*hugs you* course you can come in here sweetie. Welcome :)

Am around if you want to talk about anything.

Welcome hun
Here if you need us
How are you Hana?

I'm not too bad really. Had a great weekend, and I'm still buzzing from it. Moved away from my parents for a while to get some space and to get my head together cause the constant yelling while I was there didn't do much for me.

How've you been Ku?

*takes a magic sweetie* thanks Deb i'm Becca btw *goes back to hiding in the corner*

Thanks for the hugs......



I've had a generally good day.
So why the f*ck have I got ideas in my head.
About how to od etc?
I emailed my counsellor asking if I can see her this week after all.
Cus we didn't have our normal session today due to her being elsewhere.
I thought she's back tomorrow, but no, not til Weds.
Help me? :crying:

trying to focus...mind gone on holiday

Helen hun keep talking to us
Maybe write all the reasons it would be a bad idea?

I can't tell you why you have those ideas but i can share in the feeling with you and offer you more cuddles it sucks when your brain is working against you

Thanks you two.

Bad idea because:

*If my parents find out they'll go mad because I broke their sodding promise.

*I might be ill :S

*I'd be letting me & everyone else down?

Hun you wouldn't be letting anyone down, but you'd be missed loads!

*cuddles up with Deb* Its true Hells think of all the people who'd miss you and who love you

*hugs helen*
I'm going to echo Ku here, you'd be missed loads sweetie.

*more hugs*

*hugs everyone else*

You make it sound like I want to do it as a sucidice attempt.
Hmmm maybe I do.
I don't know.
What I do know is that I just sent a four page text to Emma.
She's not gonna like it.
Meh.
I'm sorry :crying:

*drops off some hugs and some trail mix.*

Don't be sorry hun.
*huge hugs*
Do you?
Do you not?
Either way hun, it's not a good idea hun.
No one wants you hurt, and no one wants you dead either.

But I am sorry.
*huge hugs back*
I know it's not a good idea.
*cries*
I need a release of all this depression.
Can't I be happy? NOW?

I missed this post :blush:
*hugs back*
*more and more hugs*
:)

What are you sorry for hun?
I dunno hun, I don't know how you can release it best.
Do you write? Draw? Hobbies?
You could write about it, use art, anything. Talk. Punch pillows.
Be safe hun

Thanks hun.

*crawls into hall and sobs* i feel so out of it. please... someone take me jome.