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risenfromperdition 21-07-2011 08:49 AM

know how you feel laura =\ ergh

Doikers 21-07-2011 10:55 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Laura* ooooohhhhh New username , I like :)

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Heather*

misskitty112 21-07-2011 12:20 PM

*pops in and leaves hugs*
I'm on a train back to London :)

Louise 21-07-2011 01:49 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 21-07-2011 02:30 PM

*Hugs Felicia*<3

*Hugs Louise* what is that quoter in your signature Hun , I really like it :)

one_step_closer 21-07-2011 04:51 PM

Hey everyone. I didn't go to my voluntary work today because I feel a sense of dread when I think about it. I will have to go next week though. I'm supposed to phone the crisis team soon but I don't know what to say to them. There is nothing much in my head and because of that they'll think that i'm ok.

Doikers 21-07-2011 05:06 PM

*Squishes Lindsay*

Hurricane 21-07-2011 06:39 PM

*hugs everyone*

So today was going good, still is mostly, but my cell phone took a dive and encountered the blue screen of death. I nearly cried in the store. haha fml?

one_step_closer 21-07-2011 07:45 PM

Is your phone working now?

I've had a confusing day. I feel more and more disconnected from the world. I have made a thread in GSA if anyone wants to know more detail. I'd appreciate some input.

insidemyhead 21-07-2011 07:45 PM

Havent been in here before, hi everyone *waves*

*Sits with hotwater bottle*

one_step_closer 21-07-2011 07:48 PM

Hi, how are you? I'm Lindsay.

Hurricane 21-07-2011 09:21 PM

The phone works! Well, more correctly, the phone has been replaced! Either way I'm glad that it's sorted out. 3 hours without a phone felt like torture.

Hi there, insidemyhead. I'm Heidi.

Doikers 21-07-2011 09:49 PM

hug Louise

Hugs Lindsay

waves insidemyhead

Hugs Heidi

flutterby butterfly 21-07-2011 10:04 PM

*hugs everyone* I've got my girlfriend's little brother (7) & mum's dog here tonight & I'm exhausted. Not feeling great, but trying to hang in there. Thinking of you guys. much love xx

Laura2.0 21-07-2011 10:10 PM

*hugs all*

I'm going back home tomorrow.

Cazki 21-07-2011 11:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hurricane (Post 2894666)
*hugs Ian* Hi there. I think you're lovely :)

Aww thank you so much, you have made my day and you made me smile :)

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

*Waves to insidemyhead*

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 12:40 AM

*hugs all*

*hides*

Cazki 22-07-2011 12:48 AM

Hey Oliver :) *Gives Oliver a big hug* why you hiding? You ok?

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 12:55 AM

*hugs Ian* I'm not so great, last night was hard, I walked to a bridge and nearly jumped off, but phoned the samaritans and was on the phone to them for over an hour. now I feel really low and really want to do something to end my life, but trying to wait until its time for my plan.

how are you Ian?

Cazki 22-07-2011 01:56 AM

I'm sorry you felt like that and that your having a tough time. Oh thank god you didnt. Your a really nice person and you would be missed lots if anything happened to you. I mean that its a pleasure to have you as a member on ryl. I'm ok thanks. I got hurt the other day by someone and i was upset. Even though im still angry with this person im not letting it get to me.

I guess it will probably take time before i feel normal again. It just disgusts me how horrible some people are when they say they are genuine and then when something doesnt go how they want it to go they dont want to know you anymore. In this case they were very selfish because all they thought of were themselves and not both of us.

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 01:59 AM

*hugs Ian* I'm really sorry that you got hurt *squishes*

risenfromperdition 22-07-2011 02:26 AM

im lonely :(

Hurricane 22-07-2011 06:18 AM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Ian*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Oliver*
*waves to everyone else*

Hi darlings. Good day overall but I am exhausted beyond belief. Sweet dreams and well wishes to you all. <3

*crawls into bed and pulls covers over head*

YodaBearInterrupted 22-07-2011 07:40 AM

Its been a painful evening/night for me..,

*gives all hugs and leaves some noms on the table*

Doikers 22-07-2011 11:15 AM

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Matthew*

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 02:39 PM

*hugs everyone*

insidemyhead 22-07-2011 03:04 PM

Hi Heidi and everyone else who said hi, i'm Meg :)

How is everyone today? x

Doikers 22-07-2011 03:23 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

*Hugs Meg* Hey, I'm Mark :)

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 04:24 PM

I spoke to my OT about feeling like I don't belong on this planet but she just shrugged it off. I'm going to have to set a date to kill myself to get away from this horrible feeling.

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 22-07-2011 05:20 PM

Lindsay *Squishes* PM me hun , if you ever need to rant , I won't take anything personally and I would hate for anything to happen to you .

risenfromperdition 22-07-2011 06:23 PM

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ignore me, look at the cute kitty :P

Doikers 22-07-2011 06:39 PM

Pretty Girl with a pretty cat Heather *Hugs*

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 06:43 PM

Cuteness on both counts.

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 07:23 PM

aww cute kitty and pretty Heather :)

*hugs all*

risenfromperdition 22-07-2011 07:40 PM


one_step_closer 22-07-2011 07:44 PM

Is that your kitten?

(I really need someone to talk to.)

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 07:46 PM

Lindsay I'm here if you need to talk *hugs*

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 07:48 PM

Thanks, Oliver. I don't even know what to say though. I just feel so alone and lost.

How are you?

risenfromperdition 22-07-2011 07:49 PM

im here too linds <3
and nope- aunt's fostering them

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 07:53 PM

Thanks, Heather. It's just, I...don't feel alive or connected to anything. I think I am going to overdose to get away from the world for a little while, if it even works because I don't have as much medication as I usually overdose on. I need to be careful though because I can't go to hospital because I will have no excuse for my brother.

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 07:54 PM

*hugs lindsay and Heather*

I'm not good, really want to OD, trying to keep myself distracted.

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 07:55 PM

What's making you want to OD, Oliver?

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 08:12 PM

I'm not sure, the urge is there and its so strong, can't seem to think of much else.

Doikers 22-07-2011 09:18 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs lindsay*

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 09:33 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you?

one_step_closer 22-07-2011 10:00 PM

Oliver, remember that you don't have to act on these urges. You have the strength to get through this. It won't help you in the long run if you OD.

Laura2.0 22-07-2011 10:23 PM

*hugs all*

just came home. last week was exhausting.

Heather: my cat used to look like that but now she's grown up and sadly a bit fat.

Doikers 22-07-2011 10:57 PM

*Hugs Lindasay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

Laura2.0 22-07-2011 11:01 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you?

frenchhorn 22-07-2011 11:01 PM

*hugs Mark, Lindsay and Laura*

ok I'm running out of things to distract myself with, I'm trying so hard to keep myself busy, but the thoughts of wanting to OD and end my life are really strong.


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