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Whats happening with what Lindsay?

Oops I OVERnapped , went to bed about 11.20am and didn't get up until my Dad rang my phone , which was in my pocket, at 12.40pm . Still , napping seems to have helped a bit ,I just hope I can sleep tonight :S

*Hugs JK* It can be really hard to switch meds I hope you don't get to bad withdrawel/switching side effects .

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Originally Posted by Scarletdreamer (Post 2315637)

*cuddles Hels* Three months is amazing!!!! :D *throws confetti and does the happy dance for you too* :) Hehe. I view any amount of time gone without self harm as a milestone, based especially on the frequency of the SH before stopping/trying to stop.

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Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 2315690)

Helen: *big hugs* Congrats on your 3 months!! *throws confetti*

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Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2315694)

*throws confetti for helen and kahlia* Congrats you two!

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Originally Posted by taz35 (Post 2315715)

*throws even more confetti* As if I forgot to congratulate you both on your accomplishments :crazy: CONGRATSSSSS <3 :-D

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Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2316001)

Helen :) Way to go on 3 months free ! *throws confettti too* * Hugs*

Thanks everyone for the congratulations <3

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Originally Posted by jonikd (Post 2316205)

Hugs Helen, I'm worried about you hun,nothing I can do or say, but just wanted you to know that.

*hugs back* Why you worried about me sweet?? Also, med changes are never easy, you'll get through it, I believe in you *extra squishes*

Emma, I'm sorry you've been struggling with flashbacks, I saw your thread though *cuddles tight*

Mark, thanks for letting us know about Hayley =) Hope the urges have passed.

April, hope you're feeling better.

Julie, yay for you eating :)

Taz *jumps on*

Laura, hope you're doing okay

Kahlia, don't let your mum get to you & congratulations :P

*hugs everyone else* Sorry.

Hm I forgot that WoW is down today for maintenance until 2pm my time, grrr. Was going to go on it for a bit, taking a break from entering surveys. :( Boo hiss. Don't feel good AT ALL... :'(

How are you, Kat? *spies you and cuddles*

And Mark, I spy you too!! :D *cuddles*

Hels, sweetie, how are you doing today? *squishes*

Sorry, I was asking shadowedsoul what was up.

No energry, at all. Would love to do individuals, but so tired. will do this page, though, sorry it's not more.

*cuddles mark* napping is good, sometimes I find a nap helps me sleep better because i'm not overtired, but then it depends on what thoughts i have before bed. Well done on holding out over those urges. *squishes*

*cuddles hels* congrats, and well done on such a great individual reply post, i can't possiblely (spelling?) compete!

*hunts april down in the warren, gives her a huge cuddle* I'm sorry you're not having a good time hunny. wish I could help.

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*waves at lindsay* didn't mean to leave you out, sorry sweetie *extra special huggles*

April, not doing too great to be honest. But hey, when am I? *broken record much?*

Kat, thank you sweetheart.

*cuddles hels* sorry you're not doing too great. Wish I could make you feel better *hands you pretty flowers picked from the ward garden*

*cries* I dont wanna do this anymore

*cuddles Kat and Hels* I wish I could help you both more than I can... I feel so helpless. :( *holds you both and rocks back and forth gently* Will be keeping you in my prayers though, can tell you that much. :) If that's okay, that is.

I can't keep up with life. I just want to give up, give in, quit. :'(

*hugs Mark* I hope you didn't cut, the urge will always pass, you just have to try and fight through it <3 (and yes, I'm being a hypocrite by telling you this...)

*hugs Julie*

*hugs April* What's driving you to think that?

*tackles Helen* You're not a broken record hun, get that out of your mind :) I wish I could help more :(

*hugs Lindsay* How're you doing?

*hugs JK, shadowedsoul, Emma, Kat*

*hugs anyone she may have missed and leaves piles of extra hugs on a table*

Thanks Kat, April & Taz. I feel like a broken record, I'm sick of feeling so bad. So ****ing sick of it. So ****ing sick of these thoughts aswell. Making me want to do them just so they'll SHUT THE **** UP!!!

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*throws confetti for helen and kahlia* Congrats you two!

*hugs everyone else* Again, im sorry, im not feeling up to doing individual replies, but i am reading and am keeping all of you in my thoughts.

This.

Ughhh feel like ****. :'(

But I did call the new therapist and left a message. :-S Actually had to make 2 phone calls... I HATE PHONES!!!! It would be so much easier if everything were through typing. :'( No appt made yet as she wasn't answering her phone at the second office they have, but... at least I tried, right? :-S I'm scared... I don't want to do therapy again but my NP and Jarrod both think that it's wise. :(

*hides in a hole*

updated r/v........................ :'(

bitch that i am. sorry, so sorry....

*cuddles april* not a bitch, hun.

Sorry one step closer,thought I saw an old ex freind of
mine, it kind of set of some really shitty flashbacks
horrible stuff. Realy wanted to selfharm, Hate that he gone yet I'm left with the ****. Graps some bed covers and hides in a corner.

Having such an awful day again.
You wouldn't believe.
Can't tell anyone though..

*Hugs Helen* Do you think you could tell us?

*spots a Hayley and Hugs:)* your laptop is working?

Wow, like JK said, even in the space of 24hours its hard to keep up with the pace of the ward. I have read through everything since I was last in the ward common room though but I'm too brain fogged with my M.E to attempt to do individual replies.

I would like to thank Mark for being my messenger earlier with reagrds to my broken laptop. As you can see it's broken no longer.....*pause*....well it never was broken....I thought it was plugged in but infact my lamp was plugged in, so it hadn't broken, the battery had simply died *blushes* I'm glad I figured that one out before I asked someone round to help me!!!

*goes around ward giving all her wardies appropriate tlc*

*toddles out to smoking shelter*