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kitkat, the nhs have a poisons helpline, they would at least hopefully be able to give you some information the phone number is 0844 892 0111 - I can give that out can't I?
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No I don't think they do... It's just gone past midnight here so my doctors will be closed.
I think I'll have to talk to the college nurse... No worries, I'm Kathryn (: |
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*hugs Helen* you said earlier you had a good chat with your friend and that you also enjoyed meeting up with your friend when you went out. try and think of the good things, I know it's hard, but you can get through this *cuddles*
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I am actually pouring with tears.
Kat, it's not your fault sweetie. Please go speak to your college nurse, it's so urgent sweetie, or ring NHS Direct somehow (and yes Hannah you can give that number out :)) Julie, I'm crying about something that happened a long time ago & other stuff. It just hurts so much right now :'( I just want all this **** to stop. Hannah, I went out with my Dad & his girlfriend. But yeah, I am thinking about that, just makes me miss someone even more. :'( Just want my best friend to hold me tight & she can't, well not in person because we live too far away & can't virtually because she's fast asleep. What a pathetic loser I am *continues to cry* Sorry :'( :'( |
well be careful then, it should so be a free number, but it isn't, do you have a skype account? you could phone them on that :( and make sure you get some help if you begin to feel worse okay?
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*hugs Hannah* Not good. Not good at all. How has your day been?
*hugs Hels & gives her tissues* You're not pathetic at all hun <3 Feel like talking? *hugs Kat* I agree with what Helen and Hannah have said... definitely get checked or tell someone. |
you're not a loser Helen *huggles* it's perfectly understandable and missing people is one of the hardest things to deal with
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Haven't got a Skype account ):
Sorry I thought I made you cry, I don't like making people cry. I'll get help... I'm tired and really achey and my belly hurts a bit... |
Hi Taz, what's up?
Am okay, slightly stressy about stuff and should probably go to bed but neh |
*takes tissues and blows nose* Thank you Taz :'(
Why does this have to hurt so much :'( Why does the past have to make me feel sooooooo **** :'( I just want my best friend to hold me tight. I know I've partly mentioned all this in my last post, sorry. I'll shut up. |
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please do Kat *hugs*
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Don't be sorry, and you don't need to shut up, we all need to vent our emotions and place to go when we're upset, you don't have to be sorry (: And thanks for helping me out everyone (: *hugs* |
don't shut up Helen, unfortunately our past has dealt it's blow and we have to live with it. If somebody's hurt you then their not worth your struggles, if somebody you love is no longer around, they would not want to see you cry. However, I know that that doesn't really help, sorry :( your best friend would be with you, holding you tight if she could.
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I hate my past. I'd do anything to change it sometimes, yet if it hadn't happened, I honestly don't think I'd know my best friends or if I did, we wouldn't be as close as we are & probably would all be dead to be honest. I know that's extreme.
You're welcome sweetheart :) What we're here for. *offers hugs* |
Thanks Hannah. Yeah you're right it has dealt its blows & I have to live with it :'( But it still hurts & I'm still trying to deal with it I guess? I know she would, I know she really really would :'(
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I think that's a good way to look at it, you have them and they have you and you are all better people because of having and knowing each other :)
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Not extreme at all, my past made me who I am today, and through it all, I wouldn't change that for anyone... So in a way I'm glad it all happened.
No one close would want to see you cry, I don't and we've only just started talking... I just hate it when people cry. Thanks (: *hugs* |
that last post was with reference to your other post not your last one, sorry should have quoted, I know it hurts hun *hugs*
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I'm sorry guys I'm shattered and have to sleep otherwise I will not be good to deal with tomorrow.
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I think I've stopped crying, sure it'll start off again in a second lol :'( Why is it crying never satisfies me enough, unless it is for hours & hours :'( God I'm picky. >.> *curls up* |
**** life. **** it, I say.
Nevermind. *puts on professional face and is fine* :) |
Beginning to get oh so sick of hearing that people are fine when they're clearly not. Sorry this is not aimed at anyone in particular.
We're here for you April *offers cuddles* |
One of my online friends is having another of my online friends visit for the summer. I am so ****ing jealous. I have known these people since 2005 and have never gotten to meet them but love them so much. And now they're going to have the time of their lives. While I'm here. Doing an internship and applying to residential treatment. WHAT A ****ING LOSER I AM.
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Maybe you could organise it yourself honey? Sometimes if you want something doing, it's best to do it yourself instead of waiting for others to do it, else it never happens. Sad really. Also you are NOT a ****ing loser sweetheart :(
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Saying that we are "fine" when we're obviously not is a normal reaction. We all say we are fine when we aren't. It's the "keeping up appearances". And it's normal to get sick of it. Even when we know that we do it ourselves. Maybe we just need to cut ourselves and each other a little slack and make a pledge to be honest in the here-and-now. You know, in this safe place we say how we really are? I don't know, just a thought. I'm not trying to criticise anyone - really I'm not. But it's hard to support when someone can't or won't tell you how they really are doing. Any suggestions or ideas anyone?
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I quite agree with you Kahlia, I think we are all guilty of doing this, particularly at the moment & it can get frustrating. I think we should all pledge to stop saying it, or at least in this thread :(
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i'm sorry... :(
i can't organize it. we don't have the money. i live in pennsylvania, she lives in indiana, and he and his family live in texas. they're probably paying for her flight tickets or whatever. i can't organize it. the u.s. is much too big. and we're too poor. especially when jarrod forgets to collect his unemployment. >:( sorry. i'm bitching about things i shouldn't be bitching about. it shouldn't matter. none of this should matter. i just updated r/v if anyone cares to read. sorry. :( |
If it's upsetting you or affecting you emotionally then you have every right to moan or whatever. It's still important to you..
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thanks hels... :(
*hides in a deep, deep hole* :'( |
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I spy Kahlia too |
On following Kahlia's note (and Helen's agreeance)... I don't know how I feel. I'm not okay. I'm not fine.
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*hugs Kat, Hannah, Hels, Kahlia & April* *leaves spare hugs on the table for anyone else who needs them* |
*cuddles Taz lots & lots*
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*hugs Hels* Thanks :(
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i patheticcc |
*sits* any one here
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*hugs Julie* how are you?
*hugs Heather* i think that's right? you're not pathetic at all, what's up? *hugs Taz* sorry your feeling so **** right now *cuddles gently* well done on not ODing. I couldn't work out if yippee was sarcastic and you didn't want to go camping with your family or whether you were actually looking forward to it - sorry, I'm tending on the former but not 100% *hugs Kahlia* I'll sign the pledge. So how are you? *hugs April* I'm sorry hun, that sounds really tough. is there anyway you can save a little each month and make a decision to make the trip/invite them to stay next year (or when you have enough) and then you have that to look forward to as well? I know money may have other priorities, it's just a thought. Soooo...I'm running uber late and I haven't made my lunch yet :P am in quite an anxious and panicky mood today, but I'll get through it. Take care guys and leaving a bucket of hugs on the table for you to pick any of your choosing, there's plenty for everyone, that and some pancakes with blueberries (hope you like blueberries) and maple syrup mmmm... calorie free of course |
*Cuddles everyone*
Such a lot has happened since I slept - Sorry I haven't been around for you guys. It's horrible that you beautiful people are feeling so shitty. I'm feeling a bit stressed myself and it's way too hot outside. I feel disgusting. anyone can pm me if they feel like talking xx |
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*offer julie hugs*
Are you okay honey? xx |
*nods* i fine
how r u |
Hot and flustered and stressed and tired.
Really want to cut as well ... not good. What are you up to sweetie? |
i be back soon
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i'm back..
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Welcome back!
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i'm just mucking around on the net
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*sits and worries*
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What are you worried about honey?
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i just checked my phone bill...
it's gong to be $70 like holy **** |
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