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Kahlia1981 16-07-2009 09:15 PM

*hugs all*

rockaroni 16-07-2009 10:03 PM

*throws around a few hugs*

*pops out to the smoking shelter*

Damnation, I'm sorry for your housemate, that must be awful to go through. But at least they were pre-cancerous, which means they can treat it before it gets full blown.

I don't want to leave the house. I hate that in this town people think it's so hysterical to insult strangers. I'm sick of being the easy target. Why can't people be nice anymore?

shadowedsoul 16-07-2009 10:19 PM

****sake why was i even born, im such a stuiped muppet, argh just going to hide out here intill everthing cools off,people stop having ago. *goes to corner, hide under blanket*

wildly insane 16-07-2009 11:57 PM

*hugs Jill* hang in there hun, here if you wanna talk

*hugs Rockaroni* people can be really horrible

*hugs Kahlia back gently avoiding the wrist*

*hugs Todlich* hope they've caught them soon enough

*hugs Shadowedseraph* you okay hun?

*hugs HannahBanana* keep fighting, you can do it, I hope you get the help you need

*hugs Arwen* hope you had a nice night and are ok

I've had a very frustrating day, I take so long to get out of bed which annoys me so much but I'm so tired all the time. Managed my run though which is good. Have no idea how to prep for this interview I have next friday which scares me, went for a ride in the rain, but I should have done more work, I should have done and then I wanted to chat with friends on msn and all I get is men messing with my head, why do they do it? make you feel good and then dash everything into the dirt, why can't I just like someone who wont treat me ****? I'm so annoyed with myself cos there's this really lovely guy who does like me but I just don't fancy him. I am the only one to blame for myself and I hate me.

xlaurenx 17-07-2009 12:08 AM

*Joins ward *
Why can't this all just work out for me, why can't control my SI! I'm getting in such a state!:crying:
* Hide in corner, under blanket wishing this could end*

Kahlia1981 17-07-2009 12:37 AM

*hugs all*

I go back to fracture clinic on Monday afternoon. Hopefully they'll say I don't need another cast put on... Then I'll be able to start helping with the cleaning.

zowie 17-07-2009 02:01 AM

*Hugs everyone*
Sorry, will do individual replies tomorrow. I'm a little tipsy. :D

~Kaytee~ 17-07-2009 02:36 AM

Sorry guys.. I'm around.. *cuddles you all*

Kahlia1981 17-07-2009 02:41 AM

*hugs everyone*

shadowedseraph 17-07-2009 11:42 AM

*hugs everyone* Im such a coward i let everybody down i cant do anything right, why am i even here! *hides in a corner*

Kahlia1981 17-07-2009 11:43 AM

*gently hugs everyone in the ward*

*hugs shadowed*

MammaMia 17-07-2009 12:24 PM

I'm better guys :D :D :D :D *runs around and gives hugs to all*

But my mood sure as hell hasn't picked up, oh well, I don't care. My shitty peroid came early again today, or maybe it was on time, I'm being very bad at keeping track of them at the moment....hmph!

MammaMia 17-07-2009 12:58 PM

Oh & just found I did fail my entire year of uni, hahahahahaha I suck!!!!!!

shadowedseraph 17-07-2009 02:31 PM

*hugs Kahalia* how are you doing honey?

*hugs MamaMia* you dont suck your just having a tough time at the moment

MammaMia 17-07-2009 02:45 PM

The tough time that never seems ending *sighs*

shadowedseraph 17-07-2009 02:52 PM

i know that feeling well *hugs* but it does end eventually

zowie 17-07-2009 03:25 PM

*Hugs everyone*
I'm hungover. Even a panini and a diet coke didn't make me feel better!

MammaMia 17-07-2009 06:31 PM

To make matters worse, all of my year have passed, well my 'friends' :'(

But I have no right to get upset, I'm the one who ****ed every assignment I did hand in bar one. I was the one who didn't hand in a few assignments and missed an exam. I'm the one who ****ed it all up by myself.

lolly_x 17-07-2009 06:48 PM

yep but suppose you can repeat it next year just get ya work in on times and go to exams and shizzle...

I've actually had a good day no nasty texts and i'm going out tomorow so yay :)

MammaMia 17-07-2009 06:56 PM

I did actually get my work in on time and attended all exams bar one actually but yeah :) Hoping they'll let me repeat as it's been planned between me another member of staff, because at the moment they want to know if I've withdrawn or going to re-sit in the summer.....Making me want to withdraw so much, hmm!

wildly insane 17-07-2009 11:07 PM

*Friday huggles*

~Kaytee~ 18-07-2009 03:52 AM


I did something silly last night.. :crying:

SoMuchMore 18-07-2009 05:13 AM

*knocks on door* I'm finally getting the courage to post in here... so hello.

*hugs bigbear*

youonlyliveonce 18-07-2009 09:30 AM

hello fallinstar big hugs

cud do with a hug. really struggling

wildly insane 18-07-2009 10:21 AM

*hugs Cheryl* we're here if you want to talk

Hiya Fallinstar *waves* welcome *offers tea and banana bread*

*hugs Katie* how are you feeling today?

*hugs Helen* sorry to hear about uni, hope you can get it sorted so you can re-take the year

*hugs Arwen* hangovers suck hope you have a good weekend :)

*hugs Shadowedseraph* are you feeling any better today hun. Do you want to talk about it?

*hugs Lolly* I hope you have a good time going out

*hugs Kahlia* hope you're okay

*hugs everyone else too*

I have to dash I have a million and one things to do before going to a party this evening, which i'm slightly nervous about due to having to socialise with a lot of people I don't know, must not drink too much or else I could be in trouble, had a shitty week :P

~Kaytee~ 18-07-2009 11:16 AM

Thanks fallinstar *hugs back* and hello :) Hope ur ok x

*hugs cheryl* take care

*hugs hannah* hope you have a good night :)

im ok.. i dunno really.. my arm hurts and ive decided to stop drinking for awhile.. doesnt do me any good for now :/ sorry helen bout last nite :/

Kahlia1981 18-07-2009 04:13 PM

*hugs all*

Hopefully I get my cast off on Monday. *crosses fingers* Then I just have to worry about my shoulder. It's 1am and I can't sleep. Think I'll put a movie on and hope that I fall asleep while watching it. As for my mental state, I'm fine (f*cked up, insecure, neurotic, emotional). Oh well.

zowie 18-07-2009 07:41 PM

I'm feeling really ill. My dad says it might be because I've been drinking a lot, but it doesn't feel like a hangover. Bleeeeh.

shadowedsoul 18-07-2009 09:33 PM

hmm i feel bleh, it seams like im taking 1 step forwards and 3 steps back. noithing going right, just want to cut, and it getting harder and harder to resist it. i know im going to regreat it if i do,. hmm might just hide in corner under a blanket. sorry guys.

zowie 19-07-2009 10:44 AM

Feeling better today. Didn't sleep well last night and had horrible dreams, but I think/hope the illness has passed. xx

Kahlia1981 19-07-2009 11:11 AM

*hugs everyone*

Am feeling very triggered at the moment. :(

wildly insane 19-07-2009 12:28 PM

Hannah is very very stupid, didn't cut but still am very stupid, why can't I just repect myself eh? :P

*hugs everyone* more replies later, am being called

MammaMia 19-07-2009 01:46 PM

*offers cuddles to all*

I think I'm still ill after all, buggar!! But not like how I was before, but some of the symptoms and stuff are still around and getting worse to be honest. Oh well, got to try get an appointment to see my GP about a few things anyway and this will be included. Going to be so much fun.....not!!!!

shadowedseraph 19-07-2009 08:05 PM

*huggles wildly insane* its hard to respect yourself

*cuddles MamaMia* do see your GP as soon as possible, being ill is not nice!

*hugs Kahalia* Whats up sweetie?

*hugs zowie* glad your feeling better

*hugs shadowedsoul* i think i know exactly how you feel


I'm on team one forwards three back, the only thing i have managed to do right is not cut and thats becoming a struggle

zowie 19-07-2009 08:53 PM

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you feeling now sweetie? Did you get past feeling triggered?

*Hugs Hannah* You're not stupid. Well done for not cutting.

*Hugs Helen* Hope you feel better soon hun, hope the doctors goes okay.

*Hugs Seraph* I know it's a struggle, but try to remind yourself how well you're doing by not cutting. Try to focus on that, treat yourself to something nice to cheer yourself up.


I have almost a full bottle of wine which needs finishing, and I just ate some take away cheesey chips. Too many calories for ol' fatty here. I really should stop over-indulging. I can't afford it, and I can't stand being so fat :(

shadowedseraph 19-07-2009 10:48 PM

*hugs zowie* we all need to overindulge once in a while :) be kind to yourself

wildly insane 19-07-2009 11:24 PM

*hugs Shadowedseraph* thanks for the huggles, I know it's tough when you feel like it's one forward and three back but you have to keep trawling through the mud and you'll reach firmer ground eventually

*hugs Arwen* mmm cheesy chips, yummy, but I know what you mean. I did slip, just a little, later on :(

*hugs Helen* hope you get better soon hun

*hugs Jill under her blanket* look after yourself, be kind

*hugs Kahlia* hope you managed to fight the triggering

*hugs Katie, Todlich, Kat, Jem, Cheryl, HannahBanana, Hayley, Vicki, Secrets and anyone else hiding*

meh :(

Kahlia1981 19-07-2009 11:36 PM

*hugs all*

I was triggered by my parents but that issue has now resolved. Uni starts back next week and I just have to stay in control until then, and it will distract me. Especially as I'm looking at studying full-time.

I'm almost 11 months SI free and i'm trying to hold on until I reach that mark.

Right now I'm waiting for the nurses to come and give me a shower. I think I spend far too much time waiting...

zowie 20-07-2009 12:14 AM

I'm eight months free today.

SoMuchMore 20-07-2009 02:30 AM

*hugs zowie* Congrats! Good job!!!

I haven't been feelin to good the last couple of days (mentally)... wish i could talk about it w/ my boyfriend but, i always have issues talking to him. I guess i don't want to make him mad.

Damnation. 20-07-2009 05:49 AM

Congrats, Arwen :)

realflifefaerie 20-07-2009 08:41 AM

I'm back.

Things are so, so busy and my heads all over the place. I shall try to pop in again later but atm I don't know whether I'm coming or going.

*leaves hugs*

Kahlia1981 20-07-2009 09:08 AM

congrats Arwen

*hugs everyone in the ward*

Have to keep my cast on for 2 more weeks then should be relieved from the burden of carrying it.

shadowedseraph 20-07-2009 11:46 AM

*hugs zowie* congratulations thats a massive achivement, you should be so proud!

*hugs fallinstar* you can always talk here, we'll all listen

*hugs secrets* good to see you back

*hugs wildly insane* Thanks for the positive vibes, hope you feel a bit better soon

*hugs Todlich* how are you doing?

*hugs Kahalia* good news on the cast front!

zowie 20-07-2009 11:53 AM

:) Thanks everyone! xxx

MammaMia 20-07-2009 12:30 PM

Kahlia, oh good news on the cast front and yay for you being nearly 11 months :)

Arwen, congraultations sweetie

*leaves cuddles for everyone*

lolly_x 20-07-2009 12:41 PM

my head is banging...
i want to go park... head wont let me...

MammaMia 20-07-2009 02:29 PM

Try go Laura, might help your headache (assuming that's what the banging was referring to...) :)

shadowedseraph 20-07-2009 02:33 PM

*hugs MammaMia* how are you today sweetie?

MammaMia 20-07-2009 03:19 PM

Struggling, but I can't, got two best friends & a close friend who need me to hold together to help them through, one best friend in particular. I'm fine :) It's all fine!!! Bahahaha! >.<

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