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Emo 21-06-2011 03:03 PM

Feeling bad right now me and my husband aren't doing so good right now last night he cut nothing major but its the first time in about 2 years.
I feel like i need to cut at the moment as well .

tifflehan 21-06-2011 04:21 PM

*Hugs angel21*

risenfromperdition 21-06-2011 04:44 PM

*jumps into ward and waves*

Doikers 21-06-2011 05:30 PM

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Tiff*

*Tackle Hugs Heather!!!!!!!!!!!*

frenchhorn 21-06-2011 06:29 PM

Hi all

*hugs for those who want hugs*

Doikers 21-06-2011 07:27 PM

*Hugs Oliver* How are you ?

Louise 21-06-2011 07:29 PM

hugs oliver and mark

Doikers 21-06-2011 07:39 PM

*Hugs Louise*

PoisonedApple 21-06-2011 07:41 PM

*hugs all*

one_step_closer 21-06-2011 07:57 PM

I'm worried that my brother won't pass his college course and won't get into uni. I hate feeling so connected to him. I have been like a Mum to him for most of his life and I worry about him so much.

Doikers 21-06-2011 08:15 PM

*Hugs Crimson* How are you Hun?

*Hugs Lindsay* *Sends positive vibes for your brother* :)

one_step_closer 21-06-2011 08:17 PM

Thanks, Mark. How are you?

PoisonedApple 21-06-2011 08:41 PM

*hugs Mark* Low-ish, trying to keep a happy face on but its just too tiring. It makes me wish A wasn't working up here with me because she keeps asking if I'm sure I'm ok,just tired, etc... it gets tiresome. But I also know I need the help up here right now since I'm still getting caught up and it goes much faster with 2 people so I'm just trying to manage.

How are you?

*hugs Lindsay*

Doikers 21-06-2011 09:04 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay* I like your new avatar :)

Laura2.0 21-06-2011 09:48 PM

*hugs all*
sorry I haven't been around in the last 2 days. I'm back at Ms place and helping with a summer camp. I'm busy all the time, so that's why I'm not doing individuals.

I started to take my new meds yesterday night and didn't purge it. I guess that's positive.
Yesterday afternoon I told a friend about what dad did and I'm triggered a lot since then. She knows that I SH and she keeps me busy so I can't. I wish she wouldn't do that but at the same time I'm grateful.

Doikers 21-06-2011 09:52 PM

That's a great step forward Laura *Hugs* and It sounds like you have a wonderful friend :) *Hugs*

Cazki 22-06-2011 12:53 AM

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Cimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver* How you doing mate?

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Tiff*

frenchhorn 22-06-2011 12:57 AM

*hugs Ian, Mark, Louise, Lindsay, Crimson, Tiff, Heather, Laura*
*waves to Angel*

I'm doing okish thanks Ian, I've just been back to the gym after being off for a few weeks and it felt good to be back, but it was a very hard walk there was suicidal and kept wanting to walk in front of cars.
how are you Ian?

Cazki 22-06-2011 01:01 AM

I'm sorry that you felt suicidal :( *hugs* im ok, bit poorly at the moment and feel a little lonely.

frenchhorn 22-06-2011 01:04 AM

*hugs Ian and offers to sit with so he isnt lonely*

sorry your ill, hope you feel better soon.

BWchick 22-06-2011 02:06 AM

*Huggles for all*

misskitty112 22-06-2011 04:16 AM

*hugs ward*

I wish I could be around more, I don't know why I'm not. I just can't ever seem to find the brain power.
I need to stop feeling like I fail at life.

I love you guys, and I'm seriously always just a PM away if any of you want/need me <3

shattered1 22-06-2011 04:31 AM


I was doing better as far as the memories after counseling.
Then husband had to call...now triggered really bad. Why would he call me just because he want sympathy because he in pain and I live with it 24/7? He calls me? We been separated for 11 months. I fled from him to another state for goodness sake. He knows I filing the divorce papers next month when I finally can. I not change # yet just because divorce not done. Gave in to urge once, still having really hard time...


Doikers 22-06-2011 10:02 AM

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Felicia* I Love You <3

*Hugs shattered1*

How is everyone this morning?

one_step_closer 22-06-2011 10:46 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm having to wait in for a delivery today, i'm getting bored.

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 22-06-2011 11:20 AM

Ohhh I'm waiting for a Delivery too Lindsay :/ I'm , pretty much unable to sleep when I go to bed at night unless I drug myself and then unable to wake up in the morning ...

Doikers 22-06-2011 05:27 PM

*Spots Felicia and Glomps*

PoisonedApple 22-06-2011 06:22 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 22-06-2011 06:59 PM

*Squishe Crimson* How are you hun?

PoisonedApple 22-06-2011 07:46 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm ok. How are you?

Doikers 22-06-2011 08:09 PM

Bit crap Crimson , But better for Skyping with Felicia :)

PoisonedApple 22-06-2011 08:13 PM

Hooray for Skyping! :D

Doikers 22-06-2011 10:01 PM

*Nights Time Squishes and Fruit Baskets ( Now Featuring Mango ) For al my Wardies*

frenchhorn 22-06-2011 11:08 PM

*grabs some mango from the fruit basket* thanks Mark

*hugs all*

*spots and waves to angel*

shattered1 22-06-2011 11:58 PM

*waves hi* to everyone
Hopefully everyone is doing okay...my thoughts go out to those that are not...sorry, my head is foggy from prescribed pain meds (just so no confusion) so having trouble focusing on posts...but caught a glimpse of **mangoes** in someones post??? are there any left??? can i please have one? I love mangoes. :)

i doing much better as far as memories brought up from counseling and handling that the idiot soon to be ex-husband called last night. But while I was doing nanny duties today flared up back problems so now not moving good. But hey, I'll live, physical pain so much easier to deal with. I been dealing with that 24/7 for long time now. Sorry I babbling. I'll shut up.

**looks for super glue for her mouth**

Cazki 22-06-2011 11:59 PM

:-( i feel lost and deppressed

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs shattered1*

*Hugs Crimson*

cantchillax 23-06-2011 12:10 AM

*hugs everyone*
*goes to a corner*

Doikers 23-06-2011 09:25 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs J.A.R.*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Cantchillax*

Doikers 23-06-2011 11:35 AM

I feel ...... well thats the thing , I DON'T feel ...I brought this up with my P Doc a while ago and he said that that is what my meds are supposed to do. The Mental health team seem to only be able to offer me VERY depressed or Numb , never happy . Felicia makes me Happier but I'm still struggling .sorry , is anyone about? I have to go in an hour or so but could use some contact ......:/

Doikers 23-06-2011 12:30 PM

I have to go for my meeting now ..Back in a couple of hours :)

one_step_closer 23-06-2011 01:31 PM

Sorry I wasn't around, Mark. Hope your meeting goes ok.

Doikers 23-06-2011 02:51 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* That's okay hun , How are you ?

Doikers 23-06-2011 03:05 PM

I'm seriously struggling with the thought of drinking........it's only been 4 days it feels like weeks , Or should I injure? (Retorhical Question) I am becming dependant on Diazepam for sleep which is sod all good , Not taking it today I think ........Sorry .

misskitty112 23-06-2011 05:12 PM

*hugs Mark* I wish I could help.

Doikers 23-06-2011 06:37 PM

You do Felicia , More than anyone <3

PoisonedApple 23-06-2011 06:39 PM

*sneaks in and hugs everyone and leaves care packs*
Wish I could do more/say more this morning but I'm only alone in my office right now since A needed a bathroom break... :(
Hopefully soon I'll get finished with the part I need her help with and can get back to being able to be here more.
*extra hugs*

Doikers 23-06-2011 07:14 PM

*squishes Crimson*

Louise 23-06-2011 07:20 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 23-06-2011 08:26 PM

*Hugs Louise*

Emo 23-06-2011 09:24 PM

hi * waves* hows everyone ?

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