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hugs to all!
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Oh, my gosh, so many new people since the last time I posted, it seems. :)
So, to anyone who doesn't know me already, I'm Felicia :) *runs around hugging and greeting everyone* Anyway, I may be back for a little while, since I finally finished my 3rd year of uni, only to find I don't know how I'm gonna afford my 4th year since my financial aid isn't gonna come through, but that's a whole different story, and I don't want to be whiny on my first post back. hah. *Hugs everyone* *runs off to watch Romeo and Juliet* I've wanted to watch this film all day... and I just now got around to it :) haha. Spaztastic brain, I tell you. |
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Mara* *Hugs Michelle* *Hugs Felicia* |
*hugs every one*
Hi Felicia, nice to meet you :-D I need to check in here permanently. I need to be locked up in here. I drank too much last night and hurt myself worse than I have before. :cry: |
*Hugs MJ* TYake care of yyour wounds carefully please hun :S
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*hugs mara*
*hugs michelle* *hugs felicia* *hugs mark* *hugs MJ* I feel like my life is out of control since the psych appointment on Monday. Is that normal? I stopped eating, well.. I do eat... a little. I'm injuring a lot more than I used to before the appointment. I used to injure once a week or every other week now I'm injuring every day. I'm really struggling right now. Hugs please? |
*Massive Hugs For Laura*
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*hugs mark* thanks. I really needed that. how are you?
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Bit anxious , Must try hard to not injure twice in one day or drink , I must...
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*hugs mark* can you distract yourself?
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Chatting to friends but my dad is coming to take me shopping for heavy stuff , I could easily buy drink , Crickets on , TRYing to distract myself , seriously
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Maybe you could take something small, like a bracelet or a picture of someone with you to remind you not to buy drink?
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*hugs everyone*
I have to go buy flowers and balloons and stuff for dad's grave. It's his birthday. I don't know how I'm not gonna SI today. I went 17 days without it, just for him... and now, I just wanna break. I'm sorry. *stops whining and runs out* |
*cuddles Felicia*
*hugs Mark, Laura, MJ* |
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Felicia* *Hugs Crimson* |
*hugs Felicia*
*hugs Crimson* *hugs Mark* |
*Night time hugs my wardies*
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*hugs mark* good night
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs Mark* *Hugs Felicia* *Hugs MJ* *Hugs Michelle* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Lindsay* *Hugs Mara* My room is now sorted thank god. I had help to move all my things back in again. It finally feels like my room again. |
*hugs Ian* I'm glad it's sorted!
*gently hugs Mark so not to wake him and whispers good night* *hugs Laura* This day has been a general disaster... Dealing with the federal court house and the federal archives is a ridiculous series of bullshit. Then the late court run and dealing with the in court clerks for the state court house... Then I'm trying to get a sister in law or two to go to the apartment to take stuff down to the truck and one says she doesn't want to because her knees hurt (i'm ok with this one because she and I did all the moving yesterday...), one is whining that she's still sick so she shouldn't do anything but sit on her ass, and the last just said no... she has not helped with anything but her own stuff the entire time we've been moving unless D made her which meant she's only been unloading and putting it just in the door (a 5 ft walk) while me and V have been going the 3 flights of stairs each direction and a good 30 or so ft walk from the car to the door to load it after i've packed it all... I'm disabled and my knees haven't stopped hurting since Sunday so I can't do all the up and down trips today and it seems if I don't do it all, all by myself, no one will do anything today. :( /whinge |
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Ian* *Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry hun , at least they'll be gone soon right? |
I am stupid , I got Drunk and depressed last night and texted Becky my Befriender an open ended text , I can understand why she freaked out , she texted and called all morning and it was coming up to 11am before I turned my phone on , She got so worried that she called the CMHT! I have contacted them too to let them know I am okay, it wasn't a threat to hurt myself or anything but it could have been read in a number of ways . I feel like such an idiot and so guilty for worrieing her .What the hell was I thinking? Well I wasn't thinking but I should have been. IDIOT!
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Mark, you're not stupid; I promise.
Laura - have some more hugs. Tell me more about your horse (if it cheers you up to talk about him; but not if it makes you sad). I have a dog called Lucy *points to avatar* My last horse was also called Lucy. I want a horse again. Crimson - that sucks - isn't there someone who can make them shift their weight? *hugs everyone else* Lindsay - not seen you about lately? Are you alright? |
*Hugs MJ*
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*hugs all*
I'm back from my camping trip, sorry I havn't been able to catch up on all that has happened, not doing great at the moment, feeling very paranoid and anxious |
*Hugs Oliver* How was your adventure?
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*hugs Mark and MJ*
Only one of them lives with me still, Mark. But I figure having lived with me for 3 yrs they can help me move. Yeah in a way, MJ... D "talked to" Mi last night about her refusal to actually help out (while she claimed we just wouldn't let her) and so we have Mi and V helping tomorrow at the least... *cuddles Mark* It was just a slip up paired with a mistake. You tried to rectify it and were responsible enough to make the calls to do so. You can not change the past though. And you are not an idiot. *hugs Oliver* how was your trip? |
*Hugs Crimson*
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hey everyone, hope you're all ok.
Cookies anyone? |
*Hugs Mara* Cooooooookies!
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*hugs Mark, Crimson, MJ and mara*
The adventure was good, although made me very tired, staying up for 26 hours is hard, especially in the cold, but it was still great and i realised I have a lot of determination, I also realised a few other things about my self, but i won't go into it all. how is everyone? |
hugs everyone
Last exam done today so pleased they are over |
*hugs Louise* well done :)
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*Hugs Oliver* 26 hours! Crickey!
*Hugs Louise* Way to go you! |
hugs mark and oliver, thanks do not think they went well, least i tried.
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Oliver - 26 hrs, I can hardly stay up for 26 minutes :crazy:
Louise - you must be so relieved! Well done :jumpin: Mark - you managed to fix it & call who needed to be called, try not to be so hard on yourself, we all f-up Everyone else - I'm sorry no personals, I struggle to concentrate long enough to read back too far but I am thinking of you all!! I'm in a baking mood - don't know why just have a massive urge to bake. My girlfriend finishes work in 15mins & I'm annoyed I was dissociated for so much of the day, as I was really enjoying being alone & at my mums & now I've gotta go home :notsure: I wish I could bake you all cakes, I am a bit of a feeder & I am definitely in a feeding mood. xx |
uummm is it ok if i come in?
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* hi alrandom*
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*Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs MJ* *Hugs Mara* *Hugs Crimson* |
*hugs Ian, AJ and Mark*
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AJ!! Welcome!! xx
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*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs MJ* |
*Hugs Everybody*
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Well I'm the lone Wardie it seems.
Is there a website where you can type in what ingredients you have already and it generates recipies? I've heard of it but don't know what it's called. |
I'm here, Mark. :-) How are you feeling?
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I'm a bit Fed up , Sunday is not usually my best day , nothing to do makes my mind wonder to ........places.
*Hugs MJ* How are you feeling? |
*hugs Mark*
I feel...just...nothingness :notsure: |
hugs everyone
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*Hugs MJ*
*Hugs Louise* |
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