*hugs all* sorry I can't manage more, I have a horrible headache from the heat, but know I have lots of cuddles for you all

*Hugs Oliver*

*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Oliver* headaches suck, maybe take a nap?

My brother and stepbrother ate my pizza. We only have cereal left, and I already had that 3 nights for dinner in the last 2 weeks. It's too easy to develop and ED here. I'm already funny around food and everytime I'm actually hungry and in the mood of eating there's nothing left. My mom wants to send me to a nutritionist, but she's the one who keeps promising me that she'll safe food for me and then there's nothing left. wtf

*hugs Lindsay, Oliver, Mark, Laura*

*Hugs My Wardies*
I'll respond tomorow Crimson

*hugs Mark good night*

Not safe... scared :crying: no hugs please

*offers Angel a plushie to cuddle and sits near by*

Thank you ... my husband called the crisis team..took an extra med ...i give it an hour if it don't work i have to call and make an appointment with them.
Good Friday is hard ...because of abuse in the past ...No hugs please

*Hugs Crimson*
*Waves to Angel*

How are you guys this Morning?

Today is starting out okay, I guess, would rather be in bed with covers pulled over my head, but I have to work through my time left so that I can get a final paycheck. Urges have subsided for the moment, but the day is still young (only 8:15am here) Hope that others in here are doing ok as well.

***returns to corner to hide from the day***

I'm so depressed and itchy. I can't stand to be alive any more.

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Okay, the day is officially going downhill, I am now hiding at my desk with my headphones in, trying to drown out the sound of my heart pounding out of my chest. Gotta love anxiety attacks, thinking about hiding in the bathroom for a while to try and get away from this feeling. I know that I can make this go away, but I really fight to avoid SI while I am at work, hard enough to hide the evidence of what I do away from the office.

*lays on the floor in corpse pose* Vinyasa yoga is way more leg intensive than what I'm used to... I could only do 21 minutes out of a 36 minute sequence... Then my knees protesting reached critical mass... I do feel good about doing it though. It's been forever since I did yoga.

How is everyone? *hugs all my wardies*

Hmmmm... Quiet day.
*hugs all*
Have a good day/ weekend/holiday everyone! I'll see you all Monday!

*Hugs Crimson*

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia*

So I'm off to my folks this afternoon so am sorry if my usage gets sporadic :S I can't sleep there and my digestion gets thrown out of wack *Sigh*

Hope your visit is bearable, Mark.

I'm going to see my brother in Edinburgh today. It's going to involve a lot of travel to different train stations, I hope I don't get lost.

Good Luck Lindsay Hun and have a good time :) *Hugs*