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Doikers 19-07-2011 09:05 PM

*Hugs My Wardies Goodnight*

PoisonedApple 19-07-2011 09:25 PM

*hugs mark good night*
*hugs all* I'm off for the day... see how much of this crap I can get done at the kids' school... I hate paperwork.

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 09:44 PM

Good night, Mark.

Louise 19-07-2011 09:47 PM

i am a bit low tonight and tired - i need sleep.

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 09:53 PM

Are you able to get some rest, Louise?

Louise 19-07-2011 10:20 PM

i will try but dunno

Cazki 19-07-2011 11:27 PM

Anyone around? Its over i was stupid to think it was a good idea. I'm back to being alone all the time again. I'm back to where i was before alone and lonely. I gave up trying to make friends a while ago because i kept getting hurt and it was to much. Lets face it il always be alone :crying:

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

Cazki 20-07-2011 12:18 AM

Anyone here? :sad: Please

frenchhorn 20-07-2011 12:25 AM

*hugs Ian* I'm about, whats up?

Cazki 20-07-2011 12:51 AM

Thanks. I was stupid so so stupid. I'm hurt again.

frenchhorn 20-07-2011 12:53 AM

*hugs* your not stupid at all.

risenfromperdition 20-07-2011 03:21 AM

not stupid.

hey oliver <3 how you doin?

Hurricane 20-07-2011 05:06 AM

I'm 3 hours away from 100 days "sober" from SI and I don't think I'm going to make it.

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 09:12 AM

What's happened, Ian? *hugs*

How are you both, Oliver and Heather?

Did you manage, Heidi. I hope you're ok.

Doikers 20-07-2011 10:13 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Heidi*

Doikers 20-07-2011 10:32 AM

I had nightmares , one of which has upset me plenty.........

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 10:55 AM

Do you want to talk about it, Mark?

Doikers 20-07-2011 12:58 PM

Maybe in a bit Lindsay , right now I have to go out *Hugs* How are you?

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 01:38 PM

I'm bored. And lonely. And fed up with life.

Doikers 20-07-2011 03:10 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

My befriender tells me not to dwell on the dream but it may come up later....

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 03:37 PM

It's hard to let go of dreams sometimes, they can be so vivid.

Hurricane 20-07-2011 04:23 PM

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Lindsay* I did make it, but not without a pounding headache. 100 days though!

Sidenote: I'm really freaking hungry...

flutterby butterfly 20-07-2011 04:27 PM

Sorry :oops:

Doikers 20-07-2011 04:36 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Yes they can......

*Hugs Heidi* Way to go you!

*Hugs Mara* Whats up hun?

Doikers 20-07-2011 04:47 PM

My Friend is in a mess bless her , She is having to stay at her parents as she is so low , She came off Lithium and people told her she was not on meds so was not ill (seriously I would have gone berserk had I been there), 12 years she was on it and she is spiralling downwards , she got put on an AD . I am so worried about her , She is my best Friend , I love her as such and she isn't even in town so I can't even pop by.....

"It ain't easy having pals"

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 05:24 PM

Heidi, very well done!

Mara, what's up?

Mark, i'm sorry to hear about your friend. No wonder you are worried *hugs*

Doikers 20-07-2011 05:39 PM

You okay Lindsay ? *Hugs*

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 06:02 PM

I'm trying to find the courage to phone the crisis team. I phoned a few minutes ago and someone answered who I don't know and I didn't know what to say although I have something written down.

frenchhorn 20-07-2011 06:19 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm really sorry to hear about your friend *squishes*

*hugs Mara* whats up?

Hi Heidi *waves* I'm Oliver, well done for 100 days :)

*hugs Lindsay* I hope you can talk to the crisis team.

I've just got back from a pretty intense counselling session.

*wonders around garden and hides*

Hurricane 20-07-2011 06:26 PM

Lindsay, if you need someone to listen, I'm here 24/7. Well... maybe not physically on here, but you get what I'm saying.

Hi Oliver! Every time I see your name I think of Oliver Twist and it warms my insides. :)

Doikers 20-07-2011 06:30 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

Hurricane 20-07-2011 06:31 PM

*hugs Mark* How are you doing right now?

Doikers 20-07-2011 06:41 PM


My Dream was that my Grandma (Who passed away the day before my last birthday) was alive and it was her and I watching an Aquarium/bird/reptile thing and she was beat up on one half of her face and we were looking and she died beside me , It gave me a shock.

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 06:41 PM

Thanks Heidi. I spoke to someone from the crisis team who, again, told me that I 'just' have a personality disorder and I should be able to stop being unrealistic or something like that. I was just telling her that i'm suicidal and don't feel like a part of the world. Nobody's listening or taking me seriously.

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 06:43 PM

That sounds like a really upsetting dream, Mark. *hugs*

Hurricane 20-07-2011 06:44 PM

Mark, I'm so terribly sorry. It sounds like an awful dream. *offers cookie* I hear cookies sometimes help things.

Lindsay, I'm listening. I'm so sorry that it seems like people are blowing you off but you did a great thing by actually calling. I believe in you.

frenchhorn 20-07-2011 06:49 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you had such an upsetting dream.

*hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry the crisis team didn't listen to you, they really should be doing a better job.

Doikers 20-07-2011 06:52 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Oliver*

Thanks y'all.
PM bow open for you guy , , going to my neighbours for a wee while

one_step_closer 20-07-2011 06:54 PM

Take care, Mark.

Doikers 20-07-2011 09:50 PM

As you all should know , PM me if you need,
(Night time hugs y'all)

frenchhorn 20-07-2011 10:09 PM

*hugs Mark* night

*hugs Lindsay*

Hurricane 20-07-2011 11:36 PM

A pretty good day just went straight to hell. Ex walked into my life and played these stupid mind games about how he misses me and whatever. Turns out he is back with his ex before me. My "friend" knew and never told me.

I'm hurt, mad, angry and lonely. I give up.

frenchhorn 20-07-2011 11:39 PM

*hugs Heidi* (if hugs are ok) I'm here if you want to talk.

SoMuchMore 20-07-2011 11:48 PM

*sits in a corner and hides*

I hate being made to feel that my life is not/was not "bad" enough for me to struggle with anything.

Hurricane 20-07-2011 11:58 PM

*hugs Oliver* I'm just so frustrated right now.

SoMuchMore 21-07-2011 12:00 AM

*hugs heidi* sorry you are feeling frustrated hun. I know ex-es can be confusing but try to not let them ruin your day. They dont deserve that power over you.

*hugs oliver* how r u doing?

frenchhorn 21-07-2011 12:06 AM

*hugs Laura and Heidi*

I'm not doing great, had a pretty intense counselling session today, I told my counsellor about my near suicide attempt this past week and I told her I feel a sense of calm because my suicide plan date is getting closer. She said she is really ****ing scared and is seriously worried about me and of course she is going to have to tell my GP what I told her.

Cazki 21-07-2011 12:12 AM

I'm ok now thanks. It was upsetting what happened but im not going to let it get to me. I just cant believe how nasty some people can be. They say they are genuine when they actually arnt. I'm listening to some calm music.

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heidi* Hi im Ian :)

Hurricane 21-07-2011 01:35 AM

*hugs Ian* Hi there. I think you're lovely :)

SoMuchMore 21-07-2011 06:58 AM

Hey everyone,
Just wanted to let you all know I changed my username.. It's Laura (formerly- fallinstar).

*hugs ian* i'm sorry people were nasty to you hun. You don't deserve that.

*hugs heidi*

*hugs oliver* sounds like it was a hard session :-/ I'm proud of you for telling though. That takes real strength. i'm sure they are worried, but thats not necessarily a bad thing... maybe they will offer some options for extra support.

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