Sarah* A second opinion on your gallbladder? Or psych second opinion? I'm sorry you feel so horrid :(

*cuddles Mark* second opinion on the gallbladder, then a second opinion on what antidepressant meds to give me

*cuddles Crimson*

I'm feeling crappy and I'm hungry and, meh...

*hugs sarah*

*hugs mark*

*hugs crimson* the costume looks awesome!

*spies helen* *glomps!* ive missed you!!!

*cuddles Laura* Hey :)

There is some good news, I've formed a real bond with my fiance's cat, she seems to really like me and want to keep me company and happy, even when I'm feeling terrible.

Oh Wow Sarah Dr overload, I hope it go's well for you :) , Cats are nice , we have a sort of local cat that belongs to the whole road and some days I get to pet it , gets white hair on my black trousers but hey . We call him Charlie.

*Hugs Laura*

Ya, Rheumatology on 1st November too, I'm not the healthy type :p

Bless, little kitty :)

Agh so anxious about the next year. :(

Has anyone heard from April in the last few days? I know she was away on training and got home and posted on her live journal on the 17th but she Hasn't posted on LJ, Facebook, Responded to my e-mail or posted here since and I'm a tad concerned :S

I haven't Mark. I hope she's okay :(

*huggles everyone*
mark-no i havent heard from her, but i spotted her hanging around the ward yesterday but she didnt post anything.

OH okay thanks Nicole at least we know she's about :)

yeah, i was getting a bit worried too tbh but then i spotted her :D how're you tonight?

*hugs Nicole* How are you?

*hugs sarah* i'm ok thanks, just feeling a bit confused about stuff :/ how're you?

I'm feeling okay, a little lethargic , my befriender was SO nice to me and helpful maybe *crosses fingers* getting my meds sorted , I simply would not have done it today without her , How are you Nicole?

Tad rough, just real low and meh and stressy. I'm sure I'll calm down eventually *cuddles*

*hugggles mark and sarah* aaw sarah, do you know whats making you feel like that.
mark *points at last post*

Not really, could be money, or my health, or being at home. Many things could be getting me. I don't know really, I guess it'd be easier if I did know what was getting to me then it could be sorted out and I'd feel better. Bah, my mind confuses me. Plus I'm sleeping really badly, like waking up every half hour. Is annoying, can't sleep when I try to sleep but when I try to do something else I fall asleep. Grrs. *cuddles*

*cuddles* aaw that sucks, i know the feeling!
ugh, i wish i didnt have to go to this party tomorrow night :(

I know it's not a GREATmilestone but as of now/tonight/me going to bed I've only injured once in the past 5 days and I thought it deserved a mention :)

*Hugs Nicole and Sarah and the rest of the ward goodnight*

curls up

Ugh, I hate parties too :( well I hate most social things really. Going uni is way more than enough for me... *hugs*

WHOOO *high fives mark* that is much of a milestone, acheivements arent measured on how long you've gone, its on how much strength it took to get there. *huggles*
*hugs jill* how're you
*hugs sarah* i know same, but its my mates 18th so i really should go :/

*cuddles Mark* Well done :) Nighty night x

*hugs Jill* I hope you're okay

*cuddles Nicole* I missed all of my friends 18th's. I'm a crappy friend really :/

*cuddles sarah* you're NOT a crappy friend, sometimes we cant help missing things! i'm only managing to go cause a friend is going with me and we're gonna stick together, and even now i'm terrified, i'm taking 2 pots of playdoh to try and keep me sane XD

:O AAAAAAPPPPPPRRRRIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLL! *jumps on* how are you?

*glomps EVERYONE*

I've missed you guys. I don't really have any excuse for NOT being around the past few days since I got back from week 1 of training... except I've been losing my head in WoW. Got my mage from level 24 to 49 in a week. XD So yeah. Hehe. Anyway. HI!!!

Week 1 of job training went really well. Rough first few days, really missed all of you. :( There was only one comp at the hotel, in the lobby... so yeh... not much privacy or free ($$ wise) time online... so I didn't get on here at all then. This week I had off, and I'll be going back down there come Sunday afternoon, hopefully carpooling with a friend I made at training who lives next county over. :)

Anyway. I'm not gonna be able to catch up on everything... but wanted to say congrats, Mark, on being 5 days free (minus once)!!! That's AMAZING!!! :)

*cuddles everyone*

Oh & is there any news I should be aware of?... don't want to make any social faux pais or anything... :-S

APRIL!!! *glomps*

Glad to hear you're doing okay, I've had a rough time recently, with the NHS screwing me over and feeling crappy. Ehh :p Had some ice cream now though so feeling a tad better. Nom.

Thanks Nicole, hope you have a nice time regardless then :)

*spies Felicia, Helen and Laura and gives big cuddles*

*gives everyone big cuddles*

I got in a few hours ago from my holiday...

*cuddles everyone*
*jumps on helen* OOOH your back too :D i feel so happy!

curls up and crys. please let everthing turn out okay, come on i need a break,cant keep doing this.

*cuddles Helen* I hope you had a nice time

*hugs Nicole*

*cuddles Jill* I hope you're okay sweetie

So my wardies, I'm heading off to bed, nighty night *cuddles for all* x

*huggles all*

WB April: *gentle glomps*
WB Helen: *gentle glomps*

*curls up in a corner*

aprilllllllll =] have a good week <3
ergh so tired ><

*hugs Heather*
So I'm debating if I should dress as a kitty to hand out candy to little kids at my uni's trick or treat thing monday or if I should dress up like a fairy to hand out candy. opinions?

*Glomps April* :D

*Hugs Helen* Did you enjoy your Holiday ?

*Hugs Felicia* Kitty!!!! thats what I think :)

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Heather*

*cuddles everyone, especially those who did with my return*

Mark, I did enjoy parts of my holiday yeah..

*huggles Helen*

Although it was aimed at Mark:
I'm glad you enjoyed parts of your holiday. Sorry that it wasn't all over-the-top fun, but I hope you enjoyed enough of it to make it a happy memory. :-)

Missed you :-)

*cuddles everyone*
wow, helen and april back all in one day :D it feels like christmas! lol.#how is everyone this morning?

Kahlia, thank you darling. It'll be a happy memory I'm sure. Just never missed someone, well my bestie, so much. I've been away about 4 times (not including this holiday) before and managed to get through them, just. Just makes me not want to go away without her lol.

Nicole, aww that's made my day, thank you xxx

*Hugs Nicole I'm feeling okay , My mouth hurts a bit behind my teeth grrr , How are you?