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shattered1 14-06-2011 12:32 PM

hi everyone
i exhausted...head pounding
grabs pillow and blanket and curls back up and tries to get some more sleep, hopefully no nightmares...just plain restful sleep

Auragrace 14-06-2011 04:11 PM


I need some love/hugs stressing about my size and weight :(

Doikers 14-06-2011 04:16 PM

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Auragrace* Hi I'm Mark :)

Emo 14-06-2011 04:33 PM

Auragrace am sorry you are stressing out i understand how you feel I am quite big myself and i struggle with my weight and size too

If you need to talk just pm me

PoisonedApple 14-06-2011 05:51 PM

*hugs all who want them, waves at angel*

Doikers 14-06-2011 05:55 PM

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

*Waves to Angel* What do the characters before Allah in you sig mean ?

Emo 14-06-2011 05:59 PM

It Arabic for Allah.
I asked on a Muslim forum if it ok to be on this forum or not am waiting for answer.
It will be a shame if its harm ( bad) as i like it here

PoisonedApple 14-06-2011 06:17 PM

*hugs Mark* I dunno quite yet today... How are you doing?

Angel, I don't see how it could be harm as it is meant to help you not to harm and to recover from it.

Emo 14-06-2011 06:26 PM

Harm ( pronouced ha'rum ) means things that Muslims arent allowed to do because it affects there Eman. ( there soul ) Eg. like cutting is harm and so is eating meat that isnt halal meat
There are certain rules that Muslims must fallow if we dont want to go to the hellfire.

misskitty112 14-06-2011 06:46 PM

*hugs ward*
I am FREAKING OUT about seeing my mom this evening.

Emo 14-06-2011 06:49 PM

why are you freaking out ?

Doikers 14-06-2011 06:56 PM

*Waves to Angel* I hope it's okay to stay here, this is a support forum , we don't encourage Injury.

*Hugs Crimson* Minds Racing away so fast.

*Hugs Felicia* I love you <3

PoisonedApple 14-06-2011 07:13 PM

*hugs Felicia and offers tea*
*hugs Mark* I know that feeling all too well.

hmmm... Well Angel, I don't know enough about the Muslim religion to really expand on whether it would count or not but I do hope you can stay.

shattered1 14-06-2011 07:35 PM

Well I made it through yesterday without doing anything, but urges still strong... just feeling so down and worthless...gonna stay in my corner...
waves to everyone

PoisonedApple 14-06-2011 07:48 PM

*sits with shattered*

Louise 14-06-2011 08:06 PM

hugs everyone

Laura2.0 14-06-2011 08:24 PM

*hugs all*
how are you all today?

Auragrace 14-06-2011 08:27 PM

Got urges and also pains in my chest where I am stressing out :(

Laura2.0 14-06-2011 08:45 PM

*hugs Aura* why are you so panicked?

dontwantyoutoknow 14-06-2011 09:01 PM

*hugs everyone, except Angel (waves for you :-) )*

Doikers 14-06-2011 09:27 PM

*Waves to Aura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hus Laura*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Shattered1*

Emo 14-06-2011 09:43 PM

Just had a nice bath going to pray soon , kinda hungry as well unsure what to have weather to eat anything at all because am so fat :(

aklx 14-06-2011 09:45 PM


PoisonedApple 14-06-2011 09:55 PM

Please eat something, Angel, even if it's small.

*hugs Mrs Pan* what's up?

*hugs all*

Doikers 14-06-2011 10:05 PM

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Crimson*

aklx 14-06-2011 10:06 PM

Just feeling a bit restless and annoyed y'know.
This thread feels like it's got a bit religion-orientated lately so I've tried to stay away but yeah. It's alright.
Hope you're okay :)

Emo 14-06-2011 10:15 PM

Sorry i wont post again

PoisonedApple 14-06-2011 10:22 PM

*shrugs* I know religion motivates a good number of people's reactions or causes upsets at times so I don't mind it if it isn't being pushed on me. Now that being said, if people try to convert me, that is when we have a problem. I do know what you mean though.
And yes, okay... that's an adequate word for how I am today. *nods*
Trying to distract a bit... Considering making a podcast so I've been busying myself picking out music I'd play.

shadow13 14-06-2011 11:19 PM

Hey guys, I'm with Rose today, she's been making me smile all day. I'm gonna be at her house for two days, so hopefully, when I go home I'll have the strength to make it til our next day out. xxx

aklx 15-06-2011 12:05 AM

Angel, you can post all you want about the things you're struggling with if it helps you feel supported and better about things. It's just the things related to religion that make it a bit...eh.

Poisonedapple, podcasts are good. I usually download them, I've never made my own.
Okay's not exactly the best feeling so I hope it can pick up and not lower.

Emo 15-06-2011 01:21 AM

Ok what i will do is put anything religious in a hidden box
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like this
so you dont have to read it
Hope that is ok

shattered1 15-06-2011 01:25 AM

thanks for sitting with me poisoned apple... so much tension in this house. not good, not helping...want to disappear..

Emo 15-06-2011 01:28 AM

Sorry that you aren't feeling so good Shattered1

PoisonedApple 15-06-2011 01:31 AM

That's awesome Shad!

Mrs. Pan~ all my favorite podcasts and internet radio shows are disappearing so I figured it'd be interesting to just make my own instead.

Good plan Angel.

No problem Shattered. :) Seemed like you could use the company.

*hugs all*
*sneaks in to Marks ward room and gently hugs then quietly leaves as Mark is more than likely in bed by now*

life-hurts 15-06-2011 02:25 AM

Hi, I hope it's OK but I really need to check in for a few days. I'm falling too quickly. Comes in sits in the corner and rocks.

SoMuchMore 15-06-2011 03:20 AM

*hugs everyone*

hmm.. why am i so bad with emotions sometimes. When I am not clearly sad or angry or happy or flat, i can never pin one word to it... and I never want to sound harsh either, or like i'm being overdramatic. So I guess I'll go with frustrated or under appreciated (although under appreciated might be a tad extreme). Sorry. Random I know.

Its not anything specific. Just a lot of little things. For example, my sister blaming me for things, like getting a single problem wrong on her uni assignment, b/c I was helping her. What the hell? really? its one problem.

aklx 15-06-2011 03:56 AM

Laura, I feel like that a lot of the time too with my emotions. It's hard sometimes. Hope you're not feeling bad though.

Doikers 15-06-2011 09:20 AM

*Waves To Angel*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Shad*

*hugs Shattered1*

*Waves to Life-Hurts* Hi I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Laura*

Emo 15-06-2011 12:50 PM

* waves at everyone *
Hows everyone doing ?

life-hurts 15-06-2011 01:36 PM

Hi Mark - waves
*waves back at angel*
I'm not doing very well today. Going to try and take meds in a minute, even it means I have to self harm afterwards. I MUST choose to live

Doikers 15-06-2011 02:04 PM

*waves to Angel and Life-hurts*

Just to let everyone here know , Oliver is in Hospital after an OD and they will probably keep him in for a few more days as they are worried about his Liver . He is thinking of us all though.

Emo 15-06-2011 02:15 PM

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Sorry to hear that i'll pray for him tell him he is in my thoughts

Doikers 15-06-2011 02:19 PM

Don't tell Oliver you prayed for him Angel , When he gets back , He really dislikes it.

Emo 15-06-2011 02:24 PM

Ok sorry

Doikers 15-06-2011 02:33 PM

No Worries Angel , You didn't know ,nothing to be sorry for . :)

YodaBearInterrupted 15-06-2011 06:02 PM

*hugs everyone in here and waves at Angel*

Not doing too well at the moment, just don't want to do much. *sits in the corner*

*puts some treats on the table*

Doikers 15-06-2011 06:40 PM

*Hugs Matthew*

PoisonedApple 15-06-2011 08:29 PM

gah! my mind is so muddled today. all my thoughts want to go at once...

*hugs all*waves at angel*
How is everyone today?

Emo 15-06-2011 08:34 PM

Really not feeling so good at the moment , have the urge to self injure .
Its really strong .
Going to try and stay distracted
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I know that Allah wouldn't want me self injuring .
I will read the Qu'ran for a little while and see if it helps

Doikers 15-06-2011 09:08 PM

*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs your mind* whats song is your sig from?

*Waves to Angel*

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