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I hope it's not too bad sweetheart! *brings you a cold pack to sooth your burn* I'll hold it so you can snuggle a teddy.
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Awwww, thanks *cuddles teddy*
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I'm sorry hun that you don't have any medical coverage. I am in the same boat on that one.
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Anyone here at all?
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*hugs knees*
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-scoots closer to amy- what's up amy?
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nuffin sorry
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Why you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong. -hugs amy if ok- you ok?
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anybody here at all?
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*Hugs Nicole*
*Hugs Kitty* *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Heather* *Waves to Tisha* *Hugs Amy* *Hugs Kelly* *Hugs Solo* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Felicia*I'm sorry you burned :( Please take care of it Hun . |
-sighs- I suck. I ended up SI'ing. I tried my best not to but I ended up giving in. :( Wasn't too bad though, nothing that required any medical attention. Now I am shaking...not sure if it's from the adrenaline or from the shame. Nevertheless, it's annoying. I'm going to go to bed now. Hopefully when I wake up I will feel better. Night night wardies. Love you all.
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Kitty *Hugs* I'm sorry you S.I.'d but don't be ashamed , it's nothing to be ashamed of . Please take good care of your wound:S
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*tucks kitty in* sorry i wasnt here kitty.... i should have been
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-hugs mark back- thanks. I will.
Amy, it wasn't your fault. It's ok. Please don't blame yourself hun. -hugs- Just had to say that before officially going to sleep. Night night. xx |
Sleep well, Kitty.
I spy Oliver. |
Hi lindsey How are you today? *hug all*
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I'm not so good. How are you, Oliver?
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knackered. whats up Lindsey?
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*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Oliver* Hey guys :) |
*Hugs everyone*
I SI'ed last night :( Feel so bad :( |
*Hugs Nicole, Mark, Lindsey, Amy, Kitty and Oliver*
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*pops her head into the ward* Hiya wardies...
Man I have a ton to do today! We have inpection coming up next week so I'm pull force deep cleaning mode today! I've got a load in the wash and one in the dryer (the washer and dryer will be running non stop today!), got the kids helping pick of the living room so I can vacuum, and tons of other things on my list... I'll try my best to pop in now and then though. I wasn't on much yesterday and I have to say I've missed my fellow wardies! *sings a tune while she picks up around the house* |
Have fun with all that Kelly! I, on the other hand, am struggling to think of something to do.
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lol... yeah... fun. o.O I don't like house work... unfortunately it's just a part of life that is a necessity.
I'm sorry you can't find anything to do though... I hope you find something that's tons more fun than house work :) |
*Hugs Nicole* I'm sorry that you S.I.'d hun and that you feel so bad:(
*Hugs Kelly* I dislike housework too :S *Hugs Lia*How are you hun? |
*Hugs everyone* Wards very quiet today...
Edit: We must have been typing at the same time mark *Hugs* How are you? And I suppose it's ok that I cut, because it stopped me from taking an overdose (Well it's not ok, but you know what I mean) |
I don't think anyone likes housework very much?
Nicole, cutting is better than overdosing I agree, but it's better to do nothing harmful too of course. *hugs* |
Triggered :S :( Am just back from my neices party , it was a bit crowded and I don't do crowds even if I do know most of them .
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I'm at my parents on their laptop so in and out , My dad just looked over my shoulder at S.I. stuff but didn't comment just walked away :S
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*Hugs helen and mark'*
Sorry you're triggerd mark, and sorry I don't have any advice :( I'm feeling triggerd too. And Helen-I know it's better not to do anything harmful, but I was just trying so hard not to take an OD, I thought cutting would be justified :/ *Hugs* |
I know honey. I'd rather you cut than OD. But best thing obviously isn't to do anything. It's not coming out right. I'll shh. I've cut in the past to stop myself from ODing or worse....
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Thats okay Nicole :)
*Hugs Helen* |
Yeah. *Hugs*
How are you? |
*hugs helen, mark, and nicole tightly*
I hate being at home for longer than a few days. I feel awful. |
Me too Laura *Hugs* I guess you mean your parents by Home and not where you stay at uni?
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*Hugs Mark and Laura*
I really wanna SH but I have made a deal with a boy on another forum that we will both try not to cut until our birthdays (His is april 14th, mine is april 16th) |
*hugs mark* yea thats what i mean. my hometown in general - my parents place, the city i am in, just gah! everything... i explained a little more in my r/v. but my mother again, just asked if I wanted to get my scars removed/lessened by laser surgery. I hate when she asks, and she always does eventually. Plus is xmas here again b/c my dad's side is coming over and I just don't want to deal with holiday crap anymore.
Sorry that turned into a vent as well. *hugs nicole* that would be awesome if you could make it until april 16th!! I know the urges can be almost unbearable, but please try! I think that is a great goal for yourself. Don't let it overwhelm you though, take it days, or even hours at a time if you need to. |
Thats a good deal Nicole :) It's good to have some incentive and to have someone to aim for that goal for with , good luck Nicole :)
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Thanks guys, It's harder because I know he has SI'ed today, so we've agreed that tomorrow is a fresh start, so my mind is trying to convince me to do it now to get rid of the urges, before tomorrow :(
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*Hugs Laura* I read your R/V thread , I'm sorry you're struggling with being at your parents , I hope that your other Christmas go's as stress free as it can possibly be .
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Hmm Hold on if you possibly can Nicole hun , I know it's hard but you can do it :)
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might not be on for like a week we is going away to taupo to do holiday stuff
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*Hugs Amy* Where are you going Amy?
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*Hugs Mark* Thanks hun, i'm trying really hard, I just have really strong urges :(
*Hugs Amy* That sounds nice :) where are you going? |
i gtg now love everyone in the ward coz ur all nice and awesome
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*Spot and Hugs Solo*
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Aww, you're very nice and awesome too Amy :) *hugs* Have fun!
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Thanks Mark! *hugs back*
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*hugs amy* Even though u already left. Have fun on holiday!
*hugs mark* thanks. I hope its not too bad. I don't know. I didnt mean to go on ranty on you and ignore what you were saying earlier though.. I'm sorry that you are feeling triggered as well and that your parents were looking over your shoulder... mine do the same thing, which is why i am only online sporadically right now *hugs nicole* you can make it! SI-ing today won't help urges that occur in the future, so don't do it so you can get rid of urges for the future. I used to do that all the time, and it never worked :-/ *hugs solo* i dont think i've introduced myself... if i have i'm sorry, there have been more people posting in here and since i can't be on much right now its hard to keep track.. but I'm Laura! How r u? |
*Hugs laura* Sorry I kinda ignored your post, How long until you go back to uni?
And I know it won't help future urges.....i'm just thinking it will get rid of the urges i'm already having so i can go into it without having any urges...Does that make any sense? :/ |
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