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anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 04:18 AM

someone hold me please i wanna..

Snuffles 28-01-2009 04:33 AM

Yay thanks dayna, i hope it does too, i hope it works out for you as well!!!!!!!!

Hey Becca, I'm Katie.. are you ok? *cuddles*

anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 04:46 AM

i was ok till someone who is visiting here not invited by me started ****..

Damnation. 28-01-2009 05:08 AM

*Hugs Becca tightly*

Thanks, Katie

anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 05:34 AM

*clings* try n keep meh safe

Jetforce 28-01-2009 08:49 AM

*leaves some cans of drink for ppl*

Hope everyone is doing well there xxx

zowie 28-01-2009 12:22 PM

Hi Becca *waves* I'm Arwen. *Safe hugs*

My care co ordinator didn't call me back yesterday so I phoned her again today and am still waiting for her to call. Useless.

zowie 28-01-2009 02:26 PM

Saw my care co ordinator, she wasn't much help and I was feeling too crap to ask if they actually believe in the voices, couldn't handle it if she said no.

realflifefaerie 28-01-2009 02:40 PM

leaves hugs for everyone.

Secrets is stupidly busy and cant really help at the moment, sorry.

Mary Anne 28-01-2009 07:20 PM

Hi everyone,

Zowie - sorry you are feeling crap *hugs*

Secrets - is it good busy? *hugs*

*waves at Becca* as you can tell I am Mary Anne :)

*hugs Dayna, Ravyn, Jetforce, Kahlia, Katie, Nicole, Helen, Pixie and everyone else* (this place is so busy just now!)

I'm poop :(
In that zone where I just can't see things ever getting better, I am destined to live feeling this crap forever.
He-devil declared that I have a great life, he just does not get that no matter how much 'stuff' (ie house, friends, job etc) you have none of that matters when inside you feel so horrible.
Looks like it is just me and Fraggle (cat) forvever and great as she is I just can't see the point in any of this.
Feeling sorry for my big fat self.

*gives puppy Sinclair a cuddle and curls up in the denial tent*

MammaMia 28-01-2009 08:09 PM

Last night was interesting to say the least.
I have to go see someone tomorrow to report an incident that occured in the early hours of this morning, sadly involving me =/
Am so tired :(

Damnation. 28-01-2009 10:00 PM

*Hugs everyone tightly*


MammaMia 28-01-2009 10:19 PM


Snuffles 28-01-2009 10:46 PM

YAY DAYNA THATS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See :P Lol...

Well we don't have anything yet BUT we got the letter last night soooo I'm going to be applying for places today, ringing up some more to get some appts and then hand in app forms today and yeah FINGERS CROSSED!!!!!!

*cuddles everyone*

Damnation. 28-01-2009 11:26 PM

*Tackleglomps Helen and Katie* ^______________^

We haven't actually said yes yet, because my housemate wants to check things over with the people who're going to be helping with our advance payment, but it is looking very good indeed! And ooooh, good luck Katie! <3

wildly insane 29-01-2009 12:20 AM

*hugs everyone*
*goes and curls up in a corner*
how come I go out and have a really lovely time and then ruin it all because by the time I get home I'm feeling bloody shitty again?

ravynsoul 29-01-2009 12:27 AM

congrats Dayna!!!!!!

That's awesome :)

ravynsoul 29-01-2009 12:32 AM

*hugs Hannah* That's not fun :( Do you want to talk about it?

Good luck on the house hunting Katie! Keep us uptodate.

Helen - that doesn't sound good; what happened?

Mary Anne - it will pass; sorry that the he-devil is such an insensitive jerk :(

Secrets - don't feel bad; what are you busy with?

Hi Becca, nice to meet you. Hope you feel welcome.

Arwen - how are things going now?

Jem - thanks for the drink *sips thirstily* How are you doing?

Pixie - how are you?

*hugs everyone*

Hope everyone else is doing ok; trying to start replying more posts; I'm really sorry if I missed someone's.. I have read them all. *leaves lots of hugs*

Snuffles 29-01-2009 12:39 AM

Well hope it works out for you Dayna! *huggles*

Wildly- geez, I'm the same hey.. or I feel like **** during the time I'm out and get bored and therefore ruin it for others *rolls eyes* *cuddles*

ravyn- how are you today? *snuggles*

Snuffles 29-01-2009 12:40 AM


Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1388174)
Last night was interesting to say the least.
I have to go see someone tomorrow to report an incident that occured in the early hours of this morning, sadly involving me =/
Am so tired :(

*cuddles tight* hope ur ok xxxxxxxxxxxxx

ravynsoul 29-01-2009 12:44 AM

Thanks Katie *snuggles back* I'm not doing too bad; wish my cold/sinus infection thingy would go away though..

Snuffles 29-01-2009 12:52 AM

Oh thats no good *cuddles* hope u feel better soon. im dreading that about winter lol..

Damnation. 29-01-2009 12:54 AM

Ravyn: Thank you! ^____^ *Glomps* And bleh, I still really hope you feel better soon D:

>_O *Hugs Wildly*

Katie: Thankies ^_^. I'll keep everyone here up to date with how things are going

ravynsoul 29-01-2009 01:00 AM

Thanks Katie and Dayna *hugs back* I hope I feel better soon too; and hopefully you guys stay healthy! Whenabouts does winter start for you Kaite?

Snuffles 29-01-2009 01:22 AM

Sweet dayna, so will i :) going to make some phone calls soon.. ugh hate being the one to do it but oh well..

ravyn, well autumn starts in just over a month, then winter 3 months after that :)

wildly insane 29-01-2009 01:23 AM

Thanks Shell *hugs back* hope you shake the cold soon

don't think it's anything in particular I just don't think my brain works right :-p I went to see Slumdog millionaire at the cinema with some friends and I just ended up thinking how pathetic it is that I'm miserable when I have so much more to be happy about than so many people, but that doesn't help, it makes things even worse, the other option is going out and seeing so many gorgeous, skinny, intelligent girls out there and I just end up feeling like nobody is ever going to want me and even if someone did I'd be so scared that I'd screw it up anyway. blah sorry, as I'm usless at opening up I thought I'd take a step forward and try a little bit.

Glad you found a place Dayna, hope you finalise it soon.

Helen, hope things are okay

Becca, you feeling any better?

*hugs Secrets* hope you're not too stressed

Thanks for the drinks Jet, hope you're okay

thanks Katie *cuddles back*

Arwen I hope your care co-ordinator gets off her arse and manages to give you some help. Is there anyone else you can call? *hugs*

MaryAnne, sorry to hear you're feeling so shitty hope you feel better in here *hugs*

Damnation. 29-01-2009 01:29 AM

Katie: Good stuff ^___^

*Hugs Wildly* Thanks. Hope you feel better soon

Bleh. Goodbye good mood ;-;

Kahlia1981 29-01-2009 04:28 AM

*offers hugs to everybody*

Can it stop raining now please ?? I always get more depressed when it won't stop raining. I just want to curl up and start crying. =(

anarchistl0ve 29-01-2009 05:12 AM

i am a bit better

MammaMia 29-01-2009 08:14 AM


Originally Posted by ravynsoul (Post 1388893)
Helen - that doesn't sound good; what happened?

It really isn't good :( I will say it was lucky I didn't get anymore hurt than I did. Will explain later maybe.


Originally Posted by Snuffles (Post 1388906)
*cuddles tight* hope ur ok xxxxxxxxxxxxx

*cuddles Katie extremely tight :P* Love you


Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1388987)
Helen, hope things are okay

I wish they were.


Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 1389124)
*offers hugs to everybody*

Can it stop raining now please ?? I always get more depressed when it won't stop raining. I just want to curl up and start crying. =(

*cuddles Kahlia* I know how you feel :(

*offers cuddles to all*

Kahlia1981 29-01-2009 08:31 AM

Thanks Helen. It's a pretty common reaction to constant rain, right ??
We are scheduled to have continuous rain until approximately Sunday. :(
Poot. I'm going to have damaged myself by then if this keeps up.

*offers hugs and cuddles and sits with Puppy SinClair*

wildly insane 29-01-2009 09:31 AM

Puppy Sinclair gives Kahlia a big wet sloppy puppy kiss, but only if she lets him :)

*hugs everyone and leaves coffee and muffins for breakfast*

Kahlia1981 29-01-2009 09:42 AM

Thanks Hannah ... oh and Puppy SinClair as well.

Can I steal a coffee for dinner instead of breakfast ??

wildly insane 29-01-2009 10:38 AM

but of course, but only if it doesn't stop you sleeping, I had an espresso once, I was bouncing off the walls till 4 in the morning :)

Jetforce 29-01-2009 11:37 AM

Gah :-(

I'm such a waste of space...

zowie 29-01-2009 11:56 AM

*Hugs Jem* You are not a waste of space. I don't think so, I think the ward would be a very different place without you.

I'm doing better. My care co ordinator finally got back to me and took me out for coffee. She wasn't much help, but my dad's phoning her today to ask her to get me an appointment with my psych.
I'm so hungry but I absolutely hate food at the moment. I just want to starve until I'm skinny again.

Jetforce 29-01-2009 12:02 PM

*cuddles zowie* thx's

Just going thru a rough patch i suppose

trying to battle out of it..but i think sleeping it off might help hmmm


zowie 29-01-2009 12:19 PM

Sleeping usually helps me when I'm going through a rough patch. Try to have a rest and maybe you'll feel better xxx

Mary Anne 29-01-2009 12:49 PM

Hi all,

seems like a fair few of us are feeling a bit podgey just now, sad things is we are all most likely absolutely fine the size we are but our brains don't see it that way.
Right now I am a little scared I am going to go down the ED line again but am working hard at resisiting and trying to be sensible.

*leaves loads of hugs for everyone and a bonio for puppy Sinclair!*

MammaMia 29-01-2009 01:01 PM

Kahlia, constant rain sucks sweetie, try watching dvds and stuff? I don't know....

Jem, you're not a waste of space one bit, get some sleep, it'll help :)

May Anne *cuddles*

Zowie, hope you're okay sweetheart, please be careful =(

One hour & one minute to go until my meeting about the incident. :-( But first I have to go to another meeting (with the person I saw last week), am sorta looking forward to it buit I'm so tireeeeeeeeeed.

Oh & guess what joke my lecturer made today when dicussing revision *rolls eyes*
The following content has been hidden - Reason : triggering..suicide
"there will be no need for blood, sweat and tears....unless you're commiting suicide of course"

Jetforce 29-01-2009 01:12 PM

thx's guys

tc there..have a good day ppl xx

rockaroni 29-01-2009 01:49 PM

I swear I should drop out of uni. My mood swings are starting to make it so I can't focus on anything. I'm either hyper to the point that I can't sit down or I'm depressed and I can't move. And I'm not sure they're willing to change my meds even though they haven't been working for months.

Grrrrr. I can't sleep either.

*leaves hugs and creme eggs*

Detour. Derail 29-01-2009 02:35 PM

im tired...
to the point of 0____0;;


Haha...someone ACTUALLY wants to go out on a kinda date with me on Saturdayyy,.....

Lets hope I turn up...

Hope everyones ok.

*leaves hugs and vaious other bits 'n' bobs.

Tears of Solitude 29-01-2009 02:56 PM

{{{{{{{{{{{{ hugs to everyone }}}}}}}}}}

Sorry I wasnt around to support anyone yesterday, I had to go to hospital.

Thinking of everyone

Jade xxx

Mary Anne 29-01-2009 05:06 PM

Are you okay Jade? *hugs*

*cuddles Helen* how did the meeting go?

Voice (sorry you name escpaes me right now) - yey a date :) *hugs*

*leaves hugs*


realflifefaerie 29-01-2009 05:59 PM

Voice- a date sounds like fun, go for it.
*hugs Jade* how are you?
*hugs Helen* Lecturers are often insensitive, I'm sorry you had to listen to that.
Rockaroni- is there a tutor you could talk to about how your feeling and how its affecting your work to see if you could get some help.

*leaves hugs for others that come in*

zowie 29-01-2009 08:11 PM

*Hugs Helen* How did the reporting of the incident go hun?

*Hugs Katie* Can you talk to a tutor about extra help you can get? Maybe talk to your doctor about the problems you feel you're having with your meds.

*Hugs Alexx* Hope you managed to get some sleep!

Jade, are you okay? *Hugs*

I slept through most of the day. Am trying to keep myself together so I can go out at the weekend. I honestly feel so much stronger when I'm around TRUE friends. So tomorrow I should be going to the pub with my pub friends, and then on Saturday our neighbour has asked me and my dad to join him for a few pints.
So I've got **** to look forward to which is giving me a bit of a boost, but at this very moment I'm really struggling to shut the voices up.
I ate some cocktail sausages today. I feel like I've failed.

Tears of Solitude 29-01-2009 08:20 PM

Thanks for being concerned everyone, Im fine.

Mary Ann <hugs to you>

Mamma < how did you meeting go ? >

Secrets < thanks for the concern are you ok ? >

Zowie < I hope you do have a good weekend. Dont be so down on yourself honey xxx >

< big hugs to everyone >

Jade xxx

Auburn Shadow 29-01-2009 10:08 PM

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I haven't been around much recently, hit a bit of a dark spell, and just haven't really done much of anything. Not helping in the parts where I need to find a job, get money, and generally get everything back on track, but I just... I'm letting everything get on top of me a little too much, and right now... I'm just kinda falling apart.

Tonight's been bad. Tom doesn't understand anything, not even the fact that I'm in a bad mood, he's just too damned affectionate all the time, and when I'm like this, well... antisocial tends to be rather high up on the agenda. Can't really talk about what's bothering me, because he's sat right next to me and I don't want to risk him reading over my shoulder because... well, yeah.

Sorry for the lack of support guys. *leaves massive cuddles for whoever wants*

Tears of Solitude 29-01-2009 10:12 PM

Auburn, sorry that you are going through such a rough patch right now. Keep hanging in there and fighting xxx

I really hope you feel a little bit better tomorrow

< hugs >

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