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shadowedsoul 10-05-2010 09:15 PM

Oh my god my work gets worse and worse. why the hell
would you have q stocktake and a sale on the same day,
and why only tell us tonight,then expect us to set up tonight
complete muppets.damn it I'm so stressed out.

MammaMia 10-05-2010 09:22 PM

Day's been really **** thanks Mark lol :( *hughs back*

*waves at Crimson* How you doing?? xx

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 09:44 PM

um... hi cant stay long gotta go out just thought i;d say hi

Doikers 10-05-2010 09:48 PM

*Hugs Helen with Hugs reserved for shitty days*

MammaMia 10-05-2010 09:50 PM

Thanks Mark :) *hugs tight* How are you doing?

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 09:51 PM

*lays on the floor and looks at the celing*

MammaMia 10-05-2010 09:55 PM

You OK Julie?

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:01 PM

i'm just little tired is all i'm fine

sorry that u guys r having a bad day
i feel real selfish coz i never do any indervial replys

Doikers 10-05-2010 10:01 PM

*Hugs Julie* Whats on your ceiling ?

*Hugs Helen* Today has been a better day thanx , Still got triggered by being in a social setting ( Coffee with my Sis and Bro in Law and Neice , I could feel the anxiety coming to the suface , but I'm here and I didn't cut despite the fact that I was planning too so yey me!

Tommorow the engineer from My power company is coming to read the meters and TRY and sort out those huge demands for money I keep getting . I hope that puts an end to it all . Only thing is I have to wait in between 8am and 1pm he'll come sometime then it is to be hoped.

My urges have switched from being Suicidal ( Much Less) To S.I. ( Not nice but not suicidal and I think it's important to diferentiate beteewn the 2) Sorry to waffle on.

Why was your day so ****? You don't have to say but maybe it would help to get things out.
This chair hurts :S
Bed soon .

~*forever_broken*~ 10-05-2010 10:09 PM

*pops out of her tent to hug jonikid*

Sorry I've missed you, twas babysitting. I hope you got lots of hugs in the mean time.

*retreats to her tent and curls up in her corner again*

Silly. Even that (OK so what I really did was walk across the room to make the fire alarm stop blaring) took 'it' out of me. Ridiculous.

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:15 PM

*sighs* i dont wanna go anywhere today
The following content has been hidden - Reason : coz it's embaressing
i wanna stay here and stress and worry about stuff coz it's easier then leaving the house again

Doikers 10-05-2010 10:17 PM

Oh :( *Hugs Julie some more* why do you have to leave the house?

~*forever_broken*~ 10-05-2010 10:18 PM

Mark~ sorry, catching up, apparently there've been three pages since I left, lol. Anyway reading and very glad to hear that at least you are no longer suicidal *massive hugs -that's alright, right?-*

Julie~ I stare at my ceiling a lot... *pets* I'm sorry you're tired.

Everyone~ sounds like a crap day all, I'm very sorry. *brings the tea tray out of her tent* There go.

*retreats to her tent and her corner*
gah c'est la vie, I suppose. at least, my life *rolls eyes*

PoisonedApple 10-05-2010 10:19 PM

What time is it in Wales now, Mark? It's only 1:20 pm here. :)

Julie, that isn't selfish... you have to get used to the flow of things and learn who people are before individual replies is comfy to do. :)

*cuddles everyone then goes for a walk in the ward garden*

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:20 PM

i have to go to my art school which is really fun i'm just so tired coz i haven't eaten yet and i did aquarobics at 6:30 this morning and i'm going to do combat fitness tonight

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:24 PM

*shuffles into a little box* sorry guys
i'm like this when i haven't eat sorry my emotions get all screwed up

Doikers 10-05-2010 10:24 PM

It's 10.24pm Crimson , I am pooped , gotta early morning (For me) so Night all *Bed time Squishes ward mates*

It sounds like you had a busy day Julie , no wonder you're tired :S

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:25 PM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2289905)
It sounds like you had a busy day Julie , no wonder you're tired :S

it's only 9:26 am here

~*forever_broken*~ 10-05-2010 10:29 PM

Oh Julie a little box sounds wonderful, if you want my honest opinion. Much more comforting than even my tent.

PoisonedApple 10-05-2010 10:29 PM

No wonder you're tired then Mark... 1030pm is a more than acceptable bedtime :) *goodnight huggles*
Julie, what is combat fitness?

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:29 PM

i gtg my dad is home ??? strange he's meant to be working/??? y is he home i'm not game to ask

xxjuliexx 10-05-2010 10:30 PM

it's like arobic marsial arts

Scarletdreamer 10-05-2010 10:54 PM

*wants to die*

*hides away where no one can find her forever*


PoisonedApple 10-05-2010 11:01 PM

*magically teleports to April and cuddles her* what's up, hun?

~*forever_broken*~ 10-05-2010 11:42 PM

I know I don't know you and, possibly you don't care, but... April I hope you feel better... I'm very sorry you want to die.

*leaves the tea tray out and heads back to her tent*

Scarletdreamer 11-05-2010 12:56 AM

Thanks for the cuddles & concern...

I just... well, got my grades in. And spazzed out. Awfully. Ran to the bedroom crying. And I still really do want to die. I mean, my sister graduated with a GPA of 3.989/4.0 and now, thanks to this term, I have a 3.731 GPA. No grad school is going to want that. No one is going to want someone that stupid. There are so many people better than I am. I'm just a failure, I'm an EPIC FAIL, I'm full of fail......... there are so many different ways of saying what a FAILURE I AM.


Sorry that was a rant, should've gone in my r/v thread........ am a pathetic bitch..... sorry.

*shuts up*

PoisonedApple 11-05-2010 12:59 AM

*sits and cuddles April* you are not stupid. you may not have gotten a 4.0 but you still got an A and you still finished.

MammaMia 11-05-2010 01:11 AM

April, please stay safe && you are DEFINITELY not a failure. You really struggled at times but got through it. So many people would have given up & never tried/repeated/whatever. But you kept going <3

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 01:52 AM

same as yesterday on my phone so this may not work and i might not see ur replys till i get home

MammaMia 11-05-2010 01:53 AM

It worked again. Hope you're okay Julie.
I spy an April *cuddles tight*

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 03:23 AM

*curls up rubbing my tummy*

MammaMia 11-05-2010 03:54 AM

You okay Julie??

Jetforce 11-05-2010 07:20 AM

*hides in the corner with a doona over him and quitely sleeps there*

blah, i hate those days

SoMuchMore 11-05-2010 07:30 AM

*hugs april, crimson, helen, julie, mark, JK, and everyone else i missed*

*finds Jetforce hiding and sits to keep him company* u okay?

I can't wait until tomorrow night... then i will be done! (and then i can catch up with all of you properly. Sorry)

Doikers 11-05-2010 08:18 AM

*Hugs April Hugely* You are NOT pathetic :S You did really well at uni and you should not compare yourself to your sister . You are not your sister , you are a completely diferent person and you did great :)

Kahlia1981 11-05-2010 08:41 AM

*walks in and hugs everyone who want/needs and can accept hugs*

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Mandatory ISP content filtering talk
The Tv show we watched on the Internet censorship was extremely interesting. The Government did a survey of Parents and now has decided to try and put into Legislature mandatory filtering of certain sites that it deems to be unsavoury. The particular body that makes that decision has also blacklisted, for example, a site for a school tuck-shop supply company. That body states they follow Government directives, and the Government says that the body acts completely independently with absolutely no directives applied by them. Interesting. . .

My mood is absolutely crap. And I'm freezing. Meh. . .

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 08:42 AM

*frowns*i dun quite understand Kahlia
but it sounds like thatd suck?

Doikers 11-05-2010 08:45 AM

*Hugs Kahlia and hands her a Blanket to keep her warm*

*Hugs Julie*

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 08:49 AM

thanks for the hugs mark *hugs back*

Kahlia1981 11-05-2010 09:05 AM

*hugs Mark* - Thanks for the blanket. I'm sitting here with a jumper on, but I'm going to need some socks soon too!

Julie - In NZ you guys have an ISP filter, but in one point it's voluntary, and in the second point it only blocks or blacklists child pornography. The one they are trying to introduce here in Oz is mandatory, and kind of applies to all different sorts of sites that don't meet "classification standards". It was originally designed to be a sort of "Net Nanny" to protect the nations children, but realistically it's trying to protect the politicians from a scary place that they don't understand.

Sorry, I've been on my soap-box.

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 09:07 AM


Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 2290433)

Sorry, I've been on my soap-box.

no no your soap box is very helpful

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 09:12 AM

*sits in a corner facing the corner and colours*

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 09:20 AM

gosh it's gotten cold

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 09:21 AM

*sings like donkey* i'm all alone theres noone here beside me...

Kahlia1981 11-05-2010 09:25 AM

*sings with julie* my problems have all gone ...

It's pretty cold here too. We're having really strange weather. We had rain today ... That might just have been because my housemate washed his mother's car though. lol

Doikers 11-05-2010 09:41 AM

It's a nice day but I can't go out until the Gas/electric man/woman comes to read my meters . They should be here by 1pm . I'm not used to getting up as early as I did lol , 4 coffees and 1 energy drink and I'm still tired . Sorry random ramblings.

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 10:05 AM

*goes back sits in a corner facing the corner and colours*

Doikers 11-05-2010 10:08 AM

Shuffles up next to Julie . Hi:)

xxjuliexx 11-05-2010 10:10 AM

hi u wanna colour

Doikers 11-05-2010 10:11 AM

Sure :) Need to keep awake

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